Hopefully you know the start of this story, but there was some stuff that really went down since I last posted.
Just to let everyone know, it’s over between Brian and I. Definitely over. I feel really used.
I was hanging out with Brian and his friends the other night at his friends house. It was pretty obvious that they all knew about our arrangement that we have been having the last few weeks. We were all getting drinks and after a while Brian asked me if I was interested in any of his friends. He has a few cute friends so I told him which ones.
The night was getting on and Brian was getting touchy, I’ll admit I was starting to get a little horny from him grabbing my thighs. The host of the party really abruptly said to everyone that the party was over and pretty much everyone left but a few close friends who I think were staying there the night. The host asked us to stay as well if we wanted to as we were in no shape for driving. Being very courteous, the host said we could use his room.
Brian and I went to the room and immediately started undressing. Things were just heating up and he said “hey, do you want Tom – the host to join us – “ feeling really horny I said sure. So Brian left and I started rubbing my pussy waiting for what was coming. Tom came in like an eager kid, and Brian said “you can do whatever you want with her”. Tom wasn’t very gentle, he just rammed his cock first inside my mouth and then shoved 3 fingers inside my pussy. He started talking really dirty to me telling me that I was a slut and that I needed to be treated like one. It was kinda hot but I was starting to feel a little weird. I looked to Brian and he said “fuck him baby”.
Brian left the room and Tom grabbed my hair from behind and started slamming his dick as hard and fast as possible. He whispered in my ear “you like having people watch us fuck” and I turned around to see a few people in the room.
He took his dick out and shoved it back in my mouth. It wasn’t the biggest dick but it was wide. Suddenly I felt some hands stretching my ass cheeks and I turned around and one of Brian’s other friends started fucking me.
At one point of the night I had a dick in both hands, one in my mouth, one in my ass, and one in my pussy, and both of my tits were being squeezed. A part of me felt really sexy and it made me know what it felt like to have every single part of my body being used. There was definitely a lot of pain involved sometimes. One guy had a huge dick and when he put his dick in my mouth I could barely breathe and I thought I would choke. One guy loved the idea of going back and forth from my ass to my pussy. Another guy was really quiet, it seemed like he was having a bit of trouble cumming, (I think he was self conscious of his body) and another one just wanted me to suck his dick even though I really did want to feel him inside of me – he was really the sexy guy out of the bunch. 5 of Brian’s friends fucked me that night. 2 came in my mouth, 1 in my ass, and 2 in my pussy. Of course Brian again didn’t fuck me. But this is where it got really bad.
As the last guy was fucking me, he turned to Brian and said “how much more to cum in her pussy”. Another one of his friends said “$10 extra – just fucking cum in her”. Moments later he came, and I just layed there naked and kinda cold inside. A bunch of guys just had their hands and bodies and dicks everywhere in every part of my body but the thing that made me feel the worst that it became obvious that Brian was getting money from all these guys fucking me.
I went to the bathroom to cry and after a while came back. One of his friends was outside and he came over to me and said “you wanna suck my dick again, but this time let’s make it free”. I was curious to know what sort of a deal it was and basically Brian had been pimping me out $10 for a blowjob, $20 to cum in my mouth, $30 to cum in my pussy and $40 to cum in my ass.
As soon as I could I left the party, and told Brian to leave me alone.
I called up Josh last night, and I told him something really bad happened but I can’t tell him what. This hurts so much. I really do love Josh, even though he cheated on me. I want him back. I want him to hold me tightly, to make everything better. I don’t think he will have me back. I’m pretty sure he knows what I’ve been doing.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8eib29/f_awakening_of_a_church_gal_second_part
I’m really torn, should I come clean to josh? He’s my first love. I think josh will hate me and not talk to me again.
Own it. Let this experience empower you. Those guys would do anything to have fun like that with you again. Look at some of the posts in /r/stupidslutsclub you have no reason to feel ashamed.
Apart from the fact that the guy treated you like he owns you…
I would call it quits and leave that town… an if Brain bothers you, call the cops!
I have to ask, how would you feel if Brian hadn’t pimped you out? What he did was disgusting because it was without your knowledge.
I’d move on from Brian and Josh…and find someone who appreciates you no matter what.
Came for sexy stories, leaving feeling bummed. None of this sounds legal or consensual to me. Be smart, be safe, and take care of your mental health as I’ve heard stuff like this can cause relationship and emotional issues down the road.