Diaries of a Budding College Slut [F][FM]

Hey everyone! I’m Lindsey. I’m 20 and, like many others, I’m in college having all kinds of unsupervised fun :p. First time posting here, and this is moreso a collection of stories than just one. I’ve recently been trying to explore more sides of my sexuality and opening up more. Maybe this isn’t very slutty yet so far but I want to see how I develop and whatnot!

***Friday, March 1st, 2019***

The first time I got this idea was from my therapist a couple years ago – not in this exact form, but the idea was the same: a way to record my feelings after sexual encounters. I put it into action back then when I was less comfortable sexually, but recently I’ve thought about doing it again. This time, though, it was going to be public because I think this is something that could be really hot for both me and for anyone that might read it? I think? I’ve really begun to open myself up sexually and I want to just keep track too.

Anyway, tonight will be a good night to start! I have exams next week (but then spring break after!) so I should be studying and I promise I will tomorrow, but my friend invited me to a party and I haven’t been to a good one in forever. I hope I can have some fun!

***Saturday, March 2nd, 2019***

Well, I would have written last night but I really didn’t have any way to, considering I was totally asleep in someone else’s bed.

The party was fun! I didn’t really go with the intention to sleep with anyone – more just like if the opportunity was there, go for it, but otherwise just have fun with my friends kinda thing. I danced a little, drank a little. It got really hot at one point so I went outside and I ended up talking to a guy named Ryan – a senior, in a major that’s actually really similar to mine and we totally just nerded out for a little before we both went inside and danced together for a little bit. We spent more time after dancing on the couch, one arm trying to come around me, him totally gauging the situation and I was super ok with it. Eventually his arm made his way down from being on the back of the couch to down my back to cupping my butt.

I was getting tired, I told him, and he asked if I wanted to chill at his place just down the street to wait for the bus because (and this is just incredibly cute) he lived right by the stop. I totally knew what was up. I went along to his apartment and his roommate totally gave the two of us a “Mm-hmm” kinda look before we slunk back into his room.

Once we were in there, all the pretense was kinda gone – we immediately started to make out, kinda sloppily but in a good way. I really enjoyed it. I pawed at his pants to get them off and started giving him a blowjob, and he moaned so hard I thought he had cum. He said something along the lines of me being too cute to be so good at blowjobs (lol) which I take to be the highest compliment. He was also a great cock to blow, too, because he actually kept himself shaved (this was not his first rodeo for sure) and it made it really easy for me to get to his balls and suck him off there.

At some point he had curled himself up so that his hand was up my dress, pulling my panties to the side and aggressively fingering me. It was almost a little too strong too fast for me, but, I liked the roughness. I could tell he didn’t seem too eager to reciprocate on the oral, so I just didn’t even bother and asked him if he wanted to go inside me.

I asked him to put on a condom and he did, and he laid me on my back and we had some.. honestly, pretty average sex. He seemed really tired at this point and I was too, and it felt good but not like, *amazing*. By the time he came into the condom, I was still able to get up and use the bathroom right away instead of being a satisfied, quivering mess.

I woke up the next morning, gave him a kiss and a quick handjob, and took the walk-and-bus-ride of shame back to my dorm.

Okay, now that I’ve written that out, I am incredibly horny and I think, no, I know I will masturbate after this.

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Yup, that felt good. I just re-imagined everything but better as I pressed my vibrator hard against my clit. I guess I should write about what I have – it’s not an extensive collection by any means, but I have one of those massager-type vibrators that’s my favorite, a rabbit-kind that I’m either using wrong or I just don’t like, and a set of small to painful anal “butt buddy” training plugs.

Anyway, I should go study!

***Wednesday, March 6, 2019***

I told myself I wouldn’t mess around with anything until my exams are over (which is tomorrow) but one of my crushes and best friends from high school texted me in the morning with a picture of himself on vacation. We have a longstanding tradition of exchanging vacation selfies and getting that picture just sent me into a fantasy land of fantasizing I was with him on vacation. At that point I could tell I wasn’t thinking straight anymore. I was going to study in the library today, but I ended up thinking “I’ll just study in my room” and satisfy my horny urge at the same time by studying with one of my plugs inside. A super small one, but I thought that would be enough.

It wasn’t enough. I could hardly focus and I realized I had wasted an entire hour, so… I crawled into bed and used my vibrator. I had a really intense orgasm thinking about him. After that my head was clear, and I ended up going to the library on campus anyway after getting some lunch.

