It’s been over two months since my husband and I had any type of sex. I cant really be mad at him though; hes tired, I’m tired, we’re both stressed. He works long hours and I work 60 hours a week myself.
It’s not like we havent tried, we’ve just been in the mood at separate times and couldnt muster up the energy when we werent. I work at a place with high turnover rate and a lot of sketchy people. I keep my head down for the most part and only have a few friends within work.
I know there has been a few guys that have tried to get with me but I’m just not interested. One day while minding my own business a coworker, Marcus, came up to me. He put a hand beside me as he leaned in to talk essentially trapping me between the wall and him. Marcus was close; too close. The heat from his breath warmed my neck as he talked and I swear I could feel his package pressing into me. He had a smell that is common amongst black people; repulsive and somewhat intoxicating.
“Yo girl, let me hit at you.”
“No thanks. I’m happily married Marcus.”
“That dont mean anything.”
“It does to me.”
I pushed past Marcus and went back to work. Work continued without incident and I put in the rest of my shift. It was late when I got home and everybody else was asleep already. I wasnt too tired so I decided to search the interwebs for a bit.
I went to go to our local news webpage, 44newsnetwork.com, but after I type the first character in the address bar a website I havent seen before autopopulated. 4chan.org. Curious to what my husband has been looking at I hit enter and was taken to the homepage. There was a lot of links on the page and I didnt understand and was about to click off until I saw a link a different color, indicating it has been visited before. Unsure of what Adult Gif was I clicked on it.
I was immediately surprised and a little taken back by the thumbnails I saw on the screen. Things from lesbian, big boobs, sissy hypno, ylyl, etc. I also noticed a notification on the window. Tapping on it took me to a reply of a comment.
“Best thing in the world man.”
The comment it was replying to stated, “I wonder if my wife would be happier if she was in this position.”
The comment itself was in reply to another post of a gif. The gif was of a busty girl deep thrusting a big black cock and a white guy beneath her eating her out. I think I audibly let out a gasp as I quickly scrolled up to see what the topic of the page was. White Being Cucked by Black. What the hell was this and why is my husband looking at it. I quickly looked through a few of the other clips. All of them was some form of a woman having sex with a black man. Some had a guy in the corner watching or jerking off. Others it was a caption saying something along the lines of ‘my husband dont know/Care’.
Is this the type of thing he looks at when I’m not home? Disgusted I clicked the bookmark for Facebook and turned the screen off. I was furious that my husband would be looking at porn, let alone whatever the hell that was. I couldnt let him know I was snooping around though so I showered and climbed in bed but kept my back to him. I’m not sure if it was my imagination or not but I thought I smelt the odor of dried cum. I was trying to figure out the smell when i got startled by him reaching around me and start fondling my breast.
“Ugh,” i muttered and rolled onto my stomach.
I’m not sure when I fell asleep but I was plagued all night with dreams of catching him watching porn and even a dream of Marcus spinning me against the wall. I awoke with a start and a fading throb in my clit. As the day continued on the memory of the dreams were forgotten and I even forgot what i found on the computer the night prior.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/cg5dop/found_my_husbands_4chan
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