[M] Young exhibitionist

I have written and deleted my experience a few times never posting it. Just want to get it off my chest.

When growing up my parents both work full-time dating me alone during the daytime. I frequently took the city bus home, it was faster than School Bus. On the way home the bus stopped by a nude beach which always piqued my interest. One day, around the age of 16. I decided I was finally going to do it. I got off the bus found a spot and stripped off my school uniform laying on a towel.

I remember I enjoy the feeling of the sun on my body and the wind flying across me. It wasn’t too long before I started to get noticed. I would have men and women of all ages offered to come and rub oil on my body or just to sit with me taking the occasional Peek. I would encourage it teasing a bit. I was craving attention I was starved for at home.

 I started to become a regular at the nude beach. Sitting with a group I met. Some of them from other countries on vacation.

After a few years of this the thrill starts wear off. I need you to find something new. When exploring I found the old shower room.  The room was nothing more than a concrete box with benches around the outside and for showers in the middle. The shower room was forgotten after the new building replaced it leaving it a spot for people to hang out and watch other.

Building up the courage after a few days after the beach. I went to the showers stripped off just being a tease. I left as they started to masturbate. I knew I wasn’t done with this yet. I needed more.

I came back the next day, strip down, closed my eyes as I showered I felt people brushing up on me. I let the crowd touch me. There’s nothing like hands being all over your body or the touch of a stranger.

I never went back to the showers again after that. While on the beach around 18 now. I made a connection with a club promoter who host private parties for rich people. He offered me a job as a cocktail server. I needed the job, I could hardly afford rent and food.

Several people my age and myself were  bought skimpy outfits, Speedos and bow ties, body painted or sometimes nude to sever drinks at parties. I made more money at the first party from tips then I’ve made in the past 2 months of work before.

One particular time, were I was at a gay couples party. My job for the night was to lay on the table nude as a sushi plater  for people to eat off of. The guests would make comments about my body and touch me as if I wasn’t a real person. For some strange reason I enjoyed it.

It wasn’t uncommon while working for someone to grab my butt or pull me down on there lap. I would have never been able to afford college if it wasnt for this job. I remember the thrill and the excitement. However ,I am left with an emptiness because of it.

Anyone dont something similar to this?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/cdwqoq/m_young_exhibitionist