I posted in r/dirtyr4r for the first time three days ago. I met a cute, young, well hung man. [FM]

Tldr at bottom.

First a little about myself. I am currently a 31 year old (32 next month) female with many titles. A few of those are teacher (math dont hate on my writing skills), wife, and mother. The past couple of years I feel like my libido has kicked into high gear. No idea where this came from. I use to have little to no sex drive in my 20s. Part of it was due to depression which I finally got under control. I’ve read and heard that women’s sex drive starts to peak in their 30s and 40s. I’m there. I’m normally very open and honest with my husband but him and I are starting down different paths sexually so I have taken it upon myself to start exploring my path my way.

Now what you came here to read. One morning I woke up excited to go have an overnight get together with some friends. Drinking, oversharing, and just hanging out. I come to find out it’s cancelled. My husband is still sleeping as I’m feeding the kids and getting them ready for the day. Then the idea pops into my head. I’m free all night. My options are unlimited.

I begin to message my guy friends I have made in life and from Reddit. They are all busy or unavailable for various reasons. Many are super disappointed (after reading this you guys are really going to be kicking your ass). That’s when I decided to finally make a post. I go to r/dirtyr4r and post I’m interested in meeting up with someone and see where the night takes us. I get exactly three responses. One in particular peaks my interest but he is roughly 9 years younger than me, has a girlfriend, and can’t host. I end up choosing another guy who is closer to my age, single, and can host. Half way to see this other guy he has to cancel for work reasons. Fate is reminding me to always go with my gut and stop thinking so much. I say fuck it and I decide to meet up with the younger guy.

It’s a two hour drive to meet him. We meet up at a mall. He describes his vehicle in text and I’m thinking *Great. A douchebag with a mustang with racing stripes*. Not the case. His car was actually very nice and he is not a douchebag. He is actually way hotter than the pictures he sent and I become a little nervous. I get out of my car to greet him. *Fuck he is hot. He is super tall. His overall appearance is very attractive* Do I hug him? We’ve said only a few things over text. I don’t normally meet this soon. I wait for his move. We exchange hellos and easily start flowing into conversation.

We walk around the mall for a bit chatting and getting to know each other. He is funny, intelligent, and a gentleman. I think he is a bit nervous too. I really want to check him out without him noticing. I’ll wait. We grab a bite to eat and continued talking. He stands up to get his food. Here is my chance to take him in. Damn he is hot. He has nice arms and appears to have a great body under those clothes. We finish up and walk a bit more. He says a few dorky things that makes me more attracted to him. I will definitely tease him about waxing the ice rink later.

I ask him if he wants to go to a bar to get a drink and chat some more. We walk to our cars and he drives. He picks the bar. I love that he is choosing. I’m normally the one who does those things. His car is nice on the inside also. He changes the station to rock music because he picked up on my preference during our conversation. Good thing he is listening. I have probably been doing a horrible job because visually he is distracting. We arrive to the bar and have a couple of drinks. When he gets up to use the restroom, I get to check him out again. I really want to see what he looks like under those clothes. While sitting at the bar I noticed he checks out my tits when I look away. It would be hot if he just did it while I was looking at him. Normally I would be the one to slide my hand over onto his thigh and start exploring but for some reason this feels different. I’m unsure even with a little buzz going. I want to check out his package but it’s hard the way we are sitting. The bartender asks if I want another drink and I decline. He declined also and closes out his tab. I ask him what he wants to do next and he asks, “Do you want to get out of here?” *Fuck yes I do.*

We get up and leave the bar. When we get outside I can feel his hand on my lower back and it quickly slides to my ass. He asks, “Is this okay?” Damn he is so young and adorable. “Yes.” He squeezes. We make it to his car and I turn around, grab him, and he pressed me up against his car and kisses me. We kiss and explore each other’s mouths with our tongues. He squeezes my ass and reaches under to rub my pussy through my jeans. If he’d let me I’d totally take his cock in my mouth right there. Instead I reach for his cock and find it’s huge and hard. I start to rub it. We stop and get in his car.

He turns on his phone to find a hotel. I’m rubbing his cock while he is searching and he is moaning. He is having a hard time concentrating so I stop. We get on the road and I occasionally reach over and feel his massive cock. We exchange a little dirty talk on the way and he mentions how I’m in for a treat. He has no idea what he is in for. He seems so innocent and ignorant as he says that.

We get to the hotel and he reaches over and slides his hands down the front of my pants to rub my clit. It feels amazing. He pulls his hand out and sucks in his fingers to taste me. Fuck that was hot. We get out of the car. There are a couple of guys walking in front of us and I grab his cock again to rub it. I let go just as the two men turn around. We get to the front desk to get a room which feels like hours even though it only takes a few minutes. It pretty obvious what we are there for.

