I [F] did a porn film [Group] – LONG (but worth it)

Its been a long time since I’ve posted a story, but nothing has happened until recently. My last posts are about what led me to stray in my marriage, that was 3 years ago, which involved me, 4 other girls and 3 guys having orgies over the period of a week while modelling abroad on a swimwear shoot. I still do modelling, more so now as me and my husband are having financial difficulties. I have been faithful to my husband ever since and not told him what happened 3 years ago.

As I said we are having financial problems so I am taking on as much modelling work as possible. While doing a job, one of the other models told me that she had been offered some very well paid “anonymous glamour work”, and they needed another model. I don’t do glamour work (this involves going naked), as I don’t want to be recognised as I have a family I want to protect, however I didn’t understand what she meant by “anonymous glamour work”. Apparently, our faces wouldn’t be shown. If there was no way to be recognised, then I was willing to do it as the pay was very good, so she gave me the agent’s number to call.

I called the number and got put through to a well-spoken man who asked me to email my Z card (it’s like a mini portfolio with measurements, etc.). He called me back the next day and said that I seemed perfect but commented that I had never done any glamour work. I told him that I was told it would be anonymous and wouldn’t mind doing it if my face wasn’t shown. He said that it is and that I would be wearing a masquerade mask and a wig. He said that there would be male models there as well, it was filming with some photos, and it wasn’t porn. He asked me not to wax or shave my bikini line as the makeup artists would style it a certain way. I was honest with my husband, who was not overly happy, but agreed due to how much I was getting.

The shoot was a few weeks later and when I arrived at this huge house, there was a full crew compliment, and to my surprise it was a pretty big budget job, which made me feel really safe. The shoot was for a members club. Me and the other 3 girls were given waist coats, a wig, a mask and these amazing brand new Jimmy Choo high heel diamante shoes that he said we could keep after the shoot. I remember going into the changing room, sitting down and opening the shoe box and trying them on before I even got changed, the shoes were to die for. I got undressed, put my gown and went to makeup where I got an “American wax”. We then had to change into just the waist coat, wig, mask and shoes so that we were bottomless (as well as putting on a robe).

We sat there for a bit and introduced ourselves to each other, the two guys came along a few minutes later, wearing a bow tie, cuffs, a waste coat and smart black shoes (under their robe of course). The director then called for the first shoot and randomly picked me and another girl. I was so nervous as I had to remove my robe inside a large room full of people. I put my mask on first which seemed to make it easier, then slipped off my robe and stepped into the middle of the studio where we were both positioned. The shoot lasted about 30 minutes and involved us walking towards the camera. A guy then joined us, again walking from and towards the camera. We carried on like this with other scenes for the rest of the day, then had to come back for the second (last day).

The next day started as normal, however later in the day, two “not so glamorous models” arrived. The guy in charge started shouting and getting really angry with the guy they arrived with and threw them out. It was near the end of the day that I found out what happened.

Apparently the next day was for x-rated shoots to match ours, basically they were doubles, and supposed to look like us, same body, heigh, etc., they looked nothing like us, to put it mildly.

As each of us girls finished, the organiser was privately speaking to us, and I was last to finish. He offered me quite a lot of money to come back the next day. He was honest and said that it would involve a little more x-rated scenes on camera, and I would not be identified in any way. The money was super generous because the entire shoot would be wasted if they couldn’t do the next part. I said I would have to speak with my husband. I went into a private room and nervously called him, not knowing what I was going say. I started off by saying that they wanted me an extra day, to which he just said good, as this really isn’t anything out of the ordinary. However he got suspicious when I told him that I loved him, and straight away he asked if anything happened on the shoot, which I immediately laughed and said no. He realised that I was holding something back and pushed me, it sort of went like this.

Me, “they want me to stay on for an extra day”.

“Good, they are paying you extra I hope” he replied.

“Yes, they offered me £2,500”

“Fucking hell, that’s amazing. Why so much?” he asked.

