How an unexpected foursome blasted away 18 years of repressed sexuality [Group] FMFM

Hello! I’m very new to all of this, as I’ve only been slutting it up for a few months. But my (select) friends and acquaintances have been enjoying hearing about my sexual exploits so much they encouraged me to start documenting them. Everything I write is 100% true, although some details get hazy and foggy because I’m such a pothead. This is the long and involved story of my sexual awakening this past Labor Day 2018 and how I gained super slut powers and started my foray into slutdom.

So some background about me and my sexual history. I’m a married 38 year old nerd. I met my husband Jack (names changed for anonymity) in college and we’ve been together and monogamous for 18 years (up until Labor Day 2018). He was pretty much my first lay.

You can skip ahead to the foursome at **** if you like.

As a teenage girl, I was a late bloomer and never felt much interest from boys, although I was pretty boy crazy myself. I always thought I’d be a spectacular slut a la Samantha from SATC. But I didn’t get much opportunity to explore it, nor did I take matters into my own hands. I had my first tongue kiss at 15, on a dare. It was very brief (my main takeaway was that it was “wet”). I only had two boyfriends in high school. One for like a month my sophomore year and it was very chaste, all we did was kiss briefly, no tongue. And one for a month my senior year. I was totally crazy about him, and one time we made out for 3 hours and my labia got super chafed from all the dry humping. But he lost interest as soon as we started officially dating and he was my second heartbreak. I was a raging bitch for 3 months afterwards. I guess that was my way of grieving!

I had several close guy friends in high school. Eventually I hooked up with all of them (no sex, but penises were touched), but none of them wanted to date me. One of them, my closest guy friend at the time, asked to fool around with me but specified we should keep it a secret, so we had a little secret affair going on for a while. The day after he gave me my first rimjob (no orgasm though, of course) he started dating this total bimbo and stopped talking to me for the rest of the school year. That was my first heartbreak. I was pretty much in love with him. We became friends again in college.

I entered college excited to have sex and my first orgasm, as it had eluded me. I had never mastered masturbation. I had a few makeout sessions early on my freshman year, and then a dry spell until the end of freshman year, when I got blind drunk with my (female) bisexual friend and a (male) senior ballet dancer drinking a bottle of vodka while playing Scrabble (nerd alert!). We made out a little and played with his penis (“ewww, it’s like a gummy worm!” was her reaction when it was limp). My bisexual friend was not sexually interested in me whatsoever, much to my disappointment. She ended up passing out almost immediately while I made out with him more. He was humping me and next thing I knew his penis was inside me (I guess my underwear came off somewhere in there). The makeout session ended quickly after that (no orgasms), and I found blood in my underwear the next day, so I figured my hymen broke and I officially lost my virginity, but it was very unsatisfying so I don’t really count that as my first time.

Early on sophomore year I gained interest from 3 gentlemen and was pretty psyched about it. I felt I’d finally arrived! I hooked up with two of them. One of them ended up being my current husband, Jack. We fell in love quickly, and I finally truly lost my virginity. Much of our early sexual relationship was spent enthusiastically trying to make me cum, but alas, it eluded me. We spent the summer apart, and he sent me a vibrator. Finally! Orgasms!

And there was another development. While I was having phone sex with him, I was orgasming and I started gushing fluid everywhere. I freaked out because I thought I was peeing. My mom told me it was sexual incontinence (and thus ending any conversations we would have about sex ever again). A little internet research taught me it was actually female ejaculation. Very interesting, if a bit messy!

Because Jack was my first love and we figured we would stay together after college, we took a break my senior year to let me sow my wild oats. I had several baby slut experiences: a foursome with a cop involving giving blowjobs in the basement of a bar, a threesome with one of my housemates, a lesbian experience going down on my housemate while a mutual friend watched, and hooking up with (male) twins separately (alas, they wouldn’t have sex together). All with no orgasms for me, of course. But still fun regardless!

