Since I started reading gonewildstories I hadn’t thought about writing anything. But then until last week I hadn’t had anything to write about…
A couple of months ago my marriage broke up. It had been a long time in coming—we’d separated twice before and the spark had totally gone. I moved out into my own place and I started to rebuild my life. I didn’t think about being with anybody…I didn’t think I was ready for that yet, and it had been so long since my now-ex and I had done anything with each other.
Some years ago, she and I had been looking for something more exciting sexually, and we tried out swinging and polyamory for a while. After a number of strikeouts we met a couple named Adam and Erin, and we started a relationship with them. Our time together was very fun at first, but over time the emotional burdens of a four-way relationship were just too much for us, and after about six months we broke up. My now-ex and I decided to give up on partners outside of our marriage, and we forgot about Adam and Erin.
…Except…I couldn’t quite completely forget about Erin. From the very beginning she and I had an electricity and passion between each other which we never explicitly voiced but which was almost frighteningly powerful. In bed we went after each other like we were the last people on earth; out of bed we held each other and exchanged knowing smiles. We could tell what the other was thinking just with a quick glance. And I was totally in lust with her body, with her firm D-cup breasts, the curve of her hips, and especially her warm, soft mouth which felt so irresistible… After the four of us broke up, though, I resolved to remain faithful to my marriage. I never contacted Erin again, and she never contacted me. I assumed she’d forgotten about me, although I always held out a little hope that she hadn’t.
So it was a bolt from the blue when Erin emailed me right after the separation. She explained that she’d been going through her things and had found a book I’d given her…would I like it back? I was so surprised by it I thought at first my now-ex was trying to set a trap for me! But eventually I got up the courage to write back to her. She explained that she’d left Adam and was living with someone else now, and she wanted to know if we could meet up so she could return the book, and maybe be friends again. I was a little disappointed—I’d secretly been hoping we could have a little more fun together. But in the end I decided I actually wanted the book back! So we arranged a time for me to come over to their apartment.
Erin’s new boyfriend Brian was a nice guy and we found out we had a lot in common. The three of us talked, had some dinner, talked a lot more. During the conversation Erin mentioned that they were still poly, and in fact they had been in a three-person relationship up till recently, but Brian was taking a little break. “So you’re not?” I asked. She admitted she was seeing a couple of guys off and on. I have to say I felt a little jealous of them…Erin sat down beside me. I turned to talk to her and I saw a little sparkle in her eyes. The same little knowing smile she used to give me years before formed on her lips. She moved a little closer. The years between had been very kind to her—she looked even hotter than before. A spark of need passed over me, but I couldn’t do anything about it!
After a little while Erin said she needed to go into the kitchen, and as she walked past Brian she tapped him on the shoulder, and he followed her there. Soon Erin returned and sat next right up against me. “Brian is such an understanding guy,” she whispered. This time her knowing smile was an ear-to-ear grin.
I’m not very good at reading signals but this was a blinding green light. “I do think we had a little unfinished business to take care of,” I whispered back. “Why don’t we talk about that in the bedroom?” Erin suggested.
We lay down on the bed. “We can just hold each other,” Erin said, but as soon as our bodies pressed together I knew we weren’t going to stop there. I kissed her lips, and she carefully kissed back, almost timidly. I remarked what good timing she had to send me the email right after my marriage had broken up. “We always had a good sense of timing,” she responded. We talked a little bit and kissed a bit more. Her shirt started riding up, and my hands caressed her warm skin. “That feels so good,” she whispered. “Keep going.” I ran my hands up her back and around her front, touching her breasts through the fabric of her bra. I kissed her neck and an earlobe, and she shivered—“you’re giving me goosebumps,” she gasped. Our kisses became more passionate, deeper, our tongues exploring each other’s mouths.
Erin pulled away a little. “Are you OK with doing this? It hasn’t been that long since your separation.” I assured her that I would be fine, and that…well…I’d been wanting to make love to her for some time. It was the first time either of us had spoken that out loud, and it seemed to flip a switch in her. She grabbed me tightly and kissed me hard and passionately. I started to talk about how much passion I still felt towards her, but she stopped me short by grabbing my shirt and yanking it off of me!
