[M]y first anal play

So to start, no I am not gay but this will make you question that lol. So about 3 years ago, some buddies of mine gave me a huge black dildo as a gag gift. I kept it as a joke and show it to people randomly.

So recently I have been taking an interest in anal play. So when I was masturbating today, I stuck a finger in my ass. It went in easily amazingly (this is seriously my first time trying this) I start trying to push my prostate to make my orgasm a lot better but it wasn’t working out to well. So since I was about to shower, I decided that I was going to get the dildo and see if I could get it in. As an experiment.

So I grab said dildo and a bottle of lube my girlfriend and I use and I go to the shower. I stick it on the floor of the shower and lube it up really good. I start to lower myself onto it and as soon as it touches my asshole, I relax and next thing I know, the tip is in my ass! I slid about halfway down it too. Surprised me so much I got up quickly and was worried I went too fast. But it wasn’t too bad. So I went again. It went in just as easily and I just was in the shower riding this dildo pretty damn well while I jerked my cock. I wasn’t able to fully get off due to my being in there a long time and me getting nervous that the girlfriend would walk in on this so I stopped. I went downstairs and watched tv with the girlfriend for about 3 hours. The whole time amazed at what I just did

I wasn’t able to help myself so I said I had to “use the bathroom” and proceeded to go upstairs again knowing she’d be distracted by the movie we were watching for a while. Once up there I got the dildo again and put it on the floor, lubed it and my asshole again, then proceeded to ride it all the way to the base for a good 10-15 minutes. It was great. I kind of like it but don’t think I could actually have another guy do it. I just don’t find men attractive. Is this weird?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/c14h47/my_first_anal_play