I got back together with Jack after college and we moved into together. We tried to be swingers, but we were not successful and just kind of creeped everyone out. It was frankly embarrassing. We were young and dumb and didn’t know how to go about it. So we shut it down and settled into monogamy.

Orgasms without vibrating continued to elude me. And I got a series of painful, horrible, UTIs throughout my 20’s. In my late 20’s, I developed allergic reactions to many of the antibiotics used to treat UTIs, and it became a serious health issue. All of this made me feel like maybe I wasn’t the super slut I thought I was meant to be. Sex became scary, something that could possibly kill me if I got an infection that wasn’t susceptible to the one or two antibiotics I could still use. And I felt like a hypocrite talking about sex in my previous free manner, because I felt like I couldn’t live up to it. My husband is hypersexual and wanted sex all the time, and I couldn’t deliver. I felt sexually inadequate, and this became my primary feeling about sex for ~13 years. Jack and I settled into a sexual routine that helped prevent my UTI’s. It was safe, but boring. Our sexual dynamic became us struggling to get me aroused enough so that we could actually have intercourse. I basically couldn’t “get it up”. We had sex about once a week. I still had multiple orgasms and squirted every time, but we were both unsatisfied. He wanted more frequency, and I didn’t know what I wanted, except for it to be better. I became full of “No’s” and escalating boundaries. Jack got increasingly frustrated that he could never seem to come on to me and that I never seemed up for sex or into it. The once a week when we did have sex I basically had to force myself to do it out of obligation. Once we got going and I became aroused things were fine, but initiating and getting to that point was very, very difficult. He got tired of constant rejection, and I got tired of constantly swatting his pawing away.

Regardless, we still had a great relationship and got married after being together for 10 years. We both had faith that things would improve somehow, or that we could learn to live with it. Jack joked about getting a mistress to keep him satisfied. I rolled my eyes and suppressed any similar desires of my own. I didn’t feel attraction to anyone. I didn’t fantasize. My sexual brain was turned off, or it had never fully developed.

But I didn’t feel anything was missing. I thought I was a pretty fun, carefree, good times gal. I just figured maybe sex wasn’t my thing, but I still had a lot to offer and other ways to have fun, right?

Jack and I began going to jam band concerts in 2015. We’ve always enjoyed an intimate relationship with drugs, especially marijuana and hallucinogens. Going to these shows seemed like we had finally found our people! We began making concert friends from all over the country and seeing them frequently at these shows. It’s a great little community.

Our very first concert friend, Kim, we met because we camped next to her at a music festival. We developed a concert crew together, and we enjoyed spending time with her and her boyfriend Jimmy at their bayside house and on their boat.

We decided to all go to a music festival in the summer of 2018 together; we had a crew of 10. I rented a 40 foot RV, and we put a lot of planning into it. We had the ultimate set-up, food, drinks, decorations, costumes, drugs, EVERYTHING. It was going to be a blast!

After we were already there and had set everything up, the festival got canceled due to water contamination. We couldn’t return the RV, so we decided to go camping instead.

We had a crazy, hedonistic weekend of camping where we cracked all the glowsticks, drank and ate all the food, and did ALL the drugs. It was intense and a bit much without the music, but we had a great time and made the most of it as we always do.

One of our crew, Josie, was an old high school friend of Jack’s sister (who we regularly see concerts with), and by extension, Jack. In fact, she was the first girl he ever went down on as a teen at a sleepover.

I tend to metabolize drugs much faster than others and therefore comedown and get sleepy sooner than everyone else. The second to last night of camping I went to bed early, and Jack and Josie stayed up late continuing to trip on acid. In the middle of the night I got up to pee and I noticed Jack sleeping in Josie’s bed all snuggled up with her, but I didn’t think anything of it. I just figured he’d passed out and thought it was rather sweet as we’re all friends.