Erin kissed my chest. Her hand wandered down to my crotch, and she started rubbing me through my pants. Then she lowered her head down to my waist, and with her lips an inch from the fabric breathed hot air onto my crotch, her head moving slowly up and down from my waist. I could feel the warmth up and down the length of my cock….it was an incredible turn-on. I sighed deeply and held onto her shirt. With that she sat up and pulled her shirt over her head and off. I helped her undo her bra, and her bare breasts fell free to my hands, firm, cool, and overflowing my gentle grasp. Erin lay back on the bed; now it was my turn to kiss her chest, and I licked and sucked her nipples as my hand slid under the waistband of her jeans.
She lifted off the bed slightly and unzipped her jeans, then pulled them and her underwear off in one motion. Her naked body was so beautiful, even more than I remembered! My hand went right to her pussy…her labia were already swollen and wet and her clit was starting to harden. I started massaging the lips, occasionally slipping a finger in to touch her g-spot. She breathed heavily and made soft noises as I played with her. I continued, drawing patterns on her swollen flesh, rubbing the side of my finger against her now very hard clit while lifting its hood. “Touch my clit,” she ordered. I ran my forefinger in a circle around the head of her clitoris, using her juices to make sure it was nice and slippery. Erin’s body started to tremble, and she begged me to make her come. “Come for me,” I encouraged her, as I pushed the tip of my finger harder against her clit and held her tightly with my free arm. Her body spasmed wildly and she sucked in air as her orgasm came in a jagged wave.
I took off my pants, and she almost launched herself at me. First she pulled my legs apart and gently licked my balls. I didn’t usually like this, but the soft laps of her tongue felt incredible. She looked up into my eyes as she took one of my balls into her mouth and softly sucked it. Then she ran her tongue up the length of my shaft and up to the head, drawing a little pre-cum as her tongue-tip worked over my pee slit. She licked her lips and then forced her mouth over the head of my cock, humming and slurping as her head bobbed up and down. She had always been able to give me mindbending, life-changing blowjobs, but this was different…supportive, caring…loving. I turned my head and groaned into the pillow. She stopped momentarily, grinned at me, and then slipped her mouth over my penis again. I started trembling and I gripped her shoulder, feeling I was getting close. She lifted her head and giggled. “Not yet!”
She lay back down and we kissed again. “So good, so good,” I whispered. I kissed and sucked her nipples once more, then moved my head down to her pussy. For some reason I had never gone down on her that much before, and I was determined to put that right. I licked hungrily, enjoying her subtle taste as I explored her slit with my tongue. I moved to her clitoris, lifting its hood with my finger as my tongue poked against her hard button. Her labia and clit were almost red with desire, and I kissed and licked and sucked and ate until Erin moaned and trembled again. We kissed and Erin tasted herself on my face, smiling as she pulled away.
Erin took my penis in her mouth briefly and then pulled out a condom. I put it on and positioned myself above her as she lay back on the bed. Erin looked so beautiful, her face glowing in joy, and I had to stop and tell her how gorgeous she was. She beamed and blushed. “Thank you…now I need your cock in me!” she laughed. I pushed myself in and started bucking against her. But we were both still trembling, and it was hard to stay inside! Eventually she pulled up and said she wanted to take care of me another way. She went back down on me and sucked me hard. I was getting stiffer and stiffer in her mouth, her warm and soft mouth, and I gripped her shoulder a second time. This time she had no plans to stop. I almost shouted but somehow held my noise in. Everything disappeared in my world except her lips squeezed hard around my shaft, and I came into the bulb of the condom. My balls pumped over and over, and even after she took her mouth off of me, I was still coming!
Erin hopped off the bed and started pulling her clothes on, and I took that as a cue to do the same. Both of us struggled to our feet, wobbly and dazed from our encounter, and we laughed together. I smiled lovingly at her. “I didn’t come here expecting to sleep with you—I didn’t dream that would happen,” I quietly said. She smiled back at me. “Dreams come true sometimes,” she replied. She took my hand. “Mine just did.”
With Brian’s full blessing, Erin and I are planning our next visit together. It may not be for a while, but we can wait. After all, we already waited for years!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7juyin/fm_passion_returnsor_perhaps_never_left