“They got let down last minute and without the extra footage the shoot would be spoiled…”. I went quiet out of shyness. As I started to speak again I spoke over him, but he told me to go ahead.

“We really need the money and it would really solve loads of problems” I continued. “The thing is that I might have to, well maybe have to do a bit more.”

“A bit more what?” he asked inquisitively.

I only had the guts to break it to him slowly, “There might be some heavy petting and heavy simulated sex and other x-rated stuff.”. I said it, but I was so nervous for what he would say back.

My husband paused for a moment and said “Have you done that today?”

“Oh god no, not at all, that’s why tomorrow pays so well” I replied.

He paused again and said “I don’t know what to say. I don’t want you doing stuff like that…but the money would really help right now. Is it only you and some guy?”

“As far as I know it’s me, another girl and two guys, and they only want some close-up couple scenes. I think I’ll be ok doing it, as it is just a job like the one today, just a little bit different, and I’m OK with it if you are.”

My husband was obviously not enthusiastic, but we needed they money and I had to give the guy an answer, so we agreed that I would say yes and discuss it when I got home as I could always just not turn up.

We really needed the money and I wanted to do it. The thought of reluctantly doing x-rated stuff or maybe even a porn film with other beautiful people really turned me on, especially with all those people watching. Also the shoes, I had to leave them behind until I finished, and I really wanted them.

When I got home I softened it as much as I could, and he eventually agreed. The next morning, I could see he was understandably really nervous and possessive when we said good bye and he took the kids to school. Apparently instead of going to work straight, he came home, as he decided to accompany me, but I had already left and was on the train.

I arrived at the mansion with a smaller crew this time, just the essential people, I saw 2 other female models who I didn’t recognise. I had my own changing room this time and got changed. I was asked to wait there until I was needed. As I waited I began to get nervous, and then my husband called. I told him that I was just sitting around doing nothing. During our conversation there was a knock at my door asking me to go on set, I abruptly said goodbye to my husband and as I was hanging up I heard him telling me not to hang up. I did hang up as I knew he was getting really uptight about this. I took a deep breath, stood up and walked out the door. I could really feel the nerves and couldn’t believe I was about to do this. As I got to set, there was a guy standing in the middle of the room getting sprayed with water to look like sweat. I took off my robe to reveal the same outfit as the previous days, and was told to stand behind him. It wasn’t bad, the shoot was me rubbing my hands over his body as well as lightly touching his dick.

When that was over I went straight back to my changing room and noticed 10 missed calls from my husband. I called him straight back and he was really angry as I didn’t answer before. I told him the phone had to be on silent and explained what I did in the shoot. Suddenly he was chilled and I told him “I never said that it would be hard porn”. We chatted for about five minutes when I was called to set again, this time it was me and the other girl doing the same thing, just her rubbing her hands up and down my body and over my boobs and lightly touching her fanny. When I got back to the changing room I again called my husband to re-assure him, this time he had chilled as he knew there was nothing to be worried about. As I sat there, I was thinking how I was dumb enough to think that this would be anything more than it is, which was backed up by 2 more shoots, one of me lying on the floor with a guy on-top of me pretending to have sex with me while another girl stood over us and watched, and the other was a bit stronger and involved me lying on a girl kissing her with our legs open while a guy knelt between our legs pretending to have sex with us. To be honest I would have done this for what we were paid the previous day. My husband stopped calling me by mid-morning.

After lunch I was called back to set and there was a sofa there with one of the guys sitting on it. We spent the next 10 minutes figuring out how I was to sit on his lap facing the camera. We managed to get a position where my feet where on the sofa either side of his legs and he supported my bum a bit while I had to go up and down as I pretended to have sex with him. They started filming upper body shots and arty movements around me. The director then told me to put his dick inside me. It hit me as “oh my fucking god” went through my head as I realised that I had to actually fuck this guy. The comment was a real surprise, I felt the blood rush from my body, my face go red and just looked at the director in shock at what he said, but he then just said “in your own time”. I didn’t know what to do, I was sort of not expecting this, but after the previous shoots, I thought that the whole thing was just going to be heavy petting and pretend sex (x-rated stuff), this was full on fucking porn, and I was expected to do it, me a married woman, who was safe in knowledge there was no sex with strangers involved.

