Male masturbation{M4A}

Male masturbation:

I’m sitting in the room across from my bedroom where my wife is fast asleep.

She went to bed early (for her) and didn’t seem interested in cuddling up tonight, so I’m sitting here browsing the web for something to do.

My searching always ends up in porn, no matter how good my intentions start.

I start with reddit of course, but end up on the typical sites not long after.

Tonight I write though, having a few ideas I wanted to get out.

Writing let’s me live out my fantasies, though a lot of my stuff is based solidly in truth.

I saw my sister in law today, and if you follow my work, you know what that means, so I’ve been thinking about her all day.

I posted a few comments, which got some replies but no one is interested in “having some fun” tonight, so I’m on my own I guess.

My mother in law is on this floor, but two rooms away. The idea of getting caught is fun, but would probably be devestating.

Another refresh of reddit.

Tan time (f)

Lana’s bath tub fun

Another sort-by-new at spankbang.

Another refresh of reddit, waiting for comments or replies.

My laptop sits on a lapdesk, which sits on my lap. I rock it back and forth, letting it dig into my crotch a bit.

I’ve actually been writing all day, horny since I saw her this morning. Going to the gym didn’t help much, but I do feel better for going. There’s just too much sexy, there, too.

Another refresh, another karma point.

My cock gets harder every time I rock into it. I press harder and longer each time. Just wearing pajama pants so I feel everything.

I find a Rene video, Ceara (not sure how to even say her name, though I want to moan it when I stroke for her), and some new one I’ve not seen before.

I gravitate to the JOIs as they seem more personal, more engaging. “Regular” porn is other people having sex while I watch, but JOIs (or similar), I’m involved, I’m participating.

Some times I switch to audio, and a slideshow of pictures, but not tonight.

I wonder why the reddit enhancement suite doesn’t have an auto-refresh.

Gal Gadot is stunning. My cock agrees.

I pull myself out of the top of my pjs, and rest everything on top. My semi-hard cock hangs to the side as I hit refresh again.

Emma Stone.

Long time no scrubs post.

Princess Rene link, with Russian sub-titles?? Odd.

I spin up a favorite video in the background to get things moving. It’s late, but I need this before I’ll ever fall asleep.

I wonder who else is online at this hour, but then it isn’t this hour everywhere. But why aren’t more people posting?

The sound of her voice puts me in a trance, and I start stroking with my left hand, so my right can keep mousing around.

What am I looking for, exactly? There can’t possibly be a new porn out there better than what I’ve already seen, saved, hidden, deleted and looked for again.

The voice in the video is getting into the good parts now. Specific instructions, not humiliating, just (fake) genuine concern that I’m having a good time.

Then a remember Xev, and Tara. Two of my favorites. But which one? And which video?

I let go of my cock so I can type faster. Reply to a comment that sadly, isn’t a response to an invite to play.

Refresh again.

I find a video of Xev, I go for the younger woman tonight, though I am not averse to age. Just not tonight. Tonight I want young, playful innocence, not experience.

There she is, busty, curvy and soft. I wonder who she is in real life. Never loved the name “Xev”, and realized recently it (probably) isn’t her real name.

Again my left hand finds my cock and I slide the laptop down a bit to make room, then instinctively switch hands.

Now my writing stops. No more refreshes (after this one) of reddit. No new messages. I switched to the “saved” tab and remember (after seeing her) that I used Zienna Eve as the “aunt” in a recent xxxcaptions post.

I wonder why the reddit enhancement suite doesn’t have an auto-scroll.

Abigail Ratchford has an ass so amazing I wonder if it’s photoshopped.

In this one, Xev is my mom rewarding me for something…my birthday I think. She slowly strokes my cock as her feet, legs bent at the knee, hang in the air just past her ass wrapped in a pink bow (I think).

I think this is the one she ruins it at the end. I wonder why I like those so much. At this point I’m committed though, and although I do like the ruin, I know for myself I’m gonna cum when she stops.

She talks sweetly to “me”, telling me I’m such a good boy for her and that I deserve this treat.

I go full screen (after hitting refresh one more time), and slide down just a bit in the chair.

My right hand firmly in control of my cock, my left thumb hooked in the waste band and pulling down my pants as far as the elestic can handle, freeing and hoisting my balls.

I wonder how loud she is coming through my headphones, and adjust the volume a bit.

I’m close. My balls tighten and I slow my pace, trying to time it just right so that I cum when she lets go. I wish I could perform as well as he does, as well as most men in these videos. Wishing my cock was a little bigger, my load a little fuller, and my stamina a little longer.

She says nice things about me, says i can cum in her mouth today, cum in mommys mouth. I stroke with a firm grip, knowing my release is near, but pretend I would ruin it for her if she asked.

I talk back to the screen (this time in my head, though typically when alone I do act the scene out with the performer, speaking when spoken to, begging when told. If I’m really in the mood and want to hold off, I do watch denial videos and do deny myself for a time, but often return soon there after as a reward to myself).

I look down at my cock and watch it start to leak.

“Yes mommy…I want to cum for you like a good boy…”

She knows her partner is near, and stops stroking him, grabbing him firmly at the base and watches as it leaks out of his cock, while I stroke mine to completion with reckless disregard for her desire to ruin it.

I cum. Not hard, but do squirt against my stomach, leaving a sticky mess. I should have brought a towel but didn’t expect to end the night like this. I cum a little more as I watch her scold her “son” for expecting anything more, just because it was his birthday (apparently).

I squeeze the last drops of cum from my cock, still bored and wanting some actual interaction, even if it is just online. I look down at the sticky mess I’ve made for Xev, but that is what she wanted, right?

I sit for a moment, then close the video, careful not to get anything on my keyboard.

F5. Nothing new. I wonder how long it’s actually been. Probably no more than 5 minutes. I did skip ahead a bit in the video.

I guess it’s time for bed.

I close the laptop (after hitting F5 again), and clean myself up, and wonder if Xev asked me to eat it up in real life, would I do it?

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