The next morning, Jack immediately confessed he’d had sex with Josie and apologized profusely. She apologized to me as well. I went numb and retreated within myself, as I tend to do when faced with overwhelming emotions. I spent most of the day processing it. Of course I was upset. But after examining my feelings, I wasn’t particularly jealous or threatened. I was embarrassed as to how it might reflect upon me socially and what our friends would think of our relationship if they found out. And I also felt FOMO. Intense FOMO. Why didn’t I get to hook up with someone else?! But that was pretty much the extent of my feelings.

Jack and I had several discussions about it, and we started talking about opening our relationship up. He gave me a hall pass for my birthday, which was really exciting to me. But it was still all very scary, and I wanted to explore by myself before opening things up. Jack felt this was unfair. We fought.

Because of the music festival cancellation, we all got a free webcast to enjoy Labor Day weekend. Kim and Jimmy offered to host a webcast viewing party at their bayside place since our crew had such a fun time together. As Labor Day approached, more and more people dropped out due to various conflicting commitments, until it was just Jack and I going.

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Labor Day weekend, Jack and I drove out to the bayside to hang with our friends Kim and Jimmy at their place and watch the concert webcast of the band we all loved.

We showed up Friday night and watched Jimmy’s band play music at an island bar, and then partied late into the night at various bars.

The next day, we boated back over to the island and had fun at the beach. We ate lobster. We did hallucinogens. It was a beautiful day and a beautiful time with beautiful people. It was amazing and perfect. That evening, we took some Molly and settled around their backyard firepit to watch the webcast. Jack and Kim have always enjoyed an intimate friendship, and Jimmy and I, the more reserved ones, were vibing. We were all getting along great and having a wonderful evening.

I got up to go to the bathroom. When I came back, they were all looking at me expectantly.

Kim said, “So I’ve discussed it with Jack and Jimmy, and we’re all down to have a foursome. Are you?”

I couldn’t believe my ears. I was in shock. I never thought anything like that could actually happen. I stuttered out, “Yes!”

Jimmy laid down the ground rules. No intercourse with each other’s partners, and no hooking up behind each other’s backs or secretly in other rooms or anything. We would only hookup if all four of us were all present and aware. And also, this would probably be a one off event- not an ongoing sexual relationship.

Once he laid these down and we all agreed to them, he said, “Let me get things started.” So he got up and went over to Kim, who was sitting in a camp chair. He kneeled before her, and put his head under her skirt and went down on her. She started moaning immediately and came within seconds. Apparently, as the sexually conservative one in their relationship, this was not something he did often or freely. She was thrilled! And I was impressed and envious at how quickly she came.

He sat back down. Him and Jack decided that the ladies should display their goods next. Kim and I stood up behind the firepit facing the boys. We slowly and teasingly lifted our shirts and displayed our breasts. We both have pretty amazing breasts, if I do say so myself. Mine are small and firm and really round and perky with tiny nips. Hers are similar, except larger and softer. The boys expressed their appreciation resoundingly. I was especially pleased with Jimmy’s reaction to my tits and how amazing he thought they were. It had been so long since any man beside Jack had ever openly appreciated anything about me sexually! It gave me such a rush. I went over to him and let him feel them. He commented on how firm they were as he squeezed them.

So then the boys did the same show for us. They got up, and displayed their goods. Kim and I of course oohed and aahed. Jack has a beautiful large girthy cock. Jimmy had a nice one as well, if a little bit less girthy. Jimmy commented, “We have some fine specimens here!” Everyone’s bodies looked gorgeous in the firelight. It was super flattering! If any neighbors were watching they would’ve gotten quite a show!

We took turns blowing the boys. When Kim was going down on Jack, Jimmy and I looked at each other and marveled at how we didn’t feel jealous at all, just super turned on!

Then we decided to give double blowjobs to the boys. They were SUPER excited for this, of course. Kim and I knelt in front of Jack and took turns sucking his cock and licking it and trying to tackle it at the same time, which was tough figuring out how to fit both of our heads down there and the right angles and stuff! Then we did the same for Jimmy. He LOVED it. After we stopped, he stood up, shuddered, and exclaimed that was AMAZING and a lifelong fantasy of his! I was so happy to deliver!