The director said again “in your own time” and as he did I realised the pressure was now on me to do something, as everybody was looking at me waiting for me to do this. I thought I could either run crying to my changing room or just do this and fuck the guy. I slowly got into position over his lap and could feel his dick touching my fanny lips. I couldn’t look at anybody, I turned my head to aside and raised myself up a bit. I felt his dick underneath me as I took hold of it, nervously and hesitantly positioned his dick so it was touching my opening. I glanced around the room, hoping someone would stop me or say it was joke, but they just seemed to be casually waiting for me to do this. I’m not a porn actress, I’m just a housewife, how could I even think of doing this, but the pressure was on me to do this with a complete stranger. Holding back a very embarrassed giggle, all the while still looking away from everyone, I started to lower myself onto his dick, first feeling it touch my lips, then feeling the tip slightly penetrate me, waiting for someone to say stop. As I slowly lowered myself a bit more, I felt his warm dick go deeper and deeper inside me with each push down, slowly making my pussy lips wetter as I pushed him even deeper into me. I couldn’t believe I was actually doing this.

My legs were open and everyone had a full view of his dick inside me as I sat there in total shock at what I was doing. I then felt his hands go under my bum and push me up, so I slowly started to go up and down on his dick. I was trying to hold back a nervous laugh, and couldn’t bring myself to look forward, just looking to a side with my eyes closed. I could hear the crew talking giving me instructions how hard and fast to go up and down on his dick. I then heard the director ask me to look forward straight at the camera, I couldn’t do it as I was too embarrassed, but I had to when he told me again. I did it, but with my eyes closed, I couldn’t look, it was like closing my eyes made everybody not there. He asked me to open my eyes and look into the camera, I opened them but was looking down to the floor out of embarrassment. I could see all the people watching me fuck this guy from the corner of my eye. The director then told me again to look straight into the camera, and blinking nervously, I did, with quick glances left and right so I could see who was watching me. I wanted to just start giggling, I couldn’t believe I was doing the most sluttiest thing a girl do, fucking a complete stranger in a porn movie. I then saw the camera man come closer and started to film my fanny getting fucked, as my face was now out of shot, I looked to the side and closed my eyes again, but I could still sense that he was close, filming me fuck.

A few minutes later I was asked to turn around. I was so embarrassed doing this, everybody had stopped what they were doing and were watching me as the guy’s dick flopped out of me as I stood up, and turned to face him. They must have all been thinking what a slut I was, as they all knew I wasn’t a porn model, knowing that I had gone that extra mile to actually do porn just for the money, and that I would do this depraved act. I just looked down at first as I was too embarrassed to look the guy in the face, and I just held his dick and put it inside me. His dick went inside me really easily, this time going a bit deeper due to the position. They asked me to try and look back over my shoulder at them while we fucked again. A few minutes later the director asked me to go on all fours on the sofa. This was easy as I didn’t have to look at anybody in the face, I just got on all fours and let him fuck me. I felt him put his dick inside me again and started to fuck me from behind, slapping his groin against my bum. The last position was the most humiliating. The director wanted him to lay down behind me on the sofa and fuck me with my legs wide open. To get into position I had to stand up and look at everybody in the room. As I lifted my leg, he began to put his dick inside me and start fucking me again. The cameraman moved around, taking closeup shots, which was really embarrassing when I had to look him in the eye. We had to fuck like this for about 15 minutes and then they called a wrap and told me I could go back to my dressing room.

