A public masturbator [M] masturbated behind me [F] at a library in college

I was a 19 year old sophomore in college when this happened. It was 5 years ago, but I remember it so clearly. The university I attended was in a city and the university library was shared with the city. There were always interesting characters there and the library was always packed. I avoided it when I could, but I had gone there to concentrate. It was spring break and most students had better things to do. I felt cooped up in my studio apartment smaller than a 2 car garage. I was pleasantly surprised when I walked the 3 blocks to the libraray and there weren’t that many people there. I always thought that each level had less people than the floor beneath. I decided to go straight to the 7th floor, which was almost the top floor. I had hoped that I would get the opportunity to get a view of the university and downtown area. I did. I remember being happy to finally having a decent place to study in the library. I sat at the outer edge of the floor, facing the large windows and I had no one even near me. I loved the view.

I was writing my paper for my Moral Reasoning philosophy class and listening to music through my headphones when I heard a man sit at the table behind me. He was African American and in his 60s, if I had to guess. He said hello and I politely returned the greeting. My back was to his back and I returned to my midterm and put my headphones back on my head. This paper took about three hours to write. I’ve always been a great student and I actually enjoyed the topic of my paper. 

In between songs or when songs would get really low, I would hear this familiar sound, but I couldn’t place it for a while. At some point I realized the flapping sound was familiar. It was slower at first, but then it was faster. I heard it right behind me. I started to wonder. Started to worry. Was he doing what I was beginning to think he was? Jacking off behind me in a public library? I was afraid to turn around. What would he do if I did? What would he do if I didn’t? There were probably less than 20 people on the whole floor. I turned my music up and decided to ignore it. I was probably being paranoid. I just had a dirty mind. 

But another song passed and the fapping sound was still going and it was faster. I couldn’t deny it anymore. I was in disbelief. “Wow,” I thought, “this guy is beating off in a public library watching porn with the library wifi and he couldn’t have done it in the bathroom or in a different part of the floor, like the encyclopedia section. Really?” I don’t know how long I sat there and just listened. Frozen in shock but also curiousity? I don’t know. I finally decided to leave but I didn’t want him to know about what I thought he was doing. But I couldn’t help it. As I was packing away my laptop and school supplies, I couldn’t help but look out of the corner of my eye and I saw his dick. 

He totally was jacking off and he wasn’t facing away. He wasn’t facing the view of the city, he was facing me. I don’t know why. I was just studying. I’m pretty sure my cheeks turned bright red. I quickly finished packing up and turned to leave when he asked if I had a cigarette. I quickly said no without looking at him. Did he see me see him? Did he want me to look? I couldn’t wait for the elevator. I rushed down the stairs and walked right past the library security guard. 

I now look back at that day and think I would do things differently now, but I wonder what I would do now. How far would I take things? Sometimes I fantasize about being more bold. Bold enough to turn around and face him. Then take his cock in my mouth and finish him off. Maybe make his day. Or at least let him finish. I wonder where he was planning on cumming. On his hand? Or on me? My hair? My back? Or would he have said something for me to turn around, so he could cum on my face.

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