***Thursday, March 7, 2019***

Exams are over! My spring break officially starts! I expect my break to be a tale of two halves. One half will be spent with my family back home (I go to school like a 10 hour drive from where I grew up) so nothing crazy there… except maybe touching myself after I have lunch with my favorite teacher from high school that I had a huge crush on.

The other half will be spent with some of my best friends from high school. We have a fun road trip to a national park planned and it’s going to be amazing! The last couple days of the weekend will be a different half (okay so maybe it’s in thirds) as I’m going to be dropped off on the way back from the park to a city a couple hours away from my college so that I can spend time with my sort-of secret boyfriend, Harmon. The sort-of part applies to the boyfriend, the secret part is definitely secret. I’ve been seeing him since November on and off, we keep in touch but it’s not like we’re in some exclusive thing. The secret part mostly comes from the fact that he’s 38 and the age gap is just a little *too* much I think for me to tell a lot of people. The only people that know are my sister and my mom (and I’m pretty sure my mom has told my dad, though we’ve never talked about it). Still, we get along amazingly and he’s the only person that I’ve been seeing on any kind of regular basis lately. Harmon lives in that city that’s a little ways away from my college and he’s very busy so we don’t get to see each other too often.

We’ll see what happens!

***Sunday, March 10, 2019***

It’s always a dilemma because I know I shouldn’t be bringing any of my masturbating toys to my parents’ place and when I’m packing I am in the right state of mind and I don’t, but… every time I’m here and I get horny, I *always* regret not bringing anything.

Earlier today I had lunch with my sister and my favorite teacher from high school. He was my AP Language and Composition teacher and he was and still is the most like “If I could choose 1 person to spend the rest of my life with” person. Unfortunately he’s married to a gorgeous and amazing lady and they have a brilliantly smart kid so I can’t even begin to compete. Sometimes I like to fantasize that his wife is actually incredibly boring and he keeps me around as a reminder of all that is good and then he lets out all of his pent-up frustration out on me and fucks the daylights out of me…. and then that’s when I’m sitting there on my bed cursing myself for not bringing anything with me. I hate to say it, but my fingers just don’t really cut it anymore.

Still, I tried my best. I had an amazing time spreading my legs open on the bed, imagining him as the one spreading them, and feeling him pinning me down, I fingered myself as hard as I could. But between being able to hear my family down the hallway, a lack of a vibrator, it was really, really hard to orgasm.

***Saturday, March 16, 2019***

It’s been a while since I wrote! The rest of the week flew by. The park trip with my friends was an incredible success and last night they dropped me off at Harmon’s house (I told them it was my cousin who lived there and that I was hanging out with her for the weekend). It was so late and I was so tired that I just went to sleep with him without doing anything sexy.

He surprised me this morning with a fun plan to go to a beach a couple hours away and stay in a hotel by there overnight. It was getting warmer, but not enough where there were a ton of people there, so it was nice. We messed around a bit in the (still way too cold) water, touching each other and it was fun to do a little bit of low-risk public play.

Back at the hotel we cleaned up, had a light dinner, and then we got down to having some fun! Harmon is the only person I have anal with so it was super exciting because I was expecting it. I’ll spare the details on the pre-prep for it but by the time he was ready and came out of the bathroom, I was laying on the bed, a hand down my lacy black underwear, teasing myself and him.

We kissed and touched until he couldn’t take it anymore and asked me to get on my knees. I took charge of a bit until he grabbed my face and started fucking it, one of my favorite things. I laid my head back on the bed and really let him go hard and deep down my throat, him only stopping to regain his composure. He eventually stood over me by the bed and I got under and around him, stroking him and sucking on his balls for a second before moving up a little to give him a good rimjob. I licked and kissed him for a while.

He moved me onto the bed and fucked me missionary for a while, which I enjoyed, but truthfully my mind was on the doggystyle later. Once I got to the doggystyle position on all fours, he teased my ass with his fingers and his mouth as well, which almost made me orgasm. We finally got to lubing up and starting the anal, starting slow but eventually getting into a good rhythm. Once Harmon started going in deep, grabbing my hair, spanking me, I was seconds away from orgasm. I came, and then he followed soon after, taking his condom off and cumming all over my body.

I showered, and by the time I got out he was hard again and we watched some TV as I sucked and licked all around until he came in my mouth. Much less of a mess to clean up the second time!

