Travelling abroad to be used by Sir [MF]

TL;DR: On Monday I’m travelling abroad to meet my Sir. Well, more like: to be used by my Sir. It will be three days of being his fucktoy and exploring my repressed kinks. Follow up posts might come.

We met on an online dating site only a month ago (I know, I know, I’ll be careful – but I trust him). The conversation started all polite and “get to know-y” but his profile literally read “BDSM” and I wasn’t exactly unaware, so the topic quickly shifted. I was unsure of exactly what I wanted or what my kinks meant but every scenario he spelled out turned me on in ways I hadn’t been before. I wanted him to do all of this to me, I want to obey and be used by my Sir like the good slut I truly am.

A little backstory about myself: I’m not a spontaneous person at all and I’ve rarely taken risks. Although, I’ve met guys from the internet in real life before this will probably the craziest thing I’ve ever done. My sexual and general life has generally been very safe and very vanilla. I’m introverted and quite timid so a lot of people tend to think I’m a very innocent person, I’ve even had friends tell me they were legitimately surprised I was sexual at all.
However this is far from the truth, I’ve had a very high sex drive since a young age. I’m horny all the time and as mentioned, I have an untouched kinky side. I never acted on my desires or explored them because I’ve been unable to and, you know, because of “The Shame™”. I also don’t really know how to approach people in real life and my social anxiety doesn’t exactly help either (fuck, my anxiety usually completely screws over the exhibitionist in me and further fueled The Shame™). Not to mention my natural submissiveness, I just don’t take initiative.I can count how many people I’ve fucked so far on one hand, and most of them are exes. Oh, and before I met Sir the only people who had nudes of me were these exes.

Over the course of a few days chatting, my Sir poked holes in me and opened me up. He made me do tasks for him, and I loved to do them. For instance, taking my panties off in the middle of my work shift and then show him. This was a huge turn on, my work pants were completely stained, I was surprised the wetness didn’t show through. This account was actually his idea, and will be a great way for me to express my “inner slut” (under his supervision of course). I don’t feel ashamed of my desires anymore.

Anyway, eventually he suggested to meet, to make all his previous written scenarios become a reality. Of course I couldn’t say no. I craved him and I was happy he asked, that he wanted to use me and teach me. A date was set for this coming Monday to Wednesday night.

My anxiety is screaming but for once in my life I’m ignoring it. I don’t care if I’ll stumble in my own words or stutter or embarrass myself somehow. I want this so badly. I want my Sir and his gorgeous cock so badly. When I travel back home I hope to leave a bruised and used and happy slut. I feel very lucky to have met someone like Sir to show me the ropes (no pun intended).

As mentioned, Sir suggested me to write follow up posts to describe the things we will eventually do and hopefully, we’ll have some photo or video evidence to share as the days go on.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8q0dq0/travelling_abroad_to_be_used_by_sir_mf