How did we get here…again

I’m sitting at the bar; leaning over to tell the bartender what I want when a man walking in catches my eye. He’s dressed in a navy suit, crisp white shirt opened at the collar. I finish my order and sit back down on the highback stool, looking around for him. I spot him at the far end of the bar, a whiskey in his hand. He tips the glass and I watch his throat and Adam’s apple bob as he swallows. His hair is perfectly messy and he has just the right amount of stubble. The kind of stubble that you feel the next day.

A woman in a short dress, large breasts and a beautiful face walks up to him. She leans into him, whispering in his ear. She touches his forearm and purposefully let’s her breasts rub against him. They whisper back and forth for a few minutes as I watch.

“Excuse me Miss, anyone sitting here?”

I stop staring, blink and turn my head. I see an equally handsome man looking at me and pointing to the stool next to me.

“No one, umm seats open.”

I shrug and open my palm towards the seat. He sits and orders a drink for himself and asks if I would like one also. I’m still on my first drink so I decline his offer. My gaze goes back to the man in the suit in the corner. The woman is now sitting closer, their heads bent together as they whisper.

The man to my left touches my arm and I turn my head to see his head crooked to the side. I pay more attention to him this time. He has beautiful eyes that are looking directly into mine, a look of curiosity on his face.

“Hey, have you been here before?”

I smile at his line,

“No, first time actually. You?”

I’m drawn to his eyes, I like the way he looks directly at me. His eyes don’t wander over my body or around the bar.

“Yeah, I’ve been here a few times. I uh don’t want to seem too forward, but what’s a gorgeous girl like you doing in here alone?”

I smile and sit a little closer. I bite my lip,

“I’m gorgeous huh?”

He takes a sip of his drink and winks,

“Ha yeah, you hadn’t noticed that before? All these men staring at you. I saw you when I walked in, leaning your ass up to tell the bartender your order.”

He leans into me and his hand brushes me knee. I pretend not to notice as my heart is beating like a drum in my chest. He stares into my eyes as his hand slowly runs up my thigh. My panties are getting wet and I glance over to the the suit guy one more time and see him lift his head and meet my gaze.

The Suit abrubtly stands and I can see that the woman next to him has been turning him on. She looks up at him, confused. I watch as she asks him if he is alright and what is going on. He ignores her hands on him and walks toward me, his eyes never leaving mine.

“Do you know him or something?”

The guy to my left asks as The Suit stalks towards us. The Suit and I are face to face, my new friend’s hand still on my thigh. We stare at each other, not knowing what to say.

“Hey man, do you know her or something? We were have a perfectly good time over here till you walked up.”

I see The Suit’s fists clinch and his jaw tick as he tries to remain calm. For the first time, the two men lock eyes.

“Yeah, MAN, everything is great.”

I’m not sure what to think or do, I feel like my heart is going to beat out of my chest.

“Please calm down, we don’t need to make a scene in here.”

The two men haven’t moved; I put my hand on The Suit’s chest and push,

“We can get out of here and talk, please just don’t do this here.”

I beg as I get to my feet and grab my purse. I grab The Suit’s hand and pull. At first he doesn’t move, just stares at the other man.

“You’ll talk to me? We can leave and you will talk to me.”

“Yes.” I hiss and pull his hand again.

We walk outside and turn to face each other. He runs his hands through his hair and holds his hands up at me,

“What were you doing in there? Talking to that guy, letting him touch you?”

“God! Can’t you stop! We aren’t together anymore. I thought you understood that. We aren’t good together. Please. Stop.”

I’m trying to remain calm, while my insides are shaking.

“Get in the car, let’s go to my place or yours and talk…Please.”

He grabs my arm and yanks. My new friend from the bar walks out and looks at us,

“Everything alright here? You don’t have to take this from him. Let me help you.”

He’s looking at me, his eyes saying to trust him even though we just met.

“I…I…” I look back and forth between the two men. I know what will happen if I go back inside, but I also know what will happen if I get in the car with him.

“I’m fine, he’s fine. It’s just really complicated and he just wants to talk. I’m okay, really. I promise.” I lie through my teeth.

“Are you sure? I will help you. No questions.”

“No! It’s really fine. Thank you.” I push my hands between the two men and eventually he walks off.

I turn to see The Suit fuming. He grabs my upper arm and half drags me to the back parking lot. He stops and pushes me up against a brick wall, my front is to the wall and my hair is tangled up in his fist.

