What’s going through my mind, when I’m on display… [F]

There’s something about this [bar scene](https://www.reddit.com/r/vsmpx/comments/a2zw39/my_stranger_fantasy/) that is really appealing to me. With the high heels, lingerie, skimpy dress, I feel that I’m put on display for everybody to look and even gawk at. To be on this stage, in this ultra feminine gender role, pandering towards all these men is really erotic and sensual. To put it bluntly, I’m objectified and I love it.

This perception, objectification and judging gives me such energy. I feed off the attention and ultimately my sex drive and desires are only exacerbated. An analogy is when a superior athlete is ‘in the zone’ and has an opportunity for a game winning play. His natural talent, experience, training and skills are only enhanced in that moment. For me, when I’m at the bar and fulfilling my natural slut role in society, I’m ‘in the zone’. This role and sexuality then carries over in my ‘regular’ life.

Being judged as this bimbo slut and as an object is so rewarding for me. The type of attention and degradation feeds into my need to please. You know how many women say that being a mother or community volunteer is so rewarding in their life? For me, and this may sound perverse, being judged, compared, shown off, displayed, and objectified is equally as rewarding.

I suppose you can say that I’ve always had this submissive, humiliating, erotic, public type of personality. But I never knew about it, until it was shown to me. Once shown, then I can say that I blossomed into the trophy slut that I am today. And I have no problem saying or admitting that I’m this trophy slut. I now realize that it is who I am, and my true role and responsible is to fulfill this.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/agsm4c/whats_going_through_my_mind_when_im_on_display_f