Originally posted this elsewhere but it got removed, so I’m hoping GWS is a better home for it.
Here’s a story about [a guy called J](https://www.reddit.com/user/deeprixx) (25M) and what is probably the most effort I’ve put in for nothing but abuse in return. Side note: I’m exploring masochism, I got hit really hard and J is kinky/mean, if that’s not your thing you may not enjoy this. I may well post more because god knows I have a few stories.
I responded to J’s ad on my local r4r sub looking for girls who got turned on at the idea of torture. Yeah, I knew what I was getting into. We met up for a casual drink so I could check he wasn’t catfishing me or a creep (he was actually weirdly shy, it was kind of sweet). We got along, and basically established next time we saw each other I’d be getting abused.
J lives with his parents, and when I’m home, so do I, so finding somewhere to hook up is a slight issue. He told me he’d have an empty house one day from 9-11 a.m., and since I’m a desperate slut I agreed to come over – sidenote, J lives ~2 hours away from me by public transport. This means on the day in question I woke up at 6.15 to leave mine by 7.30 to get to his for around 9.30; I am not a morning person, this was a big deal. Once I’d left, he told me his mum wasn’t actually gonna be going to work…no more empty house. But I was already on my way, all shaved and prepped with pretty panties, so I couldn’t cancel. J also has a big wood/park area near his house. You can guess where this is going.
So he met me at the entrance to the park. 10 a.m. and I’m wandering around some park 2 hours away with a guy I’ve only met once trying to find somewhere a little more secluded to fuck, trying not to make eye contact with dog walkers because somehow I thought they’d know what we were up to. Eventually we found a little copse of trees across a tiny creek (I genuinely told him if he was going to murder me this would be the time) and I turn to face him; he immediately pulls my top up and pinches my nipples. Hard. And then shoves his fingers in my mouth and seems pleasantly surprised when I can take most of them before I gag. That doesn’t last.
We kiss for like 20 seconds, then he starts hitting me. J hits HARD. Open palm slaps to both my tits. This is where it starts getting blurry because endorphins and whatnot. At one point he was definitely punching my tits but I’m not sure if that was later. Eventually, once they’ve started to bruise, he shoves me to my knees and pulls his cock out.
I’d love to say I gave him a blowjob, but I did not. I got facefucked. I got 6 thick inches shoved into my throat, gagged immediately, got to the point of retching, took a few second break – and repeat. I have a weirdly small mouth and not a very good gag reflex. Occasionally he’d tell me to get back up so he could hit my tits some more, a few times he hit my arse too, and several times he slapped my face (especially after I’d pulled away). My throat was sore, my knees were aching and grazed, my tits were burning. I think I was crying but it might have just been my eyes watering because, y’know, gagging. Oh and at some point whilst I standing/getting beaten, he straight up kicked me in the cunt. Kind of equal parts humiliating and painful, and yet, it made me wetter.
At some point I pulled back, half naked in the middle of the woods, face covered in tears and spit and told him I wasn’t sure how much more facefucking I could take. His response was ‘as much as I want’ followed by shoving his cock back in my mouth. My pussy clenched it was so hot.
At some point he asked me if I’d rather get fucked and I almost cried in sheer relief. He tried to fuck me standing but it didn’t quite work so I ended up on all fours – again, on the forest floor. He made me put the condom on and then went straight to fucking me. I moaned a bit and then looked up and realised I could see a dog walker through the few metres of trees in front of us so I shut up sharpish. I have no idea how long he was fucking me for but he kept alternating between shoving his fingers down my throat and choking me (yay! He’s a good choker). After a while he pulled back and muttered ‘I want to cum in your mouth’, so I turned round and opened wide for him whilst he took the condom off.
Then I wiped my face, changed into clean knickers (no.1 slut tip, always carry clean knickers), brushed the twigs/dirt off myself (I got twigs in my hair…I have no idea how), and went home. He didn’t even let me walk past his house in case his mum saw, so I had to go a different way. Talk about fuck and chuck, y’know?
I went to my friend’s after because we were going out for lunch, where I curled up on her bed and mentioned I was almost actually a little ashamed for the first time, but oh well, it was fun. Oh, and my tits kind of peeked out of top whilst we were at lunch and my friend went ‘oh my god, what happened, did he punch you in the tit or something?’
[Yeah, ‘or something’.](https://www.reddit.com/r/Spanking/comments/92mo40/f_ive_never_seen_my_tits_this_colour_before/)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9tljkz/fm_i_travelled_for_2_hours_to_get_fucked_in_a
How did you feel about feeling ashamed?