And now we’re watching awful TV here as I type this on my laptop. I’ve told him about this plan and he’s read everything so far. Gosh I am tired! But what a night! Maybe I’ll publish up till here tonight?

***Sunday, March 17***

I meant to publish this yesterday but I kinda got cold feet all of a sudden. Nothing crazy exciting today as Harmon just drove me back to the dorm. I kept remembering what happened last night, so once I got back I put in my plug (thankfully Harmon let me keep the leftover lube lol) and buzzed myself to orgasm!

***Saturday, March 30***

Holy cow it has been so busy lately and I got a little sick so I hadn’t done anything in a while. I went dancing with some friends, which was fun, and met up with a group of guys who knew one of my friends. We kinda merged into one huge group, and I got into flirting with a guy named Liam. When the group kinda broke up for the night Liam and I stuck together just hanging out. I invited him back to hanging out in my dorm room and whispered in his ear if he had a condom on him, as an invitation. He said he didn’t so we stopped at a gas station for him to buy one.. and he also came out with some cheap beer (even though I told him I had some better stuff in my room).

I try not to get fucked too hard in my room because my bed is so springy that the noise goes through the walls, even though I have a sort of apartment-style dorm where I get my own room I still share the larger space with 2 other girls. We can all definitely tell when someone’s getting it because it’s *so* obviously loud. Stupid springs! Still, Liam did me and Liam did me well – in a huge bonus points area he ate me out even though I had just been dancing in my jeans. I rode him afterwards, bouncing up and down on his cock, his fingers in my mouth and roaming all over my chest. I’m pretty sure my apartment-mates could all hear everything, which kinda was a bit of a distraction, but still! It was a great time. He finished fucking me standing up, me bent over the side of the bed as he stood behind me and pounded me until he came.

***Wednesday, April 3rd***

While I’ve dawdled on whether or not to publish all of this or not and where, I’ve discovered some super fun places on Reddit. I also discovered a lot of fun things that I brought up with Harmon to try one day. He knows I’ve been trying to open up a bit more sexually, be a bit more slutty, so he’s been on board with trying and showing me a bunch of stuff.

Tonight I’ve been chatting with a guy I found on a dirty chatting subreddit. I’ve chatted with guys before years ago and it feels pretty similar! We chatted about our desires, fantasies, experiences, and it’s great to be able to be so open about them. He said I reminded him of his stepdaughter that he fantasizes about, and asked that when I masturbated tonight I whisper his name and say “Daddy” (which I honestly routinely do anyway). And I did! This one’s for you!

***Saturday, April 6***

Oh Auburn, how close you were! I hung out with Liam and his roommate tonight in their apartment. They invited me to watch the game and I like basketball over a lot of other sports so I was happy to watch. My bracket was completely gone already so I didn’t really have a stake in it, but Liam and roommate were both rooting for Virginia so we agreed on a fun bet that if Virginia won, I’d do something fun for them – we settled on a lap dance. If Auburn won, they’d take me out for a super fancy dinner.

The last couple minutes were intense because of the bet but also the game itself was super good! And of course, I had to pay up. I sat Liam on a chair and I gave him a hilariously awkward lap dance, complete with me almost falling off his knees. I stripped my sweater and tanktop, but kept my jeans on because I was in no condition to take that off in a sexy way. His roommate who was watching, I could tell found the whole thing arousing yet hilarious. I finally took my bra off and tried slingshotting it towards Liam’s roommate and failing miserably. I whispered in Liam’s ear that it was probably time to go back to his room and we did.

We gave each other great oral sex again. I love getting compliments on how good I am with my mouth! I loved being able to finally be not so tense when he fucked me, because he does do it well, and his bed was much quieter than mine. I figured his roommate could hear me moaning, but I felt more okay with that than my roommates listening. Liam came into me as he fucked me doggystyle. I left his room to go take a shower and was not expecting to just see his roommate still on the couch. We made eye contact and I saw his eyes go wide for a second before smiling at me and my naked body.

Post-shower I grabbed my stuff and left, but I thought it would be fun to leave my bra behind! Gotta keep them excited and wanting more, right?

I feel like I’m getting a little too involved with Liam that it’s making me think more about my relationship with Harmon. Uuuugh, feelings.

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And that’s all I’ve got so far. I’m hoping to continue this as the days go by. Thank you for reading it, and I hope you got something out of it!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/bahx9t/diaries_of_a_budding_college_slut_ffm