Addiction
I have an addiction, it is finally time to admit it. I know i should not tell this to anyone but i know i need to. This is hard for me so here it goes….I am adicted to fucking. Not just fucking, but fucking guys i should not. I love the feeling of a hard cock inside me and the look of his eyes as he pounds away at my tight pussy. I love that feeling….i NEED that feeling.
My husband is a decent enough guy but his dick is tiny and he doesn’t try while we make love. All he does is go softly. I need a real man to kiss me on my lips, rip my clothes off and fuck me like im the last woman on earth. That’s the feeling i crave!! And since he wont…cant….give it to me, i find it elsewhere. Let me tell you about today. Maybe after you read this you will understand. You will not think of me as this nice clean innocent girl anymore. You will see me as the dirty slut i truly am.
I woke up this morning like any other morning at 5am, before my husband so i can go on Reddit and look at porn. Im addicted, i can’t help it! I look at the messages and stories other guys write to me as i reach my hand down my panties to rub my clit awake. As soon as im awake my clit needs to be touched. It needs the feeling of my fingers tracing over my stomach, down my waist and to the inside of my thigh. Im laying there in bed with my husband asleep as i debate to myself if i should touch myself. The more pictures of hard cocks i look at the wetter my pussy gets and the more i decide that i should just get it over with and masturbate while he is still asleep. If i don’t do it now i will be horny all day, and when i get horny, i get stupid.
So i decide to get it over with quickly and cum to my favorite porn: this white guy fucking a tiny asian girl hard. She is laying there with her legs spread and her head back with eyes closed as the guy is fucking her. Every time his hard cock slams inside her pussy she shakes with pleasure and her moans get louder and louder. I continue to rub the inside of my legs as i imagine that im the girl he is fucking. My clit starts throbbing as my fingertips gently start to rub it up and down. I look at phone keeping my eyes glued to his hard white cock as it enters her pussy. I think to myself “God yes! That is what i need. Keep going, fuck her, fuck her harder. Fuck ME harder!”
I hear my husband starting to wake up as he rolls over. I push down on my clit harder and start to rub faster in an attempt to cum before he wakes up. I stair at my phone and look at her naked body as he fucks her harder and harder. I rub my clit faster determined to cum. She is taking his hard cock over and over and fuck that looks amazing. I need to feel a cock like that inside me. I see her scream with pleasure as she cums on his cock. I can feel my own orgasm building and this makes me rub faster. The thought of him cumming inside her drives me over the edge as my orgasm floods over my body. I lay there in bliss as the feeling in my clit gives me relief.
My husband finally rolls over and wakes up none the wiser. He kisses me good morning as I think to myself I would rather be kissing the man from the porn video I was cumming to minutes earlier. “fuck him” I think to myself. “good morning, i love you” I say out loud.
I get ready for the day and put on a sexy thong under your skirt. I am supposed to meet my co worker over lunch and i want make sure i look sexy. Sexy enough to fuck me like the slut i am.
I get ready for work and leave as quickly as i can. As i get on the subway i sit next to a handsome business man from Eastern Europe. I see him looking at my legs as he asks me how my day has been. I start ask myself if i should just ignore him or keep talking to him. My subway ride is long enough that it would be nice to have some handsome company. We talk about the weather and his job. “Why are all the sexy western guys in banking?” i ask myself.
He compliments my clothes and i smile and turn away. I start to wonder if i should push him. I have already cum once this morning but i have not yet had the feel of a cock. The thought makes me a little wet. I shift my legs and bravely ask him “thanks! Do you like what you see?” I give him a shy smile and put my hand on his leg just above the knee.
He takes his jacket and puts it over his lap covering my hand on his leg. He leans in and whispers in my ear “you are very beautiful my dear.” i smile again and move my fingers up his leg a couple of inches and i think about the guy in the porn this morning. “fuck i am still horny, i wish i could feel his cock”.
I look him in the eye and say “you look good in this suit”. He leans in and kisses me on the cheek and asks me “when was the last time you had sex?”
