i [M] having a good time with my neighbor [F]

(huge wall of text) (true story)
hello all, before i start off i want to note that i do my best to put this on paper, English isn’t my first language, also this is my first time and probably my last.

well here it goes.
im a hard worker that still lives with my parents and younger brother, whe live in this house for 16 years now and the only people in the street that are still living in our street since the beginning are my neighbors across the street, all the other houses have new people and arnt that open and friendly.
but to keep this story somewhat short my parents and i always had good contact with the neighbors across the street and i babysitting there house when thay went on vacations.
last month i talked to her on the street on my way heading home, she was walking the dog, whe talked some random things when i mentioned that im losing weight and that i walk or skate long distance, she then offered that i could walk with here from time to time with the dog, and so i did.

over 2 weeks i walked with her a couple of times and nothing really happened, whe talked about anything, but what i did notice was her looks, she started to clothing herself nicer and once i saw she wasn’t wearing a bra with a nice summer dress, it was a nice warm day but bit windy so now and then i saw a nice red laced panties under there.
one day the mood turned a bit, she started to talk about her husband that she didn’t got any attention anymore since he opened a store, i also opened my book about my love life and my terrible experience with my ex, all the sudden it started to rain like crazy so whe ran back and she offered coffee at her place so i went, i dryed my hair with the towel she gave me, but wow what she did i didnt expect at all, she undressed right in front off me and dryed herself “you like what you see” she asked “well i cant complain” she wrapped her hair and sat next to me on the couch, i looked into her eyes and asked “is there sugar in my coffee” she grabbed my head and whe started heavily kissing, im a pritty big boob person so i instantly grabbed her and played with her nippels, she has amazing semi sacking breasts that are decently huge with a all around nice tan on her body, i havent had any sexual attention for almost 2 years so i got a boner in a split second, she reached down and undid my pants and reached in my boxer to grab my huge hard on (im 22cm full hard) she open her eyes wide when she took it out my pants and her mouth fell open, precum already poord out “thats the most amazing dick i ever seen” and she started heavy blowing me like a hungry slut, and unfortunately i came within a second, she took my huge load like a champion and swallowed it all, i wanted to play with her but she said it was okay and whe cuddled for a bit and she played with my soft penis a bit, when whe both dryed up i took my pants and thanked her with a kiss and headed home.
this happened last week and since then whe got alot closer and whatsapp alot and walk alot with the dog.

last night after walking the dog she offered coffee again and i knew her husband was on a business trip again, she said her pc did weird things and if i wanted to look at it ( im a pc gamer and bit a nerd eventho i dont look like one)
since last week i havent mastrubate so my penis already took the invite.

i set down sipping my coffee and looking true the pc, what i didnt notice was that she was gone, i ran a cleaner and out of nowhere she put her hands on my eyes “what am i wearing?” she asked ” i hope nothing” and laughs, she turned me around and took her hands off, i didn’t know what to say, she stood there in the most fancy black and red lingerie i have ever seen, and boom there was my boner, i stood up and grabbed her by her ass and started kissing her meanwhile she already had her hand in my pants and was stroking my dick “i have been waiting all week for this” she said in a sexy tone, she dropped down and took my pants and boxer off in one fast pull and my boner hit her nose pritty hard, whe both laughed and she kissed the tip and came back up “i want you inside of me and dont cum so fast this time” she turned around pulled her panties off while bending down, right as i wanted to put it in the doorbell rings, “oh no i totally forgot” i pulled my pants up like i got busted, she ran for her robe while the doorbell rings again, i looked around the corner and saw a lady standing with a hairdresser suitcase, i ran out the backyard to home.

hour later i got a message saying that was the dog hairdresser and that i could came over now, i was still semi hard from what happened before, i left my pc and walked pritty fast to her house, i walked in from the back door, she was laying on the couch in short shorts and a to small t-shirts for her tits size, she was watching tv, i sat down next to her and she placed her head on my lap facing the tv, i stroke her hair and noticed she started crying “why did i do this, i love my husband, i love our friendship, i dont want to ruin everything, your so nice to me all the time and my husband isnt” she went on with that for some time, ” i feel so lonely all the time, its always that dam store” i said to her i will always help her and wont do anything she doesnt wants.
it got pritty late and whe talked and talked, “im going to bed, do you want to stay with me” she asked, “of course, what makes you happy.

whe went upstairs, undressed and went in bed, whe cuddled for a long time, stroking her hair and body, i of course had a raging boner that poked her ass alot, after a while she turned around and kissed me, that quickly became heavily kissing, whe where like inside each other so close cuddling, my boner layed between her legs and my shaft touched her wet pussy, whe both starting to breathe heavily, i grabbed her boobs and played with her hard nippels i went a bit down and took one in my mouth, she played with me hair and ran her nails on my back, i came back up to kiss her and she took the tip of my penis and placed it at the entrance of her pussy ” take me” she mouned, i slowly started to trust my boner into her soaked pussy, she mouned so hard of relief and hornyness and i felt the warmth around my dick, i had to focus not to cum, i fucked her passionate and took it nice and slow, whe both came pritty soon afterwards.

she has been whatsapping me all day now how happy she is and when i want to come again.
i feel happy but also filthy for using her while she is so sad and lonely.
what do you people think, should i keep this up?

im 23 she is 41, 100% real story and it really eats on me that i cant talk with anyone about it.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bwo7jv/i_m_having_a_good_time_with_my_neighbor_f