Then we decided to take things inside. We went into their living room where they had two couches. The ladies sat on one couch while the guys went down on their own partners. We took turns fondling and sucking each other’s tits as this happened. Kim really wanted a person sucking each tit as she got fucked/sucked, so Jack and I happily obliged her fantasy while Jimmy went down on her, and she loved it.

We continued on basically having sex with our own partners and fondling and kissing each other’s partners in that manner for a bit, when Kim asked to be spit roasted. She really wanted Jack’s huge cock stuffed in her mouth while she got fucked by Jimmy from behind. So she went on all fours on the floor and they started going at it. She loved taking Jack’s cock really deep down her throat and choking on it. I hadn’t done this much myself before and was impressed at her ability and how much she enjoyed it. I contemplated how I could join in for a bit. I laid down on the floor and slid under her and Jack with my face under her pussy while it got pounded by Jimmy from behind. I attempted to go down on her, but there was a lot going on! Balls flapping in my face and everything moving around. I just lapped at whatever body part I could reach with my tongue, probably pretty ineffectively, but I tried! At the same time, Jack or Kim, I’m still not sure who, started fingering me. It was super hot and I got really turned on. We were all impressed with ourselves for managing this crazy position.

When we were done with that, Jimmy continued fucking Kim from behind. I laid down on the couch and got out my travel vibrator. Jack attempted to fuck me, but he was having trouble staying hard due to the Molly, so he ended up fingering me while I vibed. Kim and I both came pretty hard. I wailed as I came. Jimmy wasn’t able to come either due to the Molly, but he was still pretty satisfied. He got up to clean up in the bathroom while Kim and Jack watched me vibe myself until I squirted. I had put a towel down but still left a wet spot on their couch. Whoops! Squirting is so messy.

All in all, we congratulated ourselves on a great orgy. Jimmy said that he didn’t want pressure or expectations that anything like this might ever happen again, he wanted to continue being normal friends afterwards, and we all agreed to this, although in my mind I imagined orgy after orgy anytime we got together. I had gotten a taste and I wanted MORE. But of course I didn’t want to ruin our friendship. This happened on Saturday night and we were staying through Monday, and he said we shouldn’t expect to do it again Sunday night. Again, we agreed that was fine, no pressure or expectations. We went to bed very late that night.

The next morning I woke up 100% aroused and had to fuck Jack immediately. We had passionate intense sex and Jack was amazed at my newfound zeal.

We continued the weekend of fun in a manner similar to the previous day. We boated to the beach, took mushrooms, and had an amazing lunch at a restaurant on the water. I remained 100% aroused- if I’d had a boner it would’ve been rock hard all day. While we were walking to the beach afterwards, I was enjoying the feel of the wind on my skin and the beautiful view, and I started feeling waves of pleasure traveling up my body, and before I knew it, I spontaneously orgasmed! Without any sort of external stimulation! I had a mindgasm! I had to sit down because my legs were weak. Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. Jack asked if I was ok, and I whispered to him what happened, and he whispered it to Kim and Jimmy.

We returned to their place to watch that night’s webcast around the firepit again, and we took some more Molly. Since I metabolize drugs faster than everyone else and we were tolerant from our dose the night before, I got very sleepy and was lying on the grass next to the fire feeling good and enjoying the sounds and sensations while drifting in and out.

