Discovering I [F] am a submissive with the most attractive [M]an I have ever seen [MF] (very long)

So I’ve been a silent observer for quite some time now, but I finally decided to post a story of my own. It happened a couple of month ago, but the “incident” is still quite present in my memory.

A little backstory first, but you can skip ahead to the sex part :

I am Emma, 25, spent a very long time in a sexually frustrating relationship and frankly, I was quite over intimacy and especially sex, since it has never really been that fulfilling to me. It has been almost a year since my then BF and I broke up (quite a while, I know) and my friends started nagging, so it is time for me to get out there and meet someone else.

And that is what I did. I got on a local App and chatted with some guys. I even met a couple, but nothing really came out of it. Until that Thursday. I was on that App again and someone posted, that they were looking for a Sub. I must admit it was always a fantasy of mine to take on the submissive role in a sexual relationship, so I took a leap of faith and replied to that post. The guy, lets call him Paul, replied quite fast.

We started chatting, he asked about my experience (which is close to 0), about my fantasies and so on. He also told me about the things he was looking for in a submissive. We seemed to click right away. It was so deeply exciting to write about all the different boundaries and possibilities of him taking charge of my lust. He soon suggested a phone call to see whether we would connect when we hear each other. I don’t know what happened, or what I was thinking, but I agreed. I gave him my number. It was foolish I know, but as I said, I wasn’t thinking clearly.

When my phone rang my hands started to shake, my voice was trembling and all I could think of, was: how do I make myself sound attractive? After all, he is an older guy, ready to take charge, but still, I felt like I had to make a good impression. I answered with my shaky voice and I was flashed by the way his voice sounded. Manly and deep. I thought my heart would jump out of my chest, it was beating so loudly, I was sure he could hear it. The chat was very pleasant though.

He indeed took charge. Paul guided me though the conversation. He first asked me about my hobbies, about my background, how I came to live where I am and about my Job. The jokes he made from time to time, were incredibly well placed and I was feeling comfortable talking to him in no time. Time flew by and about half an hour later Paul asked me how I was feeling. I said, “well, I am very excited and still quite nervous, but also very cautious of what I am saying, since I really want you to like me”. I bit my lip as I was saying that, hoping it was not too straight forward. Frankly I have no idea how to properly behave like a sub. He laughed slightly and assured me I was doing just great. That was when I decided it was time for full disclosure.

I gathered all my confidence and told him about me being inexperienced. Not only as a submissive, but I have only had sex with one guy in my entire life. As I told him I was almost certain he would bale on me. But to my surprise he took in a sharp breath and said “Emma, I need to meet you tonight. I know it is fast and spontaneous. How mobile are you?”. My heart skipped a beat. I immediately replied, “I have a car, where do you want me to come and when should I be there?”. Paul was obviously amused and told me the details. He kept me on the phone for another 30 Minutes, then told me to get ready and drive to a Hotel.

By the time I got into my car I was a total nervous wreck. I did not quite comprehend my actions until the moment I entered the parking lot. It was then and there when it hit me: I was about to meet an older guy, a dominant guy, who wanted to take control of me, to take charge of my sexuality. I hesitated for a brief moment. But then I thought to my self “fuck it, you got this, what can possibly go wrong?” . My phone buzzed and I saw a message from Paul: “where are you? I will pick you up at the front desk.”.

Okay, so this was my point of no return. I headed to the hotel, entered and there he was waiting for me at the front desk, as he said he would. He looked stunning. Paul is tall, very well built and dressed even better. Suddenly I felt very underdressed wearing my short skirt and only a blouse. It does look flattering on me, but he was standing there in his perfectly fitting suit (I love men in suits), being more than I imagined.

As soon as he caught sight of me, he smiled a little bit and headed to greet me. He placed his hand firmly on the small of my back, as he gave me the obligatory two kisses on each cheek. Without hesitation he asked me whether I wanted to go to the Hotel bar, or if I wanted to head directly to a room he checked in to. I guess my brain took over for a moment there and we headed to the bar.

Okay guys, full disclosure: I was incredibly nervous. I was shaking and I did not know what to say. I did not expect him to be that.

Without hesitation he told me to sit. I obliged without even thinking. We talked for a little while, he ordered an amazingly tasting red wine. As time went by, it seemed quite natural for me to behave very shy and submissive around him. I was in awe.