Just the sound of his voice asking me about sex makes me wetter. I move my hand up up his leg looking for his cock. I move higher up as he whispers in my ear again “when was the last time you had a cock in your pussy?”
When I finally reach his cock i gasp out loud at how big it is. My pussy gushes as i trace the outline of his hard cock through his pants. I feel the tip and my legs rub together tightly pressing hard on my clit.
He whispers in my ear again “look around at the people on the subway car, they cant tell that you are rubbing my hard cock. All the other people think you are a cute good girl while i know that you are a desperate slut begging for a cock.”
The sound of his voice makes my clit throb. I feel his cock pulse as i stroke his cock through his pants.
I pull myself out of the trance as i realise what im doing. I look around the car and notice an old woman staring at me with my hand under his jacket. I quickly pull my hand away and stand up. I grab my bag and gently say “im sorry” as i walk down the car trying to get away as fast as possible.
I feel so embarrassed to have let my horniness take control of my body. All i wanted to do was go to work and the first time a handsome man smiles at me il stroking his cock in front of strangers. I feel like such an idiot! But damn his cock was nice!!!
The Subway comes to my stop and i get off quickly, and with my head down i walk straight into the office to my desk. I try and spend the morning focussing on my work as a distraction from my horny pussy. Everytime i stop and think about the man from the subway and the feel of his cock through his pants it makes my pussy wet and my clit starts to hurt.
By 11:30am i look at my phone anticipating my co-worker to message me. I met him on a business trip a few months ago and we ultimately ended up having sex in my hotel room. It felt amazing to feel a cock in my pussy other than my husbands, but i had to come back from the business trip and i haven’t seen him since.
At 11:45 am my phone buzzes and i look down to read the message. “hey, are we still on for lunch? Meet me at the cafe on the ground floor.” I smile to myself and my heart starts to beat faster with anticipation. “ill see you there in 15 min” i reply. As i walk down the hall to the elevator i stop by the bathroom to check myself in the mirror. I still have my skirt and blouse on and im thankful i put on my sexist thong under neath.
I get to the cafe and he is there at a booth in the corner.
“Good afternoon” he says and he stands up to give me a hug, “its nice to see you again, you look amazing!!!”
“thanks! I have been looking forward to seeing you for the past few weeks! I still remember that business trip and the fun we had!” you reply with a coy smile.
“im glad you have time to meet for lunch, i know we don’t have too much time, what did you have in mind?” he says with a wink.
“i was hoping for a repeat performance of the last night of that business trip” i reply as i reach my leg across under the table rubbing his leg with my foot.
He stands up from the booth and without a word grabs my hand and pulls me up, dragging me to the door of the cafe. The butterflies in my stomach come back as i feel the throbbing in my clit starts again.
“where are we going?” i ask curiously.
He leans over and whispers in my ear, “for next 55 min you are mine, and my slut does not ask questions, she only fucks when i tell her to.”
I love being told im a slut. I don’t know why, but it always makes me wet when i hear a man calling me that, and this time was no different. I take his hand and blindly follow him wherever he takes me. He is right that i am his slut. I would do whatever he wanted just to feel his cock inside me again.
He walks a few blocks down to a hotel and walks straight tl the elevator. “looks like you planned ahead!” i say eagerly.
He looks me in the eye and confidently says “i know what you needed, and trust me you will be limping back to the office after lunch. The next hour i will use your body to please my cock without any regard for your pleasure.”
I quickly look down and blush as the words “thank you” escape my lips.
He opens the door and i walk inside the hotel room knowing that what he will do to me over my lunch period will cause my body to be sore for the rest of the week.
The door closes behind me and he forcefully pushes me against the wall kissing me on my lips. He runs his hands down my neck and shoulders. He looks me in the eye and says “you look sexy today, you did a good job slut.”
“thank you sir” i respond knowing that any other response would make Sir mad. When Sir gets mad he prevents me from orgasming, and I NEED and orgasm today.
He kisses me again harder this time and it slams the back of my head into the wall while i wince with a little pain. He did promise to use my body for his pleasure and i need to remind myself that i cannot pleasure myself but rather focus on allowing him to use my pussy and mouth.
