[MF] Daddy Issues

TLDR: Young nurse [F25] begs for sex from [M54] me.

Growing up I was well aware of younger guys being emnamoured for older women. My first sexual experience was with an older woman and I learned much from her.

However, I was speechless when I was first approached by a younger woman in a flirtatious manner. I supposed my confusion was in part because I couldn’t imagine what an attractive young lady would see in a guy twice her age and I couldn’t believe it was happening to me. I am average. I’m not ugly but I won’t win a beauty contest. I’m not fat but my belly is bigger than I would like. My hair has been white for years, (it started going white when I was 16), so there’s plenty of snow on the roof. I’m no Hollywood star.

That being said, I have been approached no fewer than 5 times since my late 40s. That sounds to some like I’m bragging and some might think it’s ideal. For me it’s always uncomfortable and awkward. I can’t get past the suspicion that I’m being teased or set up.

But there was one time that I moved past that fear and threw caution to the wind after days of saying no no no. She was 25 and a brand new nurse in a hospital system where I was also employed. (No, I’m not a doctor and definitely not McDreamy.) But our paths had crossed multiple times. She had black hair and blue eyes so it was hard not to notice her.

In a professional capacity we had worked together for long hours before she hired on as a nurse. Our friendship was established and it was just that. She liked hanging out with me on breaks, etc. When her new job started our time together ended. Then the text messages started.

She would text to say hello or ask how the job was going. Occasionally she would tell me one of her fellow nurses had met me the week before and that they thought I was nice, or funny, or cute, or whatever.
Throughout this she would say she missed me. That’s why I didn’t really think much about it when she suggested lunch in the cafeteria of the hospital when she found out I was working on site that day.

I was blown away when she started. She had gotten up her courage to tell me what she wanted. What she wanted was not typical. She wanted to be held down and used, which are the words she used. I won’t go into full detail but the gist was : she needed someone to trust to do this for her, she didn’t trust guys her age, she trusted me and I reminded her of her step dad. (I asked and she swore he had never touched her. Turns out that my “sense of authority ” is what she meant.)

I politely turned her down. Then she started with the text messages begging me. She offered me things I’ve never been offered and kept upping the ante with each text. There were photos. I caved, but I had one condition. I told her I would come over but only come in if she answered the door completely naked. I figured that way I would have a way out of she didn’t and know for certain she was serious if she did.
I had no doubt when the door opened.

I knocked, the door opened and there she stood. Not only was she nude, she had shaved every inch of her body except her head. Her skin was pale white, her nipples nearly as light. Her black hair was down to her shoulders and her blue eyes looked up at me expectantly, as if she were afraid I would reject her.

I touched her chin and she moved back. I stepped in. Things progressed quickly from that point. I am not going to go into details because it might sound made up and also because it happened so fast and years ago I won’t have as clear a memory as I might wish.

What did occur was some of the best, roughest, no holes barred sex I’ve ever had. I also know she experienced me things with me that she loved. It was amazing.

What wasn’t amazing was all of her emotions in the days that followed. She was an emotional wreck and didn’t know what she wanted. She wanted to tell me she loved me but we both know she didn’t. She wanted to tell her friends but she knew she would be judged. She wanted after care but didn’t want to get together because she wanted more sex and knew it was too much.

We talked a lot on the phone. She cried a lot but then her emotions calmed. She decided she couldn’t do NSA sex anymore. She also moved to another state for work. We’re all in touch occasionally. She’s well and grown up now. But it was a wild night.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/b6kf8y/mf_daddy_issues