A lot of people wonder how the whole cuckold fetish starts for men and for me it probably all started at the end of high school/early college when I lost one of my first crushes/loves to a black lover. I adored Sarah so much and we were amazing friends and unfortunately I always wanted more but was deep in friendzone with her. We hung out all the time, chatted online/text and we had a flirty tension with each other. She wasn’t a 10 hot, but she was your typical cute suburban white girl with nice tits, skinny body and GAP fashion sense.
When she went off to college we kept up our friendship and I’d occasionally visit for parties. On one visit I intend to surprise Sarah and show up at a party her roommates were throwing which as it turns out is not a good idea. I roll into the apartment she shares with roommates and look around for her as there’s like 25-30 people dancing and hanging out. Eventually I spot her and she’s dressed a lot sexier than I am accustomed to seeing her with a skirt that’s wayyy higher than normal and a revealing top. She’s got her back to the wall while she’s talking to this tall black dude who I had seen in a few of her other Facebook photos. She’s never mentioned him to me so I just assumed from my Facebook stalking he was a friend of a friend. They are talking real close and oblivious to everything going on around them and she certainly doesn’t know I’m there. I continue watching from across the room and my heart drops when I see them lean in and start kissing… gently at first and then full on make out. She’s never been one for public displays of affection so seeing Sarah like this was a shock to me. They were feeling each other up in ways that I had always fantasized about and jerked off to.
After a few moments she grabs his hand and leads her down the hall to her room and I’m absolutely mortified and heartbroken. At the time I wasn’t a racist per se but I didn’t share an enthusiasm for interracial coupling, it wasn’t what people from our town did and I hadn’t broadened my worldviews at that point. Girls like Sarah don’t hook up with black dudes, if her parents knew they’d flip their shit!
I shouldn’t have done what I did next… but I went into her roommates bedroom which had a connecting bathroom and listened by the door. From there I heard their moans and grunts as their bodies slapped together in what sounded like a very active quickie for the two, in hindsight I know this wasn’t their first encounter. I wasn’t that sexually experienced at that point but I was amazed at the sounds of the bed squeaking and furniture moving. I didn’t think that kind of sex actually happened in real life!
I’m so torn up and heatbroken but so damn aroused hearing them through the door. My terrible and pervy curiousity gets the best of me and I gently inch the door open to peak in. On the bed on all fours is my sweetheart getting pounded from behind by her black fuck buddy. From my perspective I can see he’s a very well endowed guy and I’m amazed her slender little body can take him. This is the first time I’ve seen her naked and her flailing tits are just as perfect as I’d imagined them… just not from the perspective I wanted. I can see her light brown patch of groomed pubic hair, it’s always a magical thing to see a girl’s pussy for the first time but to see my sweet Sarah’s most intimate place filled with another man was gut-wrenching for me. Making it all the more painful was seeing how much she was enjoying getting fucked by a man whose cock was several inches bigger than mine.
I’m certain he came in her that night but I vanished before I could see whether he was using protection. I like to think he seeded her pussy, I know it would drive her own racist family nuts knowing their baby girl was off at college carrying a black man’s sperm inside her courtesy of her fuck buddy.
As for me, I vanished from the party and went home where I jerked off furiously for hours. I’d finally seen my crush naked just not how I’d ever wanted. I could never unsee her getting pounded by a black cock and from that point I became enamored with interracial sex. Now I always notice interracial couples or just black guys hanging with white women and I wonder “are they fucking yet? is she filled with his load?”
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bnfih3/watching_hearing_my_college_crush_claimed_by_her