He runs his hands down my blouse and quickly pulls it over my head tossing it in the corner. He steps back and looks at me. “loose the bra bitch, you know better!” he says a little harshly.
I smile and reach behind me to unbutton my bra tossing it in the corner next to my crumpled up blouse. He stares at me admiring my naked chest and bare legs sticking out of my short skirt. He steps closer giving me one last kiss then takes his strong arms and firmly places them on top of my shoulders.
“Down. Now.” he demands. I drop to my knees knowing my job is now to suck his marvelous cock. He unbuckles his belt and pants as they drop to the floor. He steps out of his shoes and pants, bending down and carefully folds them and places them on the couch. He then unbuttons his shirt and does the same being careful not to wrinkle it. I stare over at my wrinkled blouse he threw in the corner as a reminder that my job is to be a wet pussy and mouth for his cock.
He walks back over to me and i pull his boxers over his hard cock as it springs out and almost slaps me in the face. I stare at it in a trance as my hands slowly raise up and wrap my fingers around it. “its too big! I can never get my lips all the way around it” I think to myself. He grabs the back of my head and pushes me closer as i open my mouth as wide as it will go. I’m finally able to wrap my lips around just the tip of his cock when he pushes me further down making me gag.
I pull out as he looks down at me and says “you truly are the most beautiful woman i know.”
This makes me smile and gives me courage as i take the cock again in my hand and open my mouth. I suck on his cock as it grows harder in my mouth and he moans my name. Hearing him say how beautiful i and how much pleasure im bringing him makes me wet as i slide my free hand down to rub my clit.
The feeling of my fingers on my clit sends an electric shock up my naked body towards my breasts as I speed up the blow job.
I feel him getting more excited as his hand pulls my hair back and he pushes my head deeper and faster on his cock. My free hand is rubbing my clit and i can feel the warmth is my pussy start to grow. He pushes my head down one last time and it forces me to gag on his cock as i pull back to catch my breath. I can feel the spit from my mouth running down my chin. I look up and he looks down into my eyes amd says “you look so sexy right now!”. I smile as he reaches down to help me stand up.
He guides me over to the bed as i lay back onto the pillow and spread my legs open willingly. He steps to the edge of the bed and crawls over to me kissing me on the lips and then whispers in my ear how beautiful he thinks i am. Hearing this makes me even more horny as i rest my hand on his shoulder.
He starts to kiss me on my neck, down my chest and across my breasts. My hand moves with him as it rests on top of his head. He licks my nipples sending shivers across my body. The then kisses down my stomach as my hand gently pushes him closer to my wet clit. I can feel his breath on my pussy as he kisses my waist. My hips moves up as he finally starts to lick my clit.
“Oh God thats good!” I moan and my hand continues to hold the hair on top of his head.
I can feel his tongue split my pussy lips open as he pushes it inside me. My head rolls back with my eyes closed as my first orgasm rushes over my body.
As soon as it dies down my legs collapse and i lay there pure pleasure with my cheating lover sitting next to me.
He runs his hands over my body as he gently pushes my legs open. “Do whatever you want to me” i say as i feel the tip his large cock push open my pussy.
The feeling of him inside me overwhelms my senses as i lay there legs open with him fucking me over snd over. I don’t know long he was going but at sone point i felt him pull out to move me to a other position.
He rolls me to my side and onto my stomach. He grabs my hips and pulls me onto my knees as my face lays on the bed looking out the window at the su shine. I look back at him and he is on his knees behind me rubbing his cock. He looks into my eyes and smiles as he rams his cock i to my wet pussy.
The shock forces me to scream as i burry my head in the pillow. He pulls put and leans down to kiss the side of my cheek as he says “i love the way you look with me inside of you. You are the.sexiest woman alive!”
I pull my head out of the pillow and look back at him one more time as i’m on my knees with my ass in front of him. He runs his hands over my ass and once again rams his cock deep inside of me again.
I moan again this time with pure pleasure as i keep looking back at him. He starts to fuck me hard. There is no soft love making. I know that he will keep fucking me until my pussy makes him cum.