Suddenly he took me by the shoulder and leaned in. I was very surprised by that action, it sent waves of electricity through me, I felt a twitch between my legs. Paul then whispered in my ear, “you have drawn quite some attention, the guys can’t stop looking at you”. I turned my head slightly and only then realized, he was right. There were a couple of men sitting at tables nearby, fairly handsome men, and they where indeed looking at us. He continued, “I think that is enough, I want some privacy, are you up to follow me upstairs?”.

My throat dried up, the proposition sent chills through my body, I looked down at my hands and bit my lip. He saw my hesitation, pulled me up and said, “yeah, you are ready, lets go”. Like a well-mannered girl I am, I obliged and followed him to the elevator, all the way Paul kept his hand on the small of my back. I was painfully aware of its position, it felt like he put a burning iron in place of his hand.

As soon as the elevator door closed he pulled me in, pressed his lips to my ear and said: “Emma, sweetie, you are one of the most beautiful things I have seen. You are driving me crazy, we will have a lot of fun together”.

I instinctively bit my lip and took a sharp breath. Was he talking about taking me tonight already? My head started spinning. I could not respond immediately. He pulled back and laughed a little. I looked up and had to smile back, when suddenly he pulled me even closer, he pressed his lips onto mine and squeezed my hip firmly. Would he not have been holding me so tightly, I would have lost all balance. The kiss was confident, passionate, so indescribably intense. He pulled away as we reached the 13th floor. I had to take a quick step forward to compensate the sudden emptiness as he moved out of the elevator. It felt strange to be that attracted to a complete stranger. As I walked behind him I felt how wet I was. My panties must have been completely drained.

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Paul quickly opened the door to his room. It was a beautiful suite. He told me to get onto the bed, to make myself comfortable. I sat down on the edge, folded my legs underneath me and put my hands into my lap while he went to get us some more wine. When he came back, he looked very intensely at me. Then he spoke: ” well Emma, you really surprised me. You have an unusual impact on me. I am holding back immensely. Being submissive seems to be your natural state and you are incredibly beautiful”. I quickly thanked him for the compliment, I am not used to people calling me beautiful or even showing interest in me. But his words directly awakened my lust. Before I could say anything else, he continued: “Emma, I want to fuck you, very hard. And I want you to suck my dick. It is all I can think about since you entered the hall”. I gasped, I am not used to such a direct approach. I looked down to my hands and bit my lip again. Paul stepped closer: “you have to stop doing that, or I will not be able to contain myself. You look so hot. That look you have, that submissive look, saying you are ready to follow my every instruction and you, biting your lip. It is driving me mad, Emma”. He took another step towards me. As he did, I felt my clit twitching in anticipation of what is coming next.

Paul laid down on the bed beside me, “Emma, I am all in with you. I am sure we could have a lot of fun together. Are you ready to commit to me?”. He was laying there, waiting for my answer and I felt like the whole world was spinning. I didn’t know what to say. Was I really ready? Could I fulfill his every wish? It felt like I was watching myself as an observer as I nodded yes. But it was not enough, Paul said, “words Emma, speak to me, are you ready?”.

I cleared my throat and finally stuttered a simple “yes”. It was like this tiny word was all that was holding him back. Suddenly I saw a fire in his eyes. I was so happy that it was me who ignited that fire. I felt the urge to do everything to please him. I looked at him, full with anticipation, as he scooted closer to me and taught me how to sit properly. Paul pushed my legs apart and positioned my hands on my knees, the palms facing upward. He told me to sit still. I naturally looked down, but he took my chin and made me look at him. He started kissing me with such passion, it almost made me fall onto my back. But his grip around my neck tightened. As he positioned himself on the bed, I was told to take my shirt off. I obliged eagerly. He grabbed my hand and pulled me beside him. “Relax Emma. I wont hurt you, not yet”, Paul said. I was turned on beyond the point I had ever been. I could not wait for what was going to happen next.

Paul pushed the cups of my bra aside, looked at one of my breasts and squeezed it firmly, he continued to pinch my nipple. The pain shot through my body, I let out a moan. The pain went directly to my clit and turned into pleasure. Although my nipple was throbbing, I wanted more. “Emma, you have beautiful breasts. I want to fuck them”. His rawness and directness turned me on even more. I wanted him to go ahead and touch my clit. It was longing for attention, but he had other Plans.