I started to hear the sounds of Kim and Jimmy going at it beside the firepit. This excited my husband Jack. Kim asked for him to come stuff her mouth with his huge cock again while Jimmy fucked her, but Jimmy was concerned that I was seemingly passed out and this would be violating the “no hooking up behind each other’s backs” rule. I stirred enough to provide my consent and let them know I was fine with it! Then I drifted back off. So Jack went and stuffed her mouth and she loved it like the slut she is. Jack became even more excited and wanted to fuck. I was wearing these new harem-style wrap pants I had purchased that day that were loose and flowy with a long slit up each side. While I was laying on the ground halfway passed out, Jack lifted one of the pant flaps until he exposed my underwear and started rubbing my crotch. I moaned a little with pleasure but stayed prone with my eyes closed. Jack kept working my clit and my moans increased until he judged me sufficiently aroused and then he slowly and carefully slid his dick into me without disturbing my sleeping position. “Sleeping Girl” is one of our favorite sex games; I pretend to be asleep while he molests me. Once he started fucking me good and proper I finally started moving and getting into it and fucking him back. I had complained earlier that the night before I didn’t get spit roasted like Kim had, nor had Jimmy gone down on me (later Kim confessed he wouldn’t because he’s not that into it). So Kim told Jimmy to go stick his cock in my mouth while Jack fucked me. Fair is fair!

I was still laying on my back on the grass while Jack fucked me through my harem pants, so Jimmy came over and knelt above my head and slid his cock into my mouth.

I loved it. I had never felt so “full” before and it was incredible. I couldn’t figure out what to concentrate on- the cock filling my vagina or the cock filling my mouth, and the combined sensations overwhelmed me with pleasure. I came hard, my screaming muffled by the cock in my mouth. Without a vibrator!

Afterwards, Jimmy went back to Kim and came on/in her mouth while she laid back on the grass. She invited me to kiss her, which I considered a rare invitation since she had made it very clear she’s super straight and had no sexual interest in me, so I crawled over and slipped my tongue into her mouth and we shared the taste of Jimmy’s load together.

We all went to bed very satisfied that evening!

The next day we said our farewells, and they reinforced that this probably wouldn’t happen again (even though it happened a second time when they said it wouldn’t!). As we were leaving Jimmy went out of his way to go in for a kiss on the lips with me and I was stunned and blushed deeply. I had two more mindgasms that day, while reverie-ing (Westworld style) about our experiences the two nights before. We joked that maybe all it took to unlock my sexuality was another man’s dick in my mouth, and my husband thanked Jimmy for “unlocking” me.

Afterwards, I was 100% aroused for 3 days straight and couldn’t stop thinking about sex or wanting it, which was highly unusual for me. I had several more mindgasms in the following weeks- some of them at work while in meetings! My husband was thrilled by my increased sex drive and receptivity. And I found that I didn’t need vibrators to cum anymore. In fact, I was able to come very easily, and from the most random of stimulations. It’s now become like a game, “let’s see if she can cum this way!” Some of the most unusual ways since then have been from my palm being tickled and the pressure points in my armpits being pressed.

Needless to say I was all for opening our marriage up, no holds barred, after this experience- I wanted more group sex, and I wanted it now! I felt like we had done some sort of ritual and summoned a sex goddess who now lived in my body. Or maybe I got bit by a radioactive slut and now had slut super powers.

I was on OKCupid within two days and sexting and setting up dates a day later. My husband felt a little like he had opened Pandora’s Box… it’s what he always wanted, but now he was not so sure about his horny wife slutting it up with all these other people!

I will always be grateful for our experience with this other couple in opening up my sexuality and our marriage, but unfortunately the fallout with them took a negative turn.

I wanted to continue some sort of sexual experience with them, like texting sexy photos. I had never considered myself photogenic before, and in fact struggled to select profile photos of myself because I never took any selfies and thought I looked terrible in all of them. It was very empowering to suddenly view myself as sexy and to take sexy selfies and share them and get validation that I was, in fact, attractive and desirable to people other than my husband. Despite them telling us they didn’t want to continue a sexual relationship, two times I offered to exchange sexy photos with Kim. She demurred and reiterated they didn’t want to continue a sexual relationship with us.

Which was fine, I knew that was the case, but it still broke my heart anyway, full sobbing session style. At that time it was hard for me to envision being able to find another couple that we could play with. Later my husband revealed that Kim insinuated to him that neither Kim nor Jimmy found me attractive- in fact it was only when Jimmy saw my bare breasts that he was finally enthusiastic and unreserved about the foursome.

