Looking good? Hopefully report back soon [MF]

Not exactly my SIL, but close enough. This in regards to my Ex and her cousin, who is almost like a sister to her.

So my now recent ex, Amanda who is 28 (I’m 28 as well), has an older cousin who is 43, her name is Christina. Christina is very attractive and educated but has been single for as long as I had been dating my ex (4 years).
From the moment I first met Christina I was extremely attracted to her and I feel like she knew. I was somewhat always reserved and slightly awkward around her due to the fact my attraction was so strong I never wanted to make it obvious to either of them that I wanted her.

Now Amanda and Christina were quite close, despite the age difference and both come from a large family. Since she lived so close to Amanda and myself, she would often come over to hangout, watch shows etc, so I got to know her fairly well. Over the years it was slowly revealed by my ex that Christina was fairly promiscuous. And over time I would sometimes notice her looking at me, or we would hold eye contact, and she once recently complimented my strong physique in a sort of indirect way. About a year and a half ago, Christina one night admitted to Amanda that 2 months before, she had slept with one of Amanda’s ex boyfriends but they had not been together for a while. When Amanda found this out she was shocked, and told me she felt a little betrayed but chose to let it go.

I always thought to myself if ever she made a move I would do it 100% but never wanted to be the first for fear of the repercussions. I thought either A) she’d be down B) she’d turn me down and tell her cousin or C) she would just say no, which would have made our future interactions very awkward. So 2/3 not looking good.

However she checked up on me not long ago via text asking how I’m feeling as I had a minor surgery 2 weeks ago. Was she just being friendly or throwing a line out? And why late at night? Possibility of being DTF? She lives very close to me as well, I want to see how it all plays out. She also recommended a tv show for me so I’ve been using that to maintain some contact.

Is it possible she wouldn’t be down as she admitted to Amanda she had slept with her other ex and still feels guilt?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bacxrs/looking_good_hopefully_report_back_soon_mf