He pulled me up, onto him. I was now in position of riding him. His hands were all over me. I was pulled back into a deep kiss. I enjoyed the way he held on to my hair and could feel it was a huge turnon for him too. I felt his dick come to life between my legs, when he took my head and pushed me down. As he unbuckled his pants, he instructed me to suck his cock.

I obliged, of course, like the well-behaved girl I am, I slid downwards where his huge erection was waiting for me. I savored every moment of it, because I really love pleasing a man. I took his Tip into my mouth, so I could give it a little suck, then I continued to lick his length. Paul was apparently not amused with my attempt of teasing him, I only got a “what did I tell you to do?”, in response. Wow, that was really intense, I immediately took his whole length (or as much as I could take) into my mouth and started to bob my head up and down in a quite fast rhythm. I was chocking a little, because I was trying to take him all in, deepthroating as good as I could, trying to apply the right amount of suction. My hand was wrapped around his shaft, moving exactly as my head was. I could feel him pulsating in my mouth, when I looked up to see his reaction, he could not hold back any longer, although I was feeling him being on edge, he said calmly “I am going to cum into your mouth and I want you to swallow it all”. And boy did he erupt, my mouth was filled with his delicious sperm, and I could not do anything but eagerly swallow every last drop of it. When I was done I looked back at him, instinctively took my lip between my teeth and waited for further instructions. This gesture seemed to drive him crazy.

He grabbed and pushed me onto my back next to him. In no time my panties were gone and I felt him shift his weight. Paul was hovering above me. He looked down at my still sore Breasts and started tucking at my nipples again. The Pain was bittersweet. It drove through my body like electricity. Paul placed his mouth over my breast, his warmth eased my pain, while he went on to explore my body. Needless to say I was dying of anticipation. My clit was pulsing to the rhythm of my heart. He only grazed it and it almost sent me over the edge. “Hold on to the headrest and don’t let go until I tell you to”, he said.

He moved downwards, along my body, every touch touch of his lips leaving a burning trace until he reached the sweet spot. He kissed me where I desired it most, tracing my clit with his tongue. I could not keep quiet and started moaning, breathing heavily. He knew exactly where to lick, when to suck and when he pushed one of his fingers into me, I could not hold back. It was one of the most intense orgasms I had. My body started to shake, my pussy contracted around his finger, but he didn’t stop. He kept pushing me over the edge until I was a whimpering mess. I begged him to stop, because it seemed to be a complete sensory overload. Only then did he slow down.

He moved up, put the finger, he used to bring me over the top, into my mouth, so that I could taste myself. I was so happy and fully satisfied, catching my breath, when he suddenly entered me. He rammed his full length in one swift movement into me. It slid in easily, I was so incredibly wet. But he took me by surprise. Being filled so suddenly and completely made me gasp for air. My lungs felt utterly empty, with no way of filling them. He took hold of my neck and forcefully started to kiss me. I felt his tongue part my lips and slip into my mouth. He played with my tongue as I was still gasping for air. He started moving in me. Inside and out, inside and out.

Paul picked up the pace, he was now pounding me, all the restraint he had was gone. I felt like a doll, left at his mercy, with one purpose only: to please him. I felt another orgasm build up in my stomach. My legs started trembling again, the tension in my body was unbearable. In that moment when I thought the tension would rip me apart, Paul leaned down and whispered in my ear “come for me, Emma”. These words pushed me over the edge, the orgasm came in waves, every wave making my muscles contract around his perfect dick. And every time they did, my orgasm seemed to start all over.

I honestly can’t say how long that was going on, or how long I have been laying there at his mercy, but when it all cooled down, Paul wrapped me up in a blanket, pulled me in to a tight hug and that is how I fell asleep. When I woke up a couple of hours later, it was still dark, he was still holding me, protecting me. I have never felt so safe before in my entire life.

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Oh wow, guys, I am sorry it has become such a long read. I was reliving every moment of it vividly, which made it difficult to cut some parts out. I still hope you enjoyed it. Since it is my first time sharing, I would love to hear your opinion and I’m sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes I made. Since I’m not a native speaker, I hope you’ll be lenient.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/b14590/discovering_i_f_am_a_submissive_with_the_most