At some point the pleasure is too much as i once again bury my head in the pillow moaning as my pussy is filled with the addiction i so crave.
Minutes pass as I lose track of time. All i know is that this is what i need. This is the feeling that my addiction begs for. This is the feeling that i have to
satisfy on a weekly basis of else i will go crazy. And God damn does this feel good!
He keeps fucking me as my legs colapse. He repositions himself spreading my legs open while i still lay on my stomach. He slides in me again as his body lays on top of mine fucking me like his life depended on it.
He finally pushes on last big thrust as he cums deep inside me.
He pulls out and lays down next to me as I drift off the sleep with all the energy fucked out of me.
I wake up to a startle as I look around the room remembering its still lunch time. “What time is it?” I ask quickly.
“You are 10 minutes past the end of your lunch” he answers with a slight apologetic smile.
I jump out of bed to get dressed as quickly as i can. As i kiss him on the lips i slide my panties i to his pocket saying “thank you! I needed that! My husband will never do that to me!”
I rush out the door running to catch the elevator. The cleaning lady is on the elevator and scowls at me as she looks at my messy hair and bare legs sticking out of my skirt.
I look at myself the mirrored walls of the elevator to pull my hair up to tie it back. I walk as fast as i can back to my desk hopefully so i wont be too late.
I walk on the floor and quickly turn the corner to see my boss standing there waiting for me. Shit!!
“You are 30 min late coming back from lunch” he growls.
“Im so sorry sir, it will NEVER happen again!” I respond apologetically. I think to myself “next time i will just have to make him cum faster!”
“Just get back to work” he yells as he storms off.
I walk back to my desk and sit down. As i start to feel a little of his cum start to drip out of my bare pussy onto my leg. I smile to myself “im glad i got that over! Now i can concentrate on getting my work done!”
I won’t bore you with the tediousness of the rest of my day, or the subway ride home, or the terrible dinner conversation my husband had. But after dinner i decided to take a walk and think about why I am so addicted to being fucked.
I went over the porn vid i saw this morning before work, the guy on the subway whose cock i rubbed, and my lover over lunch who finally fucked me to my senses. If it takes me all that just to get me through the day I AM addicted. I laugh to myself at the craziness of my day. And how i am determined to make tomorrow more normal and less me begging for orgasms.
I turn the corner deep in thought when I accidentally run into someone. I lose my balance and fall to the ground as i land on my butt as my head hits the building behind me.
The guy i hit starts to apologize as he looks down at me. “I am so sorry Miss. This is my fault, I need to watch…”
He pauses mid-sentence as i look up for the first time and realize why: it’s the man from the subway this morning!!
“Fuck, fuck, fuck” i think to myself as i flash back to me sitting next to him rubbing his cock under his jacket. I then remember feeling embarrassed and running off the train.
“Im sorry sir” I respond “it is nice to see you again though I was not planning on it like this!”
“Its nice to see you again too! You ran off so.quickly this morning.” As he reaches down to help me up. “You better get up though. As much as im enjoying the view others may not!” He laughs.
I look down and to my horror my skirt spread open when i fell down and since I gave my panties way at lunch he could see my bare pussy!
I quickly over myself up and curl into a ball of embarrassment as i stutter “im… im…im sorry. Im….ok. ill…ill…ill be…fine”
He reaches down and places a hand on my shoulder and he guides me to my feet.
“Its ok I enjoyed the view” he whispers in my ear.
I blush even harder. “Really?!?” I hear myself say out loud.
“Yes really!” He answers
“Im Laura by the way” I say as I stick out my hand.
“Mr. Johnson, its nice to meet you”
We stand there looking at each other awkwardly for a minute when he finally breaks the silence: “Since we had our little encounter on the subway this morning i’ve been horny all day. And since we ran i to each other now, and you seem to be appropriately dressed” he says teasingly referring to me not wearing panties under my skirt “do you wish to finish what we started?”
