The [F]irst time a partner let me play alone.

So this happened in college. I’m 20 at the time and I end up meeting Michael through a classmate of mine that I had a group project with. We hit it off immediately. I’m not looking for anything at the time, but there is definitely a spark.

We’re both sarcastic fucks. It’s like we have secret conversations with our commentary that no one else around gets or notices. We start off as friends. Then we become friends with benefits. Then we become boyfriend and girlfriend. Not long after he drops a bomb on me. He wants to have a threesome with his best friend.

Our sex life is pretty good and a threesome with 2 guys isn’t something I thought I’d ever do, but I’m really into him and his friend is pretty fucking hot. Now this isn’t about that threesome, but it opened the door to me being with other people. It turns out he’s really into that. Like he starts asking me about different guys I’ve been with, but at this point I’d only been with him, his friend, another friend of mine, a random hook up and then this guy from high school. I started with guys pretty late. Until I was 17 I was sure I was gay. Turns out I’m bi and pretty much equally attracted to both sexes.

The threesome he was there for but he still liked me talking about how I liked it. The guy from high school I just blew a couple times, so the stories are pretty limited there. The hook up was bad. The sex with my friend was just once; he took my virginity technically.

Soon enough he’s begging me to go create more stories to tell him.

…

It’s a Friday night(duh).

I’m walking up to Michaels apartment with a pizza and a 2 liter.

He greets me at the door with a kiss(Oh god. I didn’t have a chance to brush my teeth. Fuck, I’m a terrible person).

He grabs the half cheese, half mushroom and jalapeño(Fuck you, I like it) pizza and the Sierra Mist from me and takes it to the counter.

I’m nervous.

We eat.

Everything seems normal.

“I can tell you had fun.” He says. (I knew I should have brushed my teeth). “You’re so quiet and nervous. It’s cute.”

I look away trying to be all cute like.

He grabs my hand. “Why don’t you tell me about it?”

I start getting turned on.

I look at him in the same way I always do when I want him.

We make our way to the couch.

He tries to kiss me and I go for his neck.(Stop, wtf, there’s cum on my breath).

I get to nibbling in his ears. I let out a soft breath. I start to whisper to him as I undo his jeans. (What the fuck do I even say?)

“I had fun tonight.” (Wow, that’s literally what he said just a minute ago. You sure nailed it.)

“Yeah? Where did you do it at?”

“He lives with his parents off campus. We were just in his bedroom.”

“So what happened first?”

“Well he’s showing me his music. It’s not very good and I’m kinda bored. I start texting you back and then he just starts..”(I’m in way over my head. Was I even allowed to kiss him? Why didn’t I ask beforehand? I’m gonna ruin our relationship. I don’t deserve him).

“Did he kiss you?”

“Yes..”

“How was it?”

“Really weird. I prefer your lips.”

I finally got his cock out of his pants. I struggle with the button, okay? I start to run my finger along it gently.

“He starts taking my clothes off. (Okay he’s getting harder. That’s a good sign). He struggles with my bra so I take it off. He starts playing with my tits. Sucking on them. He takes my pants and my panties off. So I’m on the bed naked and he’s fully clothed. He starts eating me out. He’s kind of rough and I don’t really like it but I’m getting wet. He gets undressed to his boxers. Then he goes back to eating me out. I can kinda see the outline of his dick. I tell him that I want to feel him inside of me. (Okay, he’s getting really hard now. Enough for me to stroke him. I’m doing good). He takes off his boxers and…”

“How big was he?”

“Like a little bit longer than you and not as thick.(Stupid, you just told him this guys dick was bigger than his! Wait, he’s rock hard right now. He doesn’t mind?). He puts a condom on and then gets on top of me. He starts sliding it in slowly. (Oh my god, there’s so much precum right now).

I adjust so I can lick all of Michaels precum up. I decide to start going down on him since I’m down there. I spit on it because I know he loves it sloppy. I start going to town on his cock. It’s so hard and it’s turning me on.

“How did it feel going in?”

I stop sucking to speak. “It felt really good.” I say, stroking him now. “He got really deep.” (Did he just let out a moan?) He went slow and deep at first. I felt like really stretched out.” I start intermittently sucking again. “Then he starts going faster.” I suck a little bit more. “He tells me he wants me on my hands and knees. And we start fucking doggy style.” More sucking. “He’s going really hard and really fast. I can’t control myself and I start getting really loud so he tells me to shut the fuck up and shoves my head into the pillow. He starts fucking me extremely hard now like he’s punishing me. He slaps my ass and everything.” I start sucking again. “He tells me he’s getting close. He stops and then puts me on my knees on the floor. He takes the condom off and shoves his dick in my mouth. He starts fucking my mouth. I start deepthroating him and he really likes it. He pulls his dick out of my throat when I’m not expecting it which felt weird. Then he holds my head and..” (Crap. He knows I didn’t stop at home before getting food and coming here. Maybe he won’t notice) “he came in my mouth and on my lips.”

“That’s so hot baby. I’m so close. I knew I tasted something weird when I kissed you.” (Marry me?)

“I wish his cum tasted as good as yours. Give it to me?” I start deepthroating Michael and I’m basically face fucking myself with his cock.

“You gonna take two loads in your mouth in one day, you little cumslut?”

I take his cock out of my throat. “Yes, please? I want a big load. I want so much cum, baby.”(Great I think I just developed a new fetish).

“I’m cumming!”

I take his dick in my mouth again and just in time too. He fills my mouth so much that I’m having trouble swallowing it all. He tastes so good. God, I want more.

“That was so amazing!” He says.(I did good!)

I smile at him. Then he grabs me and starts making out with me.(This is so hot). He picks me up and carries me to his room, and that, folks, is a story for another time. Let’s just say I’m glad I didn’t have class and he didn’t have work the next day.

And that is probably step one of discovering that I can’t do monogamous relationships.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/aveiln/the_first_time_a_partner_let_me_play_alone