This happened two weeks ago and I’m still a little upset that I did it. I feel like a whore and wish I didn’t do it, but maybe spilling my guts will make me feel better.
I guess I should describe how I look. I’m 5’4, dirty blonde with blue eyes. Two weeks ago I got out of an abusive relationship where I was constantly berated and humiliated.
I’m fine with that stuff in bed but it was happening outside of the bedroom. I wish I left earlier.
Fast forward a week later I’m an absolute mess of a human being. I can’t stop crying and feeling like it was my fault. I figured I needed to get out and get some fresh air. So, I called a girlfriend to vent and she invited me to a party she was attending. She told me to dress like a snack and attend.i relunctuntly agreed.
I put on my low cut black dress that barely covered my lower thighs and slapped on a long jacket and out I went. I still felt ugly with all the make up but I forced myself to leave. When I arrived I thought she had someone to set me up with but she immediately got tangled with some friends and left me alone.
Not long after I was approached by two guys kyle and john.
Kyle approached me first and we started talking about pets and cute things it was refreshing and john intruded with his own comments. I was liking the attention.
I made a comment about how I felt ugly and they both started to compliment me. They said I was sexy and beautiful. And i know they were just saying that but it made me feel like a woman again after insults for years.
Eventually kyle asked if I wanted to come over and I knew where it was headed. So I told him john had to come too in order to dissuade him. He to my surprise said fine.
We got to kyles place and he poured some drinks and it didn’t take long before we were making out. He kept calling me beautiful and I loved it. John was rubbing my back and kissing my neck so I made out with him too.
I wanted to feel useful and I was so insecure about my self worth in the moment so I got on my knees to make them happy. I pulled out both their cocks and started sucking them. They both had above average sizes. I alternated between the both of them and their groans reassured me I was doing it well.
Kyle started to like it too much and began face fucking me. He was using my mouth like a vagina and I was fingering myself. They started to undress me. John started to play with my tits and whispered how sexy I was. I was too horny to care.
John pulled me off his cock and picked me up and put me on the bed with my head leaning off. Kyle asked if he needed I condom and I reassured him I was on birth control.
He didn’t wait at all to start fucking me. I had john in my mouth and kyle in my pussy. I was so horny I didn’t care I was being used like a doll by two guys.
John came in my throat and I almost vomited. But they ended up switching positions and had me do doggy. I was orgasming really hard.
This carried on for most of the night and I felt so dirty with the cum inside me.
Eventually I’ve had enough and told them I was going to shower. They asked if they could fuck me inside it but I was tired and said no.
They drove me home and I made out with them a bit in the car before I hopped out.
The day after I felt like a cheap whore. Like I had no worth. I guess i should just take it as a good fuck but it’s hard at the moment. But I did get a breathe of fresh air so to speak.
Do yourselves a favour and don’t stay in an abusive relationship.
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That’s a hot story. Don’t feel down. You sound sexy af. Wish I was one of those guys.
You have no reason to feel cheap girl
Way I see it, you needed relief and you found two guys willing to give you something else to think about
Sure it might have been meaningless, in which case leave it at that. Don’t let anyone tell you that having sex makes you less valuable. I’m sure these two guys feel like they were the luckiest people on Earth.
Sorry to hear about your abusive relationship, nobody deserves that and dont blame yourself for it, it’s not your fault.
in terms of your night out, don’t feel cheap or less of yourself, you had a good time, lett off some steam and had a new experience. Now that you have tried a threesome, it may not be for you, but at the very least you tried it and look forward to brighter days ahead.
Don’t blame yourself, seems like you might’ve needed relief after what you’ve gone through, and met two men who wanted to help. Sometimes you just have to get it out of your system to cleanse the pallet – it happens. Congratulations on getting out and saving yourself, I’m proud of ya and you should be too. Let this wash over you and leave it in the past. Focus on healing going forward instead.
You’ve done nothing that is wrong, and you are just as fucking awesome as your orgasms!
As one here said, you needed a relief and you got it!
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keep being kickas, keep being you, keep saying “I’m kickass!”.
Don’t feel bad about it. People do stuff during their saddest and most vulnerable times. Always remember, you never lost any worth going through all of that, you’re not cheap, you’re not even a whore, just someone who’s trying to cope with life and learning along the way. Sorry to hear about your recent relationship, you’ll find a better person than your asswipe of an ex. No one deserves to be berated or humiliated, you’ll eventually find someone worthy of your time and love. Treat yourself, don’t beat yourself.