I like sex, who doesn’t? But I LOVE getting fucked. Absolutely getting railed, pounded and used to much that I’m getting my brains fucked out. Which is appropriate, because I become this total airhead when I’m getting fucked. Call it dick drunk, cum drunk, bimbofication, but I turn into this impressionable stupid slut.
I’m an educated woman. Went to University, have a degree, run a successful Yoga practice. But when I’m having sex – no getting fucked – I lose all sense of purpose and opinion. It’s something about being used, being this trophy fuck toy for the guy that is so…. rewarding. There’s conflicting emotions: shame and pride. I hate that I’m turning into this trophy slut, but I love it so much. It’s like a drug or high for me.
The more degrading and misogynistic the fucking, the more my mind becomes “mush”. Mush as in, impressionable, pliable, encouragable. My sexual inhibitions gone, any self worth (apart from being a slut), gone. My only role, is to serve and please him, in any fashion he wants or desires. I’m not sure how to describe it – it’s not mind control or anything. For me, when I’m getting fucked, it’s my moment of clarity. My realization that I want and need to be this sexual Stepford slut.
An example, I was with a man, and he was truly a sexual rock star. He fucked, used, pounded me into submission. We fucked well into the morning. You name it, we did it. Anal, creampie, different positions, etc… In the morning, my brain was so fucked out, that my mind was so impressionable. He could have said anything, and I would have agreed with him.
The sky isn’t blue? Whatever you say.
The Earth is flat? Sure, that makes sense.
Gravity doesn’t exist? Ok, you must be right.
Those are only examples, but you get the point. That morning, I was so well fucked, that I literally couldn’t remember my own name. Honestly, I was struggling to form coherent sentences, let alone keep a decent conversation. I became his tailored bespoke bimbo, that he literally fucked to transform.
Depending on how intense the sex was, it could take a bit for me to recover. It could be a few hours. Could take a few days. In the aftermath of that night, it took me a few days to regain my bearings. Honestly, if he wanted, he could have convinced me that I was some escort. If he fucked me over and over, and kept on reinforcing this false story of escorting, then who knows what would have happened.
I’m probably not making any sense here. I did just get fucked, so it’s hard to write a more coherent posting. So feel free to AMA to help clarify things.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/a1glp0/i_turned_into_a_stepford_slut_when_im_getting
Do you enjoy all the things these men do to you in your ‘slut’ state?
What’s the weirdest/kinkiest thing you’ve done/agreed to.
Almost sounds similar to sub space in terms of the feeling you are getting.
Real life mindbreak fetish. As a guy that loves this fetish, I’m very jealous of your husband. Very lucky, man.
I completely understand this, although unfortunately I don’t get this as intensely as you do.
Being pounded feels overwhelmingly good and I feel like I’m losing my mind. I’ll say “I can’t take it”.
And it will always be met with some response that turns me on even more like “You will take it, you little slut” or just a simple “I don’t give a fuck”. I don’t know why objectification is just so hot!
What is your opinion on group sex?
I loved reading this! I am the absolute same way!
where you located?
How do you deal with yourself after being in that state? I know that personally I begin slightly slut shaming myself (probably bc of my Catholic background)…thoughts would be nice!
And ex gf was like this. We called it getting her into the “zone”. Didnt like the taste of cum. If i got her to that dont gove a fuck zone i could do anything . Cum down her throat she would be milking it out . Its kind of like subspace
My roommate’s girlfriend forgot her own fucking name one time. I never saw his hog but it had to be impressive.
No this makes perfect sense. You’re a slut.
i loved your story and it got me so excited because im already looking forward to getting fucked hard all weekend long. i feel all tingly down there.
You sound like you’d be an amazing candidate for sexual hypnosis. i would love to have a mind like yours to play around in!
That’s a perfectly natural response when a woman comes across a real cock on a real man.
> I’m an educated woman. Went to University, have a degree, run a successful Yoga practice.
It says AMA, so I would ask if your upbringing sharply separated intellectual pursuits and passion (specifically sexuality and specifically suppressing it). Because it looks like intellect is like the titanic and when sexuality decides to become an iceburg it just sinks the ship. Are you happy with having achieved a diploma, or did you do it all according to someone else’s plan and now you’re stuck in that, becoming sexually wanton is your only real feeling of personal agency?
Hey, it said AMA.
you are fucking awesome
What sport did you play in high school?
You sound incredible. I wish we could meet because I’m the same way and would do anything…. anything!
Not a question but in my opinion, women as enlightened as you as to what you want, should be praised, not made to feel ashamed.