I start to respond thanking him for the offer but not today when i remember this morning and how big his cock felt in my hands. I then remember the feeling over lunch of having a cock stuffed inside me and blissful it made me feel. I lick my lips and start to imagine him behind me sliding his massive cock inside me when i realize in starting to get wet.
“I think we can arrange that!” I respond to him with a smile and a wink. “Have any good places in mind?”
“Follow me” he says confidently as he takes my hand.
I walk down the street in my skirt and heels holding this man’s hand whom I met this morning and now 1w hours later he’s taking me to God knows where to fuck me. “What the fuck are you doing Laura!” I ask myself. “I know I shouldn’t do this, but damn it his cock was big and I am STILL NOT satisfied!” I am still desperate to have that feeling of being stuffed with a massive cock and cum dripping down my leg.
I argue back and forth with myself as I continue to hold his hand following him to my next orgasm. Regardless if I leave him now or follow through with it i will need to orgasn tonight. And i know that if i don’t orgasm from a real cock i will be calling him up tomorrow. So I rationalize to myself that to be a better person tomorrow i will need to be a slut tonight.
“We’re here! You still ready to follow through with the teasing you started this morning?” He says as he opens the back doors of an office building off a side street.
I look around at the office building and realize its the first floor of the building I work at. I always knew there was people that worked on the first floor but i have never been there.
“Of course im ready! Actually i’m dripping with excitement!” I say with a sly smile.
I look around and see a standard office layout of cubicles, desks, chairs, copy machine, etc. He guides me over to locked door against along one of the exterior walls. He removes some keys from his pocket and u locks the door.
“This is my office, we should be able to get some privacy from here.” He says.
It looked like any other walled office with a big wood desk, black chair, art on the walls, and one wall was facing the street full of windows facing the street with people walking by.
“You are beautiful darling!” Mr. Johnson says to me as he walks over and wraps his hands around me kissing me on my cheek from behind.
I can feel how big and strong he is towering over me as he starts to rub my breasts through my shirt.
I push back against him with my butt and start to rub his cock with it. He kisses the back of my eck as it sends shivers down my spine. He reaches down and starts to pull my shirt over my head as i quickly turn around and look towards the open windows.
“Don’t worry baby no one can see in these windows from the outside. Im the only that has the pleasure of seeing your beautiful face tonight.”
I look him in the eye as i take off my bra and unzip my skirt as it falls to the ground around my legs. I stand there naked in front of him as he admired every inch of my body.
“Damn you are sexy!” He says. “How do you like it?”
I think about his question and respond sexily “Ill give you a hint, if you make cum, you can do whatever you want to me.”
Once those words leave my lips you can see the change in eyes he is no longer the “gentlemen” he is now a sexual animal with one focus: me!
He towers above my head still with his suit on. He takes his jacket off and throws it on his chair as he roughly turn me around and pushes my head down on his desk with my ass and pussy exposed. I can feel the cold air on the back of legs as he walks up behind me rubbing the small of my back.
I think to myself “why the fuck did you agree to this?” And just then i feel him bend down and lick my pussy from behind sending a wave of pleasure shooting down my legs and up my chest. “Fuuuuck! THATS why I agreed to this!” I quickly think.
He does it again after he noticed my legs quiver in pleasure. “Shall I continue?” He asks
“Yes sir!” I quietly answer.
“After I start I will not stop until i cum. Even if you orgasm i will continue to fuck your tight pussy. Do you understand?”
“Yes sir, Im ready” I respond as I start to feel nervous at what i just agreed to.
Pulls me around and kisses me on the lips as he once again complements how beautiful my face is. He then instructs me to use my mouth to lube up his hard cock.
I slide his cock in my mouth back forth using my tongue to get it as wet as possible so it can slide inside my wet pussy.
“Thats enough” he growls as he pushes my head back to the desk and uses his feet to spread my legs wider.
He grabs my hips from behind as i prepare for his massive cock to split me apart.
“Please be gentle” I plead.
“You are beautiful darling but i’m not here to be gentle, im here to make you cum as quickly as I can so I can I can use your pussy for MY pleasure!” He responds confidently.
