I lost my virginity and found out I am bi. [MM]

This all has happened just last night.

I am 19 years old. I have always found women to be attractive throughout my life, but ever since I reached my early teenage years, I always wondered about my sexuality. In high school, I never expressed any sort of affection towards guys because high was a cruel atmosphere, so I always sexted with people online on Omegle to flirt with, trading pics and talking to dirty to them.

Now that I am in my late teens, I felt it was time to take a jump. I didn’t want to just keep sexting people anymore, but I also was nervous, I never have been in a relationship or had sex with anyone before so I was very uncomfortable with meeting someone to even cuddle with. Nevertheless, I decided to give everything a try. I made an account on Grindr to see options nearby and I was flooded with interested people, but I didn’t want to meet sex crazed guys, I wanted to meet someone I could build a connection with, although I stated in bio a relationship or sex was not for me RN.

It was just sexting back and forth between all kinds of people until a guy one year older than me messaged me: let’s call him Cody. Cody is not a student, but a maintenance worker who is four inches shorter than me and weighs 115 lbs. I on the other hand am 185 lbs; I have been slim much of my life, but I had stopped exercising, liked food too much and gained weight. TBH, my weight gain turned me on, because I wanted someone to admire my curves, love handles and wider ass.

Anywho, after sharing some of our interests, he asks me for some nudes, which I gladly oblige since I have been sending nudes to guys all the time. Out of pure horniness, I surprised and asked him when he could meet me. Initially, we were going to meet interested on the nearest weekend, but I was too horny and I wanted to meet him Wednesday. Ultimately, it was decided that we meet Friday, or yesterday at 7:30pm.

Leading up to our meeting, I was apprehensive as fuck, because I never had sex or a relationship with someone, let alone any romantic contact with anyone. I told that I would be to awkward or he would leave disappointed, but he reassured me, saying he would not want to meet me if he knew I would disappoint him. I was still nervous, but I had guy feeling I would regret this if I rejected him now. I told him to meet me outside my dorm.

When we met by his car, he was exactly what his bio stated, 5’6, 115′. I was very nervous, but because he was very experienced with inexperienced guys like me, he broke the ice by telling me all about him, his views and interests. I was fine with this, until we sat on the bed and he asked me what I should try with him. I was still nervous af. Considering I had no romantic or sexual experiences prior, I did not know what to do, but I wanted to try, after all he said to think of new experiences positively.

I first asked him to caress my torso, which he did. For 5 minutes, I thought we were not getting anywhere, I was still nervous and believed I was to heterosexual to be doing something silly. The one game changer of the night though was the boner I got three minutes later. After a few minutes of sitting there with him awkwardly caressing me, I asked him to take his shirt off, which he did. Boy was he attractive underneath, he was very toned and muscular, as he stated before. After a few minutes of him caressing me, I initiated the kiss. The kiss did not feel like I passionate kiss at first, mainly because before that point, I associated all my kisses with parents. Nonetheless, I enjoyed it. As we continued caressing we began to kiss more and more, until I was aroused enough so that I suggested we change positions. I told him to lie down, I got on top of him (no anal) and we shared longer, more passionate kisses. It was clear at this point I was no longer nervous, but falling in love.

Next thing you know, we took our pants off and kept making out as he caressed my body. He apologized for touching my ass a feel times, but since I liked it. I pulled off my underwear revealing my fat round ass and he removed his underwear as well. Us still making out in the same position. We lied next to each other with our legs intertwined, embracing each other tightly, and having an overall good time. At one point, we sat up and he sucked and kissed on my neck as he held me in his arms, finding my errogeneneous spot and making me cum. I was so aroused thanking him for giving me everything he had, but he reminded me that I have not seen the best of him and I had to enjoy one more thing: his penis. At this point, completely nervous with no fears,I told I wanted anal. He complemented me on my nice big ass, applied lube, and he entered me. At first, it was a tight and unpleasant experience even with the lube, and I questioned if we could do it tonight. Nonetheless, he persisted, kept the lube coming and we had hot sex lying groundhog style. The sex got easier for us as my anal cavity became more accustomed. It was undescribable and intimate for to explain, but these were some of the best sensations I experienced in my life.

After out sex, we continued to caress and fondle one another while sharing long passionate kisses and short silly kisses with each other. It was obvious at this point that not only did we love each other’s bodies (I loved his muscles and he loved my belly, love handles and chubby ass), but we fell in love with each other. I couldn’t help but fall for Cody’s kindness and patience in dealing with me, and it flattered me when he told I am to nice and gentle to live without someone’s love and kindness. We embraced until at some point, we checked the time and I told him we needed to stop. We got off the bed, but I clearly didn’t want to stop loving him and vice versa. We probably shared dozens of kisses as we stood in front of each other, feeling our bodies all the way down. He loved to caress and squeeze my fat ass and I told him he could play around with it as much as he desired. He embraced me from behind, kissing my neck as he fucked me, and we shared a dozen more short and sweet kisses before we dressed up to leave my dorm.

Going back to Cody’s car, being midnight at this poiny, I thanked him for everything, for giving me one of the best nights of my life. We were both aware that this would not happen again soon, but I left him know that there would be a next time. As he took off, I walked back in my dorm tired but glad that I didn’t back out. I thought this would just be a night, but I instead found out that not only was sex was good, but that I liked as much, maybe even more so, than women and I was cool with that. :)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9ru1he/i_lost_my_virginity_and_found_out_i_am_bi_mm