The time I [F] went to a hotel with a stranger

First post! I’m sure there will be others. I posted in r/SluttyConfessions yesterday, but there are many more people here.

This was about six years ago. I was 18 at the time, but I had spent several years trolling chat rooms on Yahoo and I had a fantasy of meeting an older guy. I had a boyfriend at the time, but we only saw each other on the weekends and I knew he had a trip coming up.

At the time Craigslist was big, so I found a casual encounters post that appealed to me. It was an older guy looking for a younger girl for a one night stand. His post said he was in from out of town and I liked that because I’d never see him again. It wasn’t offering money and I wasn’t looking for any, I wanted to see if I could do this, if I could push myself.

I told him I was 22, and we exchanged pictures. He was stocky and a little heavyset but really confident in his posts. He wanted a night of fucking after drinks at the bar, so I had to get my fake ID out and hope it passed; I looked my age, I wasn’t sure if it would work.

At the bar we talked and he was really domineering and possessive, which I found myself liking. I could tell he really didn’t care about anything but fucking me, he didn’t pay attention to my stories or care what I was majoring in or anything. He just wanted to get me a little drunk, and I obliged.

We went up to his room about an hour later. As soon as we were there, he pushed me against a wall and started kissing me. We hadn’t laid out any ground rules or boundaries, which I realized was a mistake, but I went with it. He unzipped my dress while we kissed and I kind of just shrugged it off. I have little tits (32A), I’m all ass and no tits, so I hadn’t worn a bra.

He unzipped his pants and I got down on my knees. It wasn’t the biggest cock in the world but it was a stranger’s cock, and that made it hotter, if that makes sense. I sucked him and he was very aggressive…it was more like a face fucking than me serving him. I liked that, too. I liked that what was happening wasn’t really my choice, it was what he was deciding to do.

We fucked on the bed. There wasn’t really any foreplay for me. I started on all fours and then he flipped me. I’m about 5’3″, 135 lbs., and I always am a little paranoid about my weight. He at one point said that if I lost fifteen pounds I’d actually be really hot, which I didn’t quite know how to take. He was inside me when he said it.

I didn’t cum, but I masturbated in the shower I took afterwards. It was really intense, being just used like that. I hadn’t given my real name, for obvious reasons, and to hear him call me the fake name was sexy in a really depersonalizing way. It was like I was this superhero, this other name, this girl who could go through with anything.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9lf0xr/the_time_i_f_went_to_a_hotel_with_a_stranger