35/M. I was reading through these posts and my mind started wandering. I was going through my sexual rolodex and the woman who brought out my inner sex demon.
**FYI. Kinda long**
I was 24 or 25, she was 21 maybe. We were very attracted to each other. I was socially awkward, with very little experience in dating, sex or anything romantic. Since I didn’t know how to be in a relationship, or knew any rules of dating, I sorts just winged it.
One day we were cuddling in my bed. We hadn’t had sex yet, so this was very exciting. Our kissing started gentle, but escalated quickly to eating each other’s faces. We didn’t know how to kiss. We just rammed our tongues into each other’s mouths untill we started feeling good about it.
The topic of sex comes up, and she dropped the hammer. She’s a virgin. She’s never had sex, but wanted her first time to be with me.
I remember feeling like a piece of shit. I realized that I didn’t wanna be her first. I tip-toed around the subject untill she got the hint. We actually ended it that day. She was hesitant to leave. I remember she asked me if this is what I really wanted. She finally left, after standing at my door for a good 2 mins staring at me.
Fast forward two weeks. I get a message from her. She tells me she had basketball tickets and needed to get rid of them. They were expensive, but I told her I’ll try. I messaged a few people, but no luck. I went back to her with the bad news. I was also curious how she got these expensive tickets. She told me what happened.
After her and I ended things, she found another guy. Things escalated quick, and she lost her virginity to him. She thought things were good. His birthday came up, so as a surprise, she got him these expensive tickets. He broke up with her a few days before his bday.
We chatted some more and things (obviously) started getting sexual. I told her I still didn’t wanna be in a relationship but lets keep things casual. I had to reassure her that I didn’t think she was a slut or feel like a piece of meat. We started talking about our kinks. Online porn and my own imagination made for lots of solo fun, but I’ve never tried any kinky stuff in bed. She was down!
I don’t know how the stars aligned, and how I didn’t cum quickly, but that day I felt like Brad Pitt and George Clooney’s love child. Confident, focused, lots of eye-contact and my dick did not quit! I was in full control of myself and I must’ve tried every position, every nasty thing I’ve learned from watching porn. Ofcourse, like most porn, I finished on her face.
That day, all sorts of doors and windows opened up in my brain. It was magical. We continued this on and off for a few years, untill she found a nice guy and got married. I remember seeing a picture of the two of them. He looked like me.
Thanks for reading :). Hoping you guys can share some of your stories.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9qpoea/the_woman_that_brought_out_my_inner_savage