“Thank you Siiiir…..FUCK!” I shout as he slides his massive cock in me as deep as it will go. “Holy Fucking Shit, you are big!” I moan
He pushes inside me deeper causing me to scream in pleasure as I push aside whatever papers and items that are on his desk. He spanks my ass as he pulls his cock out to re-enter me. I gasp and hold my breath waiting for the massive wave of pleasure about to come.
When he enters me the second time he pushes his cock deeper causing my head to fall on the desk and my legs to shake underneath me.
Mr. Johnson sees my legs shaking and picks me up by hips saying “Don’t you give up that easy! Im not even fully inside you!”
He starts to fuck me as he pushes deeper and his speed increases. Wave after wave of pleasure rushes through my body as each stroke of his cock stretches out my pussy.
The feeling of my pussy being stretched open over and over causes my orgasm to start to build. I can feel it in my pussy as the pressure increases and my muscles tense up.
“Damn your pussy is tight! You are the sexiest women i have ever had sex with” he comments behind me as he speeds up
“Please sir, dont stop, im soooo close!” I beg.
“Reach down and rub your clit with you right hand” he orders me
I brace my body with my left hand and slide my right hand over the edge of the desk to my clit. I can feel his massive cock as he penetrates me over and over. I start to rub my clit each time he strokes.
“Fuck yes! Fuck yes! Fuck yes!” I scream
He grabs my hips and picks me up as he fucks me as hard and as fast as he can. The pleasure is too much as the orgasm explodes inside me and my pussy gushes with wetness.
“Good girl” he smiles behind me “now i can really enjoy myself” he smiles.
He holds me up by my hips as he fucks me hard and fast. After my orgasm i go into a trance as the only thing i can sense is the pleasure of his cock inside me.
He fucks me harder and i just moan. He spanks my ass and i just moan. He fucks me like a ragdoll and I just moan as I stair into the window watching the people walk by none the wiser.
I cant keep my eyes open anymore and at the same time my entire body goes limp. Mr. Johnson sees this and picks me up flipping me on my back.
He spreads my legs and straddles me standing at the edge of the desk looking down on me.
“You have a beautiful face Laura!” He says looking me in the eyes.
I smile as he once again enters me. The pleasure returns and this time with greater intensity as he uses his right thumb to rub my pussy as he fucks me.
I reach the point of almost passing out from the pleasure. I don’t care what he does to me as long as he keeps telling me how beautiful I am and he keeps fucking me.
I hear moaning as I realize I have been screaming in pleasure this whole time. I try to stop but on the very next stroke of his massive cock inside me and his finger on my clit I moan even louder.
I think about my addiction and how this feeling is the only thing that will quench it. At some point I hear him moan as he pushes himself in deep one last time and I feel the explosion of warmth ashe cums i side me.
I collapse in a ball of weakness and pleasure as I see him put his pants on. He walks over and kisses me on the cheek whispering in my ear: “thanks beautiful! I needed that! I added myself to your contact list on your phone. If you call me next week ill take you on a proper date!”
I hear the door shut behind me as I slide off the desk and into the black chair. I’m a mess my hair is ruffled, im sweaty, my pusssy is red, sore, and overflowing with cum, and im naked in his office looking through the window as the people pass by unable to see me. And I LOVE IT!!
I stay there for what feels like an hour smiling at myself. I did it! I cured my addiction. It took two hard fuckings in one day but I finally cured my addiction!
I hear my phone ring and I look at the time “damn it, damn it, damn it.” Its my husband and i’ve been away for almost 2 hours.
I jump up and almost collapsed as my legs give out. Somehow i get my clothes on and stumble my way home. I try and clean myself up as much as possible. I stand in front of my apartment door and take a deep breath, smiling knowing that I have cured my addiction.
And just then i see the cute neighbor from across the hall. He smiles and waves at me which I return.
Looks like you’ve had a great night as he points to cum dripping down my leg past my knee.
I laugh nervously as he walks over and hands me a napkin saying “we can’t have your husband seeing that now can we?”
“Damn it Laura!” I think to myself “I am NOT cured of my addiction!”
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