[M] MY COUSIN WANTED TO FUCK MY MOM HARD.

I still remember ,my cousin who was in his teenage (17 or18). My mom would be around 28-29 yrs old back then & she was & still is very sexy
.I was 8 or 9. I was very close to that cousin of mine.We used to hang out together .I used to have a nightstay with him at his home quite often, as we were neighbours . He was the who showed me porn for the first time when I was 8.I even saw him masturbating many times. Probably ,he would be imagining about my mom while fapping.He used to ask nasty questions to me, about my mom.His question used to be like;

Would your mom let me fuck her?
Have you seen her naked?
I want to fuck her hard?
Her tits are so big and I want to grab them.Would she let it happen?
Would she suck my dick?
I used to get confused on how to react to it.
I used to tell him that she is older than u , this can’t happen& all that but he always used to laugh it out by saying there no age on bed ,all that matters is the dick.
I used to get angry but I used to pretent as if I am ok with it ,coz I didn’t want to lose his friendship.
Honestly, sometimes his questions used to make me feel aroused too.
I used to imagine him fucking my mom.
It used to give me hard ons.
Whenever he used to visit our place, he would keep staring at my mom’s cleavage and try to touch her.
Later , I went to a boarding school & thereafter I used to meet him only a few times in an year.
Recently , he got married.
We never talked about my mom after that, but I still remember everything , crystal clear.

Am I a good son?? Should I have confronted my cousin for saying such things about my mom?
How do u guys see it?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bajsqo/m_my_cousin_wanted_to_fuck_my_mom_hard