“You wanted to fuck him didn’t you? You were going to let that fucking pussy take what’s mine. You were going to get on your knees and beg him to fuck you, bend over for him and let him fuck this tight little pussy weren’t you!”

The suit growl into my ear, winding my hair deeper into his fist. Tears prick my eyes as he pulls my head back, making me arch my back.

“No, I wasn’t. We were just talking. You were talking to another woman anyway, why do you care? Like I said before, we aren’t together anymore. This isn’t normal, we aren’t normal together. Just stop. Let me go.”

He pushes my face into the brick wall and gets close to my ear again,

“I won’t stop, I’ll never stop. You are mine. You belong to me. That whore in there meant nothing. This hard on is for you and you only. I wouldn’t let that girl get anywhere near my cock. I got hard knowing you were in there, you didn’t think I noticed you. You kept looking over at me. You want this. Stop lying.”

He yanks my head back hard to reiterate his words. I want to scream, but my own fucked up heart and brain tell me not to. We’ve been here before, just like this. I want it to stop, but I can’t. I’m so torn.

“I know you want me, I know your pussy is wet right now. Don’t deny it. I know you better than anyone else; you can be honest with me. Be honest with yourself.”

His words are breaking me down, how do I fall for this everytime. The worst part, is that it’s true. I do want him. I want him wild and raw like this. I want him to yank my panties down and fuck me like an animal in this parking lot.

“Why are you doing this?” I ask.

“Why can’t you see how good we are together?”

He pushes is hard cock onto my ass, grinding his hips. He inches my short dress up and pulls my panties to the side as he slides two fingers into my pussy. Feeling the evidence of my lies.

“This is for me isn’t it? Not for that fucking prick in there, but ME. You want this hard cock to fuck your wet little cunt, don’t you baby. Just say yes, and I’ll fuck you. It’ll be amazing I promise. I’ve never lied to you.”

He tells me as he moves his fingers in and out of my pussy. It feels so good, too good, and I let myself sink into the pleasure. I close my eyes for second and lean my forehead into the bricks. He would stop right now if I screamed, and not because someone would hear and force him to stop. No he would stop because in our fucked up world, he loves me.

“Yes…please.”

I hate myself in that moment, hate that I can’t control myself around this man.

He pulls his fingers out and turns me to face him. Reaching between our bodies, he rips my panties off and stuffs them into his pocket.

“Kneel baby, on your knees. Do it if you want me to fuck you.”

I kneel, and make quick work on his buckle, and pants. Releasing his cock from the strangle hold his boxer briefs had him in, he sighs as I pump my hand and take his length into my mouth. The gravel is biting into my knees, but I couldn’t care less. I need his cock like I need my next breath. He does this to me, he makes me crazy.

“Fuck, so fucking good. Your mouth is heaven baby.”

I moan and take his cock deeper into my throat, but he yanks my head back and helps me to my feet.

I look him dead in the eyes and say,

“This is the last fucking time we do this. No more, this isn’t right.”

We both know I’m lying as he lifts me and puts my legs around waist. He slides into me without any warning and I moan in ecstasy at being instantly full.

“I know baby, you said that last time. It’ll be different this time, I swear. I will be different.”

He pushes the hair from my face and kisses me as he thrusts in again. His cock is slowly pumping in and out of me, no one has ever fucked me like he does.

“That’s is baby, let go. Let me love you.”

Our teeth clash together as we kiss, there is no dancing of tongues or savoring of flavor here. Just hunger. He lifts me up a little higher and pounds into me, my back is getting scratched up from the bricks. I kiss him back, biting and tugging his lower lip till I taste blood. He hisses and fucks me harder. The backs of my thighs rub the zipper of his open pants and I scratch at the exposed skin of his neck. He groans in my ear as I tilt my head back and scream,

“Yes, baby! Fuck me harder! I’m going to cum!”

He pushes me up again, and pinches my nipple through my dress as I cum around his cock. My pussy spasms and my cum drips down his balls as he keeps pounding into me.

“Fuck, that’s it. Your mine!”

He growls in my ear as he cums inside me.

He leans his forehead on the bricks, still holding me in place as we catch our breath. Breathing heavily, he slides me down his body and helps me right my clothes before fixing his own.

“Nothing compares to you, I need you. We need each other. Can’t you see that? Have you ever had that with anyone else?”

I haven’t, never in my life before him or after him. In these moments I forget why we can’t be together. Why we can’t be a normal couple.

He grabs my hand and leads me to his car, opens my door and helps me inside.

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