We finally make it to the room. I toss my purse, grab him, start kissing, and we are in sync as I push myself on him onto the bed. We make out for a moment and I cannot resist anymore. I start kissing his neck. His shirt comes off. Yes he is definitely sexy. We kiss. My shirt comes off and I take off my bra to reveal my massive tits. I think go for his pants. I undo them as quickly as I can to finally reveal what I’ve been wanting all day. His cock is the biggest I have ever had. I grab it. I immediately notice precum dripping out of the tip of his cock so I lick it off of his cock and slowly start to lick his head. I start to slowly slide his cock into my mouth and start sucking just the top. I spit on his cock to get it more wet and I take his cock further into my mouth. I continue with the spitting and sucking and finally I need to see how far I can take his cock. I’m a couple inches from the bottom of his shaft and I start to gag. Damn his is so big. I remove his cock from my mouth and now I am able to drench his cock with my spit and start to stroke his cock with both my hands. I continue to suck and take as much as I can in, gagging each time I teach my limit. He is moaning. I suck his cock for a bit and then pull it out to lick his shaft. I spit on his balls and start to suck on those. It seems to drive him a little crazy and he moans louder. I go back to suck his cock some more but he stops me and says it’s his turn.

He peels off my pants and panties and I lay back on the bed. He dives in, licking my clit and sliding a finger into my pussy. I tell him to play with my ass. He does lightly and he eats me out for a little bit. His tongue on my clit feels amazing. I wish it wasn’t so hard for me to cum without my toys but this still feels wonderful.

He climbs up on top of me and I slide his cock in. It feels so good and he is so big. He fills up my entire pussy. I know this is the moment he has been waiting for because through our conversation he knows I can no longer get pregnant. He is thrusting and it feels so good. He rubs my clit a little bit and keeps fucking my pussy which is soaked. He is making me moan and whimper. He releases and fills me up. He gets up to get a towel to clean up but I told him I got it and using my hands, I wipe his cum from my pussy and eat it. I don’t think he expected that at all.

He then comes back and shoves his cock in me. He starts to fuck me again. I ask if he wants to fuck me from behind and he says yes so I turn over and he slides his cock in. He starts fucking me hard from behind. I love this. My moans are getting louder. There is no way our neighbors don’t have a clue what’s going on. He is slapping my ass and fucking me hard. I stop him, tell him to lay down, and I slide myself on top of him. I go very slow so I can feel every inch move in and out of me. He pulls me off and dives for my pussy again. He really wants me to cum. He doesn’t know that it’s a near impossible feat but I let him work it.

He is fingering me and I noticed his cock has gone down a bit. I ask him if I can help fix that situation and he says yes. I take his cock which is still pretty huge and I am able to suck the whole thing into my mouth. I slowly start to suck his cock, sucking it in and slowly letting it out. Eventually he starts to gag me because he is getting hard again so I can’t take it all anymore. I suck his cock for awhile.

I eventually stop and sit on his cock backwards so he can see my ass. I ride him and he keeps slapping my ass hard. He is going to leave marks and my husband will see it. I don’t care. I go slow at first and start to speed up. I ride him like this for awhile. It felt amazing. He started fingering my asshole which made it even better. He finally found my sweet spot. That’s when I ask if he wants to try to fuck my ass. I don’t think I’ve seen anyone move so fast. it’s pretty obvious he hasn’t done this before. Other women are probably intimidated by his size. I should be but I can’t help it. I told him to get it really wet and we can try. I bend over and spit in my hand and finger my asshole to start it getting lose. Why did I leave all of my toys in my car. I take his cock to slide in and I feel him getting eager to start fucking but I gotta stop him and tell him to go slowly. I can only get a little past his tip in and he fucks my ass slowly. This feels amazing. I need to have him again and be better prepared for this. It’s driving me wild. I’m bent over rubbing my clit. This feels incredible.

I tell him to pull out and to start fucking my pussy. He starts fucking my pussy really hard and fast and I start to feel a build up of an orgasm. This is incredible because as I have mentioned before, it is really hard to make me cum without my toys. Now this is where his big cock becomes a problem. In a perfect world he would have kept fucking me and playing with my ass while I rubbed my clit until I released all over his cock. Well life doesn’t happen like it does in porn sadly. What happened instead was he noticed blood and stopped as any normal human being would.

Later on I realized he had somehow tore me like I was a virgin. I felt no pain. Mood ruined. Orgasm gone. I can tell he feels terrible. We clean up and I tell him not to worry. He made the right decision in that moment. Since we really weren’t sure what was going on we stopped. I had a hysterectomy and perineum reconstructive surgery (thanks kids) so I figured it was a combination of that and his cock being huge.

We lay in bed for awhile and talk. We agree this needs to happen again. A day or two later I tell him to never stop unless I tell him to. Haha his lesson learned. I’m looking forward to seeing him again, coming better prepared to try new things.

Tldr; I met a guy off of Reddit. We meet up, eat, drink, and fuck. He tears me a new one. I want to do it again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/c1g2lo/i_posted_in_rdirtyr4r_for_the_first_time_three