[F]irst time posting – I accidentally fucked my off-limits housemate. [FM]

I’ve never written up a true story before so tips are appreciated but gently haha sorry. Little nervous. There’s more to this but as it was getting a bit long, I thought I would split it into parts. This is all recent within the last few months. Hopefully you want to read more so I’ll keep writing.
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Part 1

I recently moved within the last year, moving in with a friend of mine and one of his friends. I’m the only girl living in this house with my two housemates and we all get along well. My friend Nick needed another housemate and since I needed a place to live, I seemed like the perfect fit. We’ve been friends for over two years, so we decided to go for it. His other housemate being a friend he’d made at work named Sammy. I later also got a job at this establishment so we all work together. We have a small three-bedroom house with all the rooms next to each other, and a lovely pet cat to top of this house. It was ideal.
Conveniently we’re all gamers so we spend our evenings when we’re not at work gaming and getting high. Mostly just chilling.
Early on, me and Sammy integrated to his room to game because he had a desktop and it was the warmest room in the house. Mostly we would watch movies together or game. Our friendship grew quickly as I’m a very open person to people and don’t have a lot of conversations I’m not willing to partake in. Within the first two months I had found out Sammy hadn’t gotten laid in over a year and I made him a joke promise that I would get him laid by the end of the year. (2017) I had been a wing woman for our housemate Nick in the past before he met his girlfriend and gotten him an in with girls he was interested in, so I was confident in my ability to help him.
I’m a very affectionate girl and love hugs and cuddles so naturally me and Sammy cuddled whenever I was lonely or sad or just needed a hug. Sammy is nearly exactly ten years older than me. Sammy being 34 and me being 24. He is only slightly taller than me but secretly muscular due to his job description. Rough but experienced hands. Honestly… I have a bit of a daddy complex, so all the properly innocent cuddles gave me not so very innocent thoughts after a while. I’m 5’7 with white dyed hair and DD cup size. My best physical feature probably being my ass as it is pretty “thicc”. I’m a little alternative and have a lot of piercings. One of them being my left nipple.
We got along very well and there was a clear electricity whenever we touched. Basically, so many reasons to fuck, our rooms were next door. We were both attracted to each other, but it wasn’t an option. Sammy was my housemate and that could create complications in our living arrangements and with our other housemate. Silent agreement not to do anything was set in motion when we moved in together however we didn’t exactly abide to it.