Walking back quickly but trying to make it look normal speed was like a walk of shame, knowing that I had just done full on porn, resorting to the most sluttiest level I could think of. Honestly, it was a turn on, I don’t know why but I was sort of excited to do it again. I got to my room as one of the other girls was coming out of hers, I gave her a quick nod, looked down and went into my dressing room. I shut the door and just slid to the floor with my back on the door shaking, with my hand on my mouth and heart racing. I couldn’t believe what I had just done, I was actually trembling and giggling, my emotions were everywhere. After a few minutes I looked at my phone, my husband hadn’t called and I didn’t dare call him, what the hell would I say, so I quickly switched it off. I don’t know how long I sat there, but there was a knock at my door asking me to go back on set. I took two deep breaths, got up, composed myself, opened the door and walked to the set again.

When I got there I saw the 2 other girls and 2 guys standing there. They told us that it was the last shoot and wanted us to be natural. All five of us were to just do “as we feel” and act casually. They gave us some drinks first and asked that we casually chatted to each other and in our own time, resort to sex. We stood there chatting, sipping the drinks. They were not recording sound as the director was always talking. I was talking to the guy I had just fucked and he whispered to me how brave I was to do this, as none of the other girls from the day before had the guts to do it. He then whispered that the rest of them would help make it easy for me as they knew I hadn’t done anything like this before. I giggled and looked at him with these puppy dog eyes, as he then bent forward and lightly kissed me on the neck, slowly moving his hands onto my bum. I just casually put my hands around his neck as he lightly kissed me. As he looked at me, I saw his eyes look behind me, I turned around to see what he was looking at and saw the other two girls on their knees giving the other guy a blowjob. I started to get really nervous again and looked around and at the camera, and as I did the director asked me not to look into the camera. The guy I was standing with could obviously see how nervous I was and whispered that we could just watch them. We both got down onto our knees, and I saw him hold his dick. I just sort of knelt there as he whispered that I should caress myself or gently run my hands up and down one of the girl’s back. One girl then reached back and started to caress my leg which made me flinch. The guy next to me then asked if I had been with a girl or had sex with more than one person before. I appreciated the support and realised it would be easier if I played innocent so I said that I had only had sex with one man at a time before. He smiled and told me that I was in for a surprise as the one girl turned around and told me to relax as they would all take care of me. I felt like this vulnerable, innocent newbie in amongst this depravity, with my heart racing and hands trembling.

The girl then lay me down on my back. My knees where together and sticking up, however she ran her hand up my leg and pulled one knee aside as they guy did the same, but he pushed it down so the leg on his side lay flat. She then put her face close to mine, looking into my eyes, blocking the out the view of everyone around me and then started to caress me, opening my waist coat and touching my boobs and whispered “oh my god, your heart is racing”. I then felt her hand slide down and start to caress my pussy and suddenly I lurched and took a deep breath as she put her fingers inside me. I then felt the guy kissing my inner thigh and slowly making his way to putting his tongue into my pussy. As he did I felt her sucking and caressing my boobs with her soft lips. The guy then pulled up my hips and put a cushion under my bum and carried on licking my fanny. The girl then got up and sat astride my chest and started to move her pussy towards my face. As she sat above my face, I was so nervous, I put my hands over my mouth and face so her fanny wouldn’t touch my mouth. She moved down and moved my hands away, just whispering don’t be shy and moved her fanny over my face again. I could feel her lips rubbing against my closed mouth and nose when suddenly I gasped as I felt a dick go inside me. My mouth was open as her pussy rubbed against my lips. Slowly and hesitantly, I began to nervously put my tongue out. I felt the tip of it brush against her lips as she gyrated, and as it did I just pushed my tongue against her. I heard her gasp as I started to lick her pussy as I was being fucked.

