I decided to write this up because the pinned one in r/virginityexchange made me push myself out of my comfort zone. I like to hit reddit random and I found the subreddit by accident. Really told me I wasn’t alone. I read a bunch of posts and posted a few myself but deleted them due to using the account to contact folks and didn’t want the ‘secret’ out. I am one of the most awkward people you’ve ever met and probably somewhere on the spectrum but was born 10 years too early to get any real help when it could have helped. Follow this up with some terrible sex ed I was terrified of sex and was told no sex before marriage and all that jazz when you have a conservative school board. College was confusing and I missed several opportunities. Now a decade out of college I feel gross and alone and literally given up the last few years. Cried myself to sleep on NYE with the promise I needed to make a better effort in 2018. Well 16 days in was well before I thought possible and I still have some dates this week. One simple rule to follow too; make HER say no. I am so worried about the rejection I refuse to put myself in danger. Well my back is sore two days later.
I was browsing RAOBJ filtered down to my city and noticed a F4M post. Turns out that she likes to post naked pictures of herself so I started to message her. We hit it off as best as you can over messaging. We both could lose some weight and was joking on how amazing pizza is. I eat like one a month so I took a picture of it and she said it was orgasmic looking. I have no idea how to ask ‘hey wanna come over and fuck?’ so things stagnated. She mentioned she was horny and I pretty much said well I can help you with that. After not pressuring her for the month she actually thought I didn’t want to seal the deal. Well two days later we had pizza tonight.
I got off from work and grabbed a take and bake pizza on the way home. I had a half hour head start on her so I got the dishes put away and preheated the oven. I see a strange car driving slowly through the kitchen window so I send her a message to help guide her way in. We make small talk while the pizza is cooking about slow cookers, food savers and how our day was. We enjoyed some pizza around the kitchen island. I hide the leftover pizza away from the cat and start to awkwardly approach. After probably 5 minutes I make a joke of I have no idea how to start the next part. She pulls me in and we start making out.
I haven’t kissed anyone in a very long time so it was a very interesting taste and feeling. She almost immediately goes full tongue and it was fun playing back and forth several times and then she bit my lip. Fantastic. I bite back and she gives off a little growl. I kissed her neck a couple times and smelt some wonderful lavender flavor. We scratched each other’s backs with our nails and she starts to direct my hand towards her breast. Surprisingly soft and full. The nipple is rough and wonderful. I give a little squeeze and she gave a pleasant response back. My hand started to head towards the pants and I find this warm most spot and start rubbing. Pleasant moaning and her body pressing up against me get me excited. I went back for her breast for a bit. My hand starts to shift south again and this time she helps me to go into her pants. I was a bit dumbfounded as I couldn’t find the warm moist spot that was there through the pants. She pulls my hand back as I find out in a moment that I overshot. I instantly find this canyon that is dripping wet. We are doing this standing up so all the layout stuff that I had floating around in my head was off. I come across this hard nodule and I get an instant moan. She really like when I went hard towards the nipples and within a few seconds she directed me to be more gentle. I finger her for a while feeling her pressure build up as our bodies rocked together. When I pull out I go to lick to get a preview taste but instead she licks them. During this process we haven’t stopped kissing and It is amazing. We probably made out for 30 minutes in the dining room before moving up to the bedroom.
We started to lose some clothes and I finally get to lick, kiss and bite her nipple. We continue to pet heavily standing up. Kinda getting a feel of the landscape beyond the clit but could not find the vagina for the life of me. She sits me down on the bed which is the perfect height and I continue using my mouth on one and my hand on the other. The other hand is gripping her back and pulling her in. She stops and we lay together starting to make out again. I totally thought there was a better place for my hand. She was already wet before but now even more. So warm and amazing. I can get a ton better position with her and I can feel her pulse and grow around my fingers. As we are making out I give some good steady pulses on the clit and she continues to moan. After a couple minutes she starts to push back and sit up. She goes in for a blow job and my hand sneaks towards my mouth to taste her juices on my fingers. Strange, not flavor I can’t place but not revolting. My penis after a couple attempts during the down stairs fun never got anywhere remotely close to erect. I enjoy her feeling around me as she made an effort to calm the nerves.
She lays on top of me and starts grinding me against her while we are making out. I’ve never been able to masturbate via just a hand job. I need to get the hips and the balls rubbing against something to make me erupt. I am feeling almost nothing as she is on top of me so I ask let me be top. Finally there is the beautiful vulva staring back at me. I had told her that I really wanted to play with her before the encounter. I have wanted to put my lips on a clit since the Clinton administration so I enter. My tongue pulsed against her clit and the flavor was much stronger. I knew that I was done with the tongue so I swapped to my hands instead so the mouth could find the breasts. I originally started my fingers on the clit but they had one job to find the vagina. My fingers finally find it. The entire area is far smaller than I’d imagined all these years and wondered how a baby could possibly fit. I always imagined that the vagina is this hard muscle that is hard to get anything in but my finger slide in easily. The outside entrance was small and my fingers slide in. I find it incredibly warm and moist with almost no resistance. It is shocking how pronounced the pubic bone is so I started to feel behind it and rubbing. She gives a fantastic response back so why stop? I was using my fingers inside and my thumb on the clit. The vagina starts to pulsate around me and it feels amazing to be causing someone pleasure at this magnitude. I start to get the best erection yet from her moans so I go for penetration. It goes really poorly. The squeeze and the warmth is better than any toy I ever spent money on. I never really get erect, fall out a couple times and attempt to have an orgasm with her for a couple minutes. The feeling of her legs pulling me in was amazing. I really started to sweat from the physical activity and tried one more rapid pulse. I don’t think I orgasmed but fuck it was great.
I rub my hands against her legs and we kiss some more. She starts to get giggly as she said she does after an orgasm and we start getting dressed again. I comment how hard it was to get the bra off. She comments that I’m cute and she had fun which has done amazing things to my self-confidence. My lips are bruised and I don’t want to wash my hand. It was a very good pizza.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7rad5h/mf_virgin_at_34_no_more
Good for you! You weren’t selfish and she had a good time, strong chance she’ll come back again. You might want to try a cockring to help with the erections. They come in different sizes, and it’s something you can play with on your own to decide if it is right for you. I know some people that swear by them, and others that say it is too uncomfortable.
Hardy congrats from a fellow late bloomer. As far as the nerves go forget the cocking–that’d be hella awkward. “Excuse me while I put my cock ring on.” Just get a scrip for viagra from your doc, cut that shit in half or thirds, and take one a half hr before go time. She’ll think you’re a stud and you shouldn’t need it a second time.
good read. Had similar experience as my 1st time @28. The in/out game went for 3 + 3 hours. We had to pick up her flat mate in the middle. It took some weeks until I could come from fucking. Google “dead grip syndrom”
I hope you got some more game meanwhile.