[FM] Surrendering to him

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What We Look Like: My husband (40) is 6’3” and in great physical shape with strong shoulders and back. He has brown hair and a beard with just a hint of ginger. I’m a shorty- 5 foot even with long curly auburn hair and blue eyes. I have natural DDDs and thick muscular legs and ass because I do a lot of yoga. Squats are a girl’s best friends!

Our Relationship: After nearly 2 decades of a dead bedroom, we have woken up to a season of sexual liberation. We use cannabis to enhance our bedroom activities, so that may come into play in stories. Thanks for reading.

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Last night, I was exhausted after a drama-filled day at work. I had an edible early in the evening and took a long bath. In the bathtub, I swirled the bubbles over my nipples and started to think about what our night might entail. A Snap notification popped up- it was my husband, sending a pic of just the tip of his cock sticking out of his boxer briefs with a note “Brace yourself. It might get rough.”

Truthfully, my libido never dies. I’m always up for sex. But I was so very exhausted. I contemplated asking him for a night off, but then the thought of giving in to him and surrendering myself to him against my will kind of turned me on so I decided to go with it. I sent him back a picture of just my lips (upper teeth biting the lower lip) and my breasts with the nipples just grazing the mountain of bubbles in the bathtub with my response of “Be gentle with me!”

An hour later, I curled up underneath my favorite sheer pink blanket. It’s impossibly soft and thin and smells like strawberries and vanilla cream from my favorite lotion and perfume. When I know he wants sex, I empty the bed of all blankets and drape only that pink blanket over myself. Sometimes I try to strategically lay the blanket so a nipple or ass cheek pops out, but honestly, once I get into a hazy place, I’m pretty sure I just look passed out and all of my effort goes to waste!

He’s gotten more aggressive recently. He used to start with cuddling or tenderness. Lately it has escalated into him slipping a finger inside me, then pulling himself into position and fucking me senseless.

As I ascend into the high, I tell myself to surrender to him. I remind myself of how much he loves me and cares for me and how I’m giving him the gift of my body tonight and he can use me as he wishes. I relax my mind and my body and give myself over to him.

Tonight starts gently. He rolls me onto my back and I assume he’s going to start pounding into me, but he doesn’t. He tenderly kisses my neck and makes his way down my body, kissing every inch and stroking his fingers up and down my chest. He takes one nipple into his mouth and sucks and gently bites.

His kisses continue until he reaches my gingery bush. He slips a finger between my labia and rubs against my clit. I spread my legs wider. Despite the exhaustion, I’m wet. I need him inside me. I start to thrust my hips up against him but he grabs my hips and pushes them into the bed, asserting his authority. “Not now,” he whispers.

He wraps his lips around my clit and starts to suck. His tongue is flicking back and forth on my clit as he sucks and I completely lose control. I feel like I’ve lost my grip on reality as I fight the urge to grind my crotch into his face. And then I erupt into convulsions of ecstasy and squeeze him tight between my thighs. He kisses my thighs over and over and then rolls me back onto my side and holds me from behind.

In post-orgasmic bliss, I’m riding high and fading into a deep sleep. I feel his arms around me and feel safe and secure and I sleep.

I don’t know if it was 5 minutes or an hour later, but I wake up to him inside me. I am on my stomach with my ass lifted up and my legs spread wide. He is pumping hard, his balls slapping against me with each thrust. I lift up onto my knees to give him better access. He responds by grabbing my hands and pulling them over my head and pinning them there with one arm while he fucks as hard as he can.

In porn you always see guys with massive dicks. My guy has an average dick. It’s not huge. It’s not tiny. But it is perfect and it is mine to enjoy. And because he isn’t huge, he can fuck me in every position as hard as he wants.

He flips me onto my back and slaps the sides of my thighs, telling me to lift my legs up. He hooks my feet over his shoulders and raises up. My legs squeeze together around him as his cock enters me. This position is tight and he gets incredibly deep. It’s painful sometimes but only in the best ways.

He fucks hard. Sometimes I question if I’m actually crying out (I do not want to wake our kids) or if I’m succeeding in holding back. His breathing sounds like he’s getting closed to finishing and I brace myself because I know he likes to get rougher when he finishes. Sure enough, he starts to spank my ass hard with each new thrust. Just when I think I might tear open from all of the pressure of him pushing into me, he fills me with cum, pumping it deep inside me.

After cleaning up, he returned to bed and rolled me over onto him with my head on his chest and my leg splayed over him. I’m glad I surrendered.

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