One night, possibly about a month ago. We had gotten very high and were watching YouTube videos and Sammy would rub my arms and legs absentmindedly whilst we were watching some sort of video or movie on his bed. The door always open because we weren’t doing anything inappropriate. Sometimes we would chat. This time though, I was lying in his lap with my eyes closed as he was absentmindedly playing with my hair. He did this over some time, I remember lots of videos going by but I wasn’t paying any attention to the tv. Slowly Sammy started to rub my arms, and in response I made little soft sounds of content approval.
“When I moved here, I didn’t think I would be getting two cats” He murmured into my ear
I wouldn’t say much during these interactions because I didn’t want to admit to wanting him to touch me more but at the same time I was afraid that if I said something, he would be reminded about why it wasn’t a good idea and that Nick would never approve of it if he ever found out. (But he went to see his girlfriend and left us alone in the house often) So instead of responding I just curled onto his lap a bit more so my head was on his lap and his hands rested comfortably on my shoulders.
I’m very much like a cat and submissive so petplay is subtly there in most of my interactions with Sammy. Usually if he doesn’t pay attention to me, I demand head rubs for a few seconds before I let him get back to whatever game he’s playing at that moment.
Sammy slowly rubbed my shoulders lowering them slowly onto my collar bone in sweeping movements.
I purr ever so slightly and keep my eyes closed, my lips parted ever so slightly in a tiny smile. I don’t know what he’s thinking at this moment. My eyes are closed, and I just try to enjoy the moment. Trying not to do anything that crosses a line but also subconsciously already deciding that if he were to try anything, I would let him. I’m a very sexually driven girl, I like it dirty, rough and as often as possible, and by this point it had been way too long for me.
I was stubborn though, to not cross too many lines.
It’s probably about 2am at this point and I’m slightly turned on by inappropriate thoughts. Sammy is still just watching the TV and rubbing my shoulders and arms. I decided to stop myself from doing something bad so instead I go to bed in the room directly next door. I opt to stick on some music and try to sleep.
I can’t sleep.
I’m horny and untouched. I decide to do something about it. My door is slightly cracked open. I can hear Nick snoring really loudly through his closed door and the quiet sounds of Sammy still watching YouTube in his room, his door also still open. I grab my dildo and massager wand and slowly start to work myself with it. If you’ve ever used or seen someone use a massager wand then you know how intense an orgasm from them can be. I couldn’t stay quiet. I didn’t really want to. I worked myself through wave after wave of orgasm, shuddering and crying out, trying to mute myself but failing miserably.
Once too tired to continue, I clean myself up and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth. Walking out of my room, I hear Nick snoring loudly still and notice that Sammy’s door is now shut. It’s never shut. I wonder if it’s because he didn’t want to hear me moan out or if he was doing something in response to my sounds.
I went to bed and a few days went past without any change, but I was getting frustrated and masturbating a lot with my door open. Sometimes his door was closed when I went to the bathroom, sometimes the door was still open, but we didn’t speak about what I had just done. I did notice however that he would always look at my legs when I walked past as I usually slept in just a shirt and panties.
On our days off sometimes, I would go into his room as soon as I would wake up without getting properly dressed and we would have a cigarette or wake and bake with a joint. He would always check me out and I liked it. I would get bolder and sometimes wear skimpier underwear to see if I could get a reaction.
A week or so go by, we haven’t crossed any lines yet but I’m lying on top of him again between his legs. He’s stroking my face as we’re both facing the TV. I’m wearing a crop top and shorts as I thought I didn’t have a good enough reason to be sat in my underwear without being too obvious about what I wanted.
Sammy is stroking my shoulders and I’m slightly purring to encourage more touching. He dips his hands lower down my collar bone and then lower again to rest just above my breasts.
My breathing deepens as I don’t say anything and keep watching TV. Silently willing Sammy to lower his hands some more, but he doesn’t. I stretch in his lap and my back clicks satisfactorily making me let out a little moan of pleasure. Sammy strokes my parted lips with one hand and I slowly close my eyes, inviting his touch. He runs a finger lightly across my bottom lip and I lick it casually. He stops moving his hand and lets me lick his finger for a few seconds. I come to my senses and close my lips. He pulls away and rests his hands on my shoulders again. I keep my eyes closed and I feel that Sammy has gotten slightly hard under my back.
“No sleeping” he tells me as his runs his hands over my collarbone again
I let out a soft moan like sigh in response and his hands lower down to just above my chest again. I say and do nothing but have a small smile on my face. I know he can see it and he responds by finally lowering his hands and cupping my breasts above my shirt. I’m not wearing a bra and he can feel them completely through my shirt. I softly let out raspy breaths and he squeezes each breast individually and explores me as much as he can over my shirt. My nipples are hard and he plays with them over my shirt, its too thick for him to feel my piercing however.
It’s gotten pretty late by this point and we stop it before it goes too far as he’s got work in the morning. I kiss him on the cheek and say goodnight.
I don’t have work in the morning, but I still wake up early, horny and awake. Sammy has work in about an hour, so I decide to crawl into bed with him, wearing barely anything. He’s having his morning coffee with the duvet pushed to the end of the bed. He’s wearing only boxers and I notice that he looks very large. I’m intrigued, and my brain is still foggy from having just woken up and I don’t seem to have any control over what I wanted to do.
I absentmindedly rest my hand just below his bellybutton as we watch stupid videos. Neither of us say anything but he has his hand lightly rested on my arm. I start to move my hand slowly up and down and slightly squeeze his shaft once I get my hand over it. His breathing deepens, and he closes his eyes. We still don’t say anything, and I quicken my stroking of his cock through his boxers. He’s long and thick and I wonder if he would fit in my mouth. I wanted to try it, but I don’t let myself. I had to remind myself there were boundaries.
I continue to stroke him faster though and he starts to moan. I tighten my grip and he begins to meet my hand by rolling his hips and it is fucking hot. Only problem, he needs to go to work so we stop.
“You’re such a tease, just before I have to go to work”
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to… well I do but I’m still sorry…. Hahah. I’m going to take care of my issue once you leave”
He lets out an exasperated sigh and heads to work. I see him at lunch time though and he asked me how my morning was.
“I masturbated then had a nap”
“Sounds pretty good to me!”
He laughs at me and I’m happy that even though we crossed a few lines, we’re still casual together. Not too awkward.
I go away for a week on vacation and we speak sometimes but not often. When I get back, things aren’t awkward, but we don’t overstep any lines for a while. We still touch and rub each other on innocent body parts but we don’t do anything more. Weed however gets me horny and it was only a matter of time.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7o6kbf/first_time_posting_i_accidentally_fucked_my