[FM] How it happen, my story. {f40}

So my husband has been a wreck for quite a while, no motivation, no desire, never takes charge, ate gobs of sugar, blah blah blah he was just not doing all he could, SI he went off sugar and things really got bad, constant fighting etc.

Well during this time I was having lunch by my self at a local sandwich shop, and a younger man approaches me, we’ll call him Mike, and starts making small talk. We talked about my work and his, just basic small talk. Well we ended up exchanging numbers innocently because I was interested in some of his work as an artist. Well a couple of days later and he texts me just to say hello, we ended up exchanging quite a few texts through the next several days. I find out he is 24, and has been working for several years in art. Things were very innocent at first, then he confided in me that he was actually not trying to sell me his art, but was attracted to me. I was flabbergasted because well for one I had already told him I was married, but that did not deter his confidence, and well honestly he was attractive, young, and attracted to me (something my husband had not shown in a VERY long time)

We continued talking for about another week, and I had a huge fight with my husband and confided in Mike about the history and what had been going on between my husband and I. I really don’t know why I told him I guess I just needed to talk to someone. A few days later Mike asked to meet me for lunch. I was really conflicted, I had grown attracted to Mike but also knew I was married. I was really scared and at first declined, but then I thought what the heck, and agreed to meet him.

Now this is Wednesday of last week 3-27-19, I didn’t have work in the afternoon we were supposed to meet, and was really just looking forward to having lunch with someone who I could just talk with, like I used to do with my husband. No tension, no fighting, no hurt feelings, just someone to talk to, and be human with. We ate, and after he offered to show me his studio and his art, at this point, I was so nervous, my palms were sweaty and my heart was racing. I agreed, telling myself I would just look at his studio and art then excuse myself using work as an excuse.

He toured me around his home, then his studio, I looked at his art and considered where it would fit with my decor. I then used my excuse to leave, and Mike agreed to show me out. As he lead me to the door by my hand, he stopped and spun me around catching me in his arms and pulling me closet to him. He was so tall next to me and strong and in shape. He looked down at me at said ” I knew I had to talk to you at the restaurant, now I just wanted to know how you would feel in my arms” I was shaking, I really didn’t know what to do or say, but before I could he leaned down and kissed gently, then I don’t know passion came over me and I began deeply kissing him back. I wanted to cry, it felt so good to genuinely be desired, and pulled close like that.

We continued to kiss for several minutes then he stopped and looked at me and reminded me I had to leave for work. I came clean and said I only said that to leave because I was getting nervous, to which he replied “you can stay if you like” and I had the choice. Would I stay and end give in, or should I leave and end this whole thing before it goes too far, I was trembling, my hart was racing so fast and I was so nervous, I said “I want to stay”

He lead me to his living room and again began to kiss me slowly and passionately, he then began to unbutton my blouse and shed my clothes off. I was so nervous, but excited and turned on by him, I was so torn knowing what I was doing was wrong and could risk everything I had built over years of marriage, and then knowing I was letting it happen even thought I could stop it. I really thought about stopping things, but I let passion get the best of me as his leg slid up my dress and he pulled my leg up and gripped my bottom, and I felt him through his pants press up against my womanhood, I let out a soft moan of desire and I let him have me, I let him have all of me.

That’s how it happen.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/b7hdcs/fm_how_it_happen_my_story_f40