[MM] Revenge plan for being raped Fun personal Story. Part 1

Hello, everyone. This This is my first story that is still going on to this day. This story started about 4 to 5 years ago. At the time i was still in high school, a junior. And i was still a virgin who was only thinking about sex and girls. Never in my life have i thought that i would lose my virginity to a guy instead, it was soul crushing at the time. But over the years i got over it, and i could care less now, time moves forward so should i.

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This guy, lets call him Frank, was a family friend, his wife worked together with my mom at a nursing home. We used to sleep there too at the nursing home, because the nursing home was a private owned business. So it was pretty common for me to see Frank when he would come over and pick his wife from work. He used to work in IT at the time, and i was in love with IT and i wanted to learn from him, so i was always talking with him.

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At the time he used to give me special attention, he used to hangout with me quite often. He would pick me up from school sometimes, and sometimes we would go over to his place and talk. Nothing sexual yet! At that age i was interested in a lot of things related to spirituality, energy, Tantra, meditation e.t.c. In hoping of reaching a higher state of mind. He loved talking about that kind of stuff with me. Whenever i was with him i was like “Wow finally someone who understands me”. Little did i know though. Looking back at it, now i can say it was pure manipulation and brainwashing from his part. I was too stupid to realize that. It was right under my nose the whole time. But being naive at that age and curious about a lot of things. He would slowly make moves on me.

He would try to “teach” me “meditation” techniques. I would sit in bed and he would tell me to take a deep breath in and out. And with every deep breath i should imagine and feel like i am falling down a deep, deep whole. And the more i did this exercise the lighter my body got. But during this exercise he would massage my stomach through clothes and , the chest area and from time to time he would brush his hand against my dick. Of course i was uncomfortable with that. I was never into guys. But the more he manipulated me with his fake exercises the more comfortable i got with him around. I got so comfortable to the point of me being naked around him was okay.

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The massages progressed little by little over the period of months. He would bring me to his room, where all the lights were off, the windows had really dark blinds, the room was literally almost dark. He told me to get naked and jump in bed. It felt bad being that exposed in front of someone. He would bring the oil out and pour some on my naked body. The oil was always warm and it felt good, Every time he started the massage he would start from the chest and move down to my dick.and he would focus more on my dick. It was hard for me to get hard, because i didn’t like that it was a guy who was giving me this type massage and i despised that fact. But after one hour into the massage my mental state would change, and i slowly started to get into it. My body was automatically moving with his hand rhythm, to get that extra pleasure. It felt really good to receive such a hand job. And he didn’t just stroke my dick. He would rub the head of the penis with this thumb until i my body would quiver and tense up. He would use his oily palm and in rotating motion he would massage the head of the penis, this one was the would make me lose my mind and control over my body. I would be out of breath 2 – 4 hours in. It felt so euphoric when he would also get on top of me and rub his oily body against mine. It was like static energy was building up. The funny part is that a lot of times i would never cum. I would be too tired to cum. I just enjoyed the 4 hours long of continues pleasure from him. By the end of session i felt like i was a new person, like i didn’t recognize my self, i felt so free and light from no longer judging myself on what i did. I was always full of energy after the session.

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It was really hard for me to get into that state of mind to just enjoy the pleasure instead of fighting it. Like i said before i was interested in only girls. Guys never crossed my mind. And this fact didn’t change even to this day. After this point i would still do it only for the pleasure, but i still had that fight in my head over the fact that it was gay, and i didn’t like that.

I was born in a country where being gay is not normal, and is looked down up to. But i don’t really care if someone is gay or not. Its not my place to judge. :)

Also In the next part i will tell you how it progressed further, and how he used his techniques of manipulation to keep making me experiment with him.
If you guys enjoyed the background and the start of the story than i will share the rest of the the plan in order to get my revenge. This is just the tip of the iceberg. I will probably post the 2nd part later tonight or tomorrow. Hang in tight. :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/am7awa/mm_revenge_plan_for_being_raped_fun_personal