Hey everyone. I’m new here, and I’ve spent the better part of the day reading these stories, some of which relate the story I’m about to tell you.
Now, From the title you can see, I think I’m starting to become obsessed with this girl, unfortunately, or maybe fortunately for some, being attracted to this girl at all is considered taboo, because she’s my cousin. This all happened very recently, like within the last 2 years recent, and I don’t know how to put this into words but I have to get it off my chest in a place where people will listen and maybe even care. I don’t have much to say, so I’ll just get to it.
There was a night where my cousin and I were hanging out, as we usually do. We grew up together so we’re very close. Anyway when we were hanging out, we were showing each other these memes or funny videos we’ve found, just goofing around and having fun. Well, when she handed me her phone to look at a meme, I swiped right, and saw a few of her nudes. She was so embarrassed, I didn’t think a person could turn that shade of red. The thing is, I wasn’t embarrassed at all. I told her it was okay and it’s nothing to worry about. After I tried to move on from it, she started asking me questions. Questions like ‘so you didn’t mind seeing me naked?’, and ‘doesn’t it bother you that we’re related?’, to which I replied no, not really. After telling her that she seemed to be less embarrassed, and more okay with it.
Fast forward to about 2 weeks ago. I messaged her, when I probably shouldn’t have. Over the past few months, she’s all I’ve been thinking about. Every day. And the more I think about her, the more bad thoughts creep into my head. Taboo thoughts. So, I messaged her, and brought up the pictures I had seen, to which she laughed, again not seeming to be bothered by it. This time, however, I told her that I like them. A lot. Maybe a little too much, and I asked to see more. 2 days went by before I got a response. She said that she doesn’t know if sending me pictures would be the best idea, and I replied saying that I know it feels wrong, but neither of us mind. We talked for a good 3 hours, and came to the conclusion that now wasn’t the best time, but soon. Mind you, this was 2 weeks ago. Since then, I haven’t been able to think about anything other than her. I find her more and more attractive every single day, and I think about doing more and more taboo things with her every day. Hell, I don’t even watch porn anymore. I don’t think this is healthy, but I don’t want to stop either, I want to see where this goes. If anyone reads this and actually cares, I’ll be posting updates as soon as they happen. Just remember this is still a very new development.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/8cshfq/i_think_imm_obsessed