This obviously hurt on a number of levels. My newfound sexuality was rooted in feeling desired by another man- which I found out was false (at least according to Kim- I’m suspicious as to how true that was). I also ferreted out that Kim and my husband Jack had been carrying on a secret text affair ever since I revealed to her that he cheated on me while camping and that it confirmed my fear that the only thing stopping him from cheating on me was lack of opportunity. I guess she took that to mean he was open season for cheating! And it suggested to me that the main reason she initiated the fourway was because she wanted to experience my husband’s huge cock and oral skills (since Jimmy’s were lacking). I was just a sex prop and an excuse to entice Jimmy into it (apparently grudgingly). She attempted to continue this sext affair with my husband AFTER she had rebuffed my advances, which of course violated the agreement the four of us had made, and really upset me since she wanted to remain sexual with him but not me, and all behind Jimmy’s back! I demanded my husband cut off this sext affair immediately which led to a huge fight, but ultimately he agreed it was unethical and he shut her down. Which she took as graciously as she could.

Needless to say discovering all of this hurt me a lot, but Pandora’s Box was already open. I resolved to find more lovers who would truly appreciate me, now that I felt this was an actual possibility within my reach. And shortly after this, my husband and I did start dating another couple who we knew were open before all of this happened. And I’m happy to report, they do truly appreciate me (and Jack!), and don’t have all the same restrictions that Kim and Jimmy did, and we’re all still dating happily now. The story of our first foursome with them and various threesomes and foursomes and pairings since then are tales for another day… but definitely blew this foursome experience completely out of the water!

Kim and Jimmy have a somewhat sadder follow-up. While this experience led to me and Jack becoming closer and more intimate and sexually active with each other, it led to some distrust between them.

Jimmy became distrusting and worried that Kim and Jack were carrying on an affair (rightfully so!). He decided that he was too jealous to share Kim with any other man. It devastated her as a very sexual woman who thought this foursome was a sign that perhaps he could be more open and satisfy her sexual needs. She reverted to cheating for a bit, but then decided her cheating was probably a compulsive manifestation of her bipolar disorder. She discussed with her therapist, and they put her on some libido-stunting drugs to try to get her compulsion under control. Last I spoke to her she said the drugs were working too well and she had no sex drive whatsoever and was going to adjust dosage with her therapist. Meanwhile Jimmy was doing some weird posturing with me talking about how much sex he had with Kim in the last few days and making random comments like about how she’s not allowed to kiss any other men. Every time I mentioned how much fun I was having in my new poly lifestyle, Kim would give me a lecture on safe sex, and even mentioned how dangerous it was because she had to get some HPV growths lasered off of her uterus- meanwhile I’m thinking “So the threat to me having safe sex is YOU? Thanks for letting me know before we had that foursome!”. But I couldn’t say anything because we were with mutual friends and I was sworn to secrecy. (And ultimately, I don’t think the interactions I had with her were that risky- I saw a gyno for a full exam and STI workup as soon as we went poly afterwards and all clear!)

Regardless, my and Jack’s foray into the poly lifestyle is still going very well, and I’ve had more sex and sexual exploration in the past 5 months since it’s happened then in my entire previous lifetime, with salacious tales galore! Once I commit to something, I tend to devote myself to it fully and passionately until I’m near expert-level within weeks, and going poly has been no different… but of course there’s still plenty to learn and explore, I’d say I’m only journeyman level at the moment. I’m only just now really starting to explore BDSM deeply with a new partner and it’s all terribly, terribly exciting. Jack and I continue to communicate and accommodate and be flexible and sensitive and compassionate to each other as new issues and feelings arise.

But I will always treasure this unexpected foursome experience, as it was one of the best things to ever happen to me and my marriage.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/axn2wd/how_an_unexpected_foursome_blasted_away_18_years