After a while she got up and I felt a dick on my mouth, I opened my eyes to realise that it was the guy I thought I was fucking. I opened my mouth and took in his dick, sucking it as the other guy fucked me. The girl that was sitting on me, had turned around and was sitting on me again but the other way round (69 position). I felt the dick pull out of my fanny and her starting to lick me. I had never been licked like this before. Her lick was so gentle, touching all the right places. She then stopped and I felt the other guy start to fuck me again. The girl got off of me and both girls sat either side of me, caressing me, while I sucked on one guy and got fucked by the other. Both the girls then started to suck on my breasts. I then got turned around onto all fours, with one girl underneath me. The guys swapped as one fucked me while the other made me suck his dick. The girl underneath me started rubbing my pussy as I was getting fucked while the other girl did something I have never done before, she started licking my bum, running up and down between the cheeks, putting her tongue in. As she did this I clenched up and started to tremble as I reached an orgasm, shaking as it happened, with more spasms as they didn’t stop, they carried on, making it all the more intense. I then felt her spit into my bum and put her finger in. My husband once tried this but I stopped him as I didn’t like it, but this for some reason felt amazing, coupled with the guy fucking me.

As he pulled out of me I felt the girl beneath me move down and start to lick my fanny. At this point the nerves hit in again, I felt his dick rub against my bum. I’d never done this before, I tried once but just the bit of the tip was too painful for me. I didn’t know what to do, it was hard to think with her licking me, and doing an amazing job. I felt the other girl push down on my back so that it arched, while he gently pushed his dick against my hole and slowly pushed himself into my bum. It didn’t hurt, so I arched my back more as he very slowly went deeper, all the while I was sucking on the other dick while the girl beneath me licked my pussy. He started to fuck my bum gently and and after a while gently pulled out. The guy in my mouth then lay down on the floor and the girls then made me sit on dick and fuck him. They moved his head to aside as one girl lay down and asked me to lick her pussy as she lay her bum beside his head. As I did I felt the other guy come up behind me and slowly put his dick back into my bum again, while the other girl sat on the face of the girl I was licking. It was weird, I was getting fucked by two guys at once. At one moment it hurt and I winced so the guy fucking my bum slowly pulled out.

We then changed positions with me riding the other guy and the other fucking my bum, but as I reached another orgasm, I just collapsed onto the floor. The others carried on a bit longer and the director called a wrap. One of the other girls helped me up and asked if I was OK and walked with me back to my dressing room. She came in and we spoke together. Apparently the others were not porn models, both girls and the two guys were married and members of the club the shoot was for. They came in last minute as a favour for the organiser. She laughed when I asked if she got paid as much as me and told me that it was her and her husband’s house we were in (the huge mansion), so they didn’t do it for the money. She invited me to come along to their next party which was at her house. I was really taken by surprise to basically learn the shoot was for an upmarket swingers club. She saw I was nervous and suggested that I come and work that evening as a hostess, basically greeting people at the door, serving drinks, etc. She said that the organiser would get in touch with me and I don’t know why, but we swapped contact details.

On the train home I remember sitting there looking around, thinking that if only these passengers knew that they were looking at a girl who had just fucked a bunch of strangers in a porn film, a married slut who would fuck for money and even let strangers do anal on her. The more I thought about it, the wetter I became, I just wanted to touch myself, reminiscing what I had just done, I could feel my knickers getting wet the more I thought of how I reluctantly did porn.

When I got home, that evening I broke it to my husband slowly, that in the afternoon there had been some penetrative sex. I didn’t want to tell him all the details as telling him that I had just had an orgy, done things with other people that I hadn’t done with him, including having sex with girls, would have destroyed him. I just said that it was with two guys on different occasions. He was very upset for a few days, but to my surprise he really perked up when he saw the money arrive in the bank, which sort of pissed me off as money made it better! After a few more days he asked to see the video, but when I spoke to the organiser who gave me a couple of dates for being a hostess, he said that it was impossible as it could get leaked and the video was only to be viewed during parties.

I’ll post about being a hostess at the parties soon….

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