Hi, Cindy here :)
I thought I would write a quick post this time, just to talk about how I spent the last 30 minutes in a warm, blissful state of peace and happiness. I’ll give some credit to the warmth of my bath, the aromatic salts, the aromatherapy candles, the music (any Coheed and Cambria fans?), even the glass of wine. But most of the credit really belongs to u/joehanson112 and u/rachel_gws_throwaway. Here’s why:
I sank into the tub, as always, with my phone in hand. I placed it delicately on my little plastic bath caddy, on its side and angled up so I could watch netflix while relaxing under the thick lavender bubbles. With my hair pinned up, I was careful to resist the temptation to sink all the way under the comforting water, to immerse myself in a cocoon of warmth… but it wasn’t easy. Those first few indulgent, delicious moments in the bath are one of my favorite things about being alive.
I applied some aloe vera & honey body wash to my scrubby-thingie (do they have a name?) and I began soaping my body, starting as I usually do with my arms and shoulders. I scrubbed around my neck and ears, then down along my arms, then my feet, exfoliating and polishing my skin. Then I put the scrubby aside and filled my palms with an excess of soap and ran my hands down along the rest of me, careful to avoid my breasts and especially my nipples… I wanted to wait for that. My thumbs pressed slowly along the length of my body, clearing a path through the frothing soap that dripping along each thigh until I was clean.
Then I pulled myself from the water and perched on the edge of the bath, ready to shave. I shivered from the cold, the loss. I shaved under my arms quickly and efficiently, then taking longer to soap my legs again before smoothing my skin with the warm razor. The stubble was so faint it barely registered, the blade skimming my soft skin so gently. I shave often, even though I hardly need to. I applied more soap, this time between my legs, careful again not to stimulate myself too much. I shaved away the soft stubble there, too, and when I slipped back into the bath I felt like I belonged there, under water, aquatic, smooth.
I began to soap up my breasts, pinching my nipples just beneath the surface, turning my hips from side to side to find just the right posture. Thoughts swarmed my mind, faces mostly: the arab-looking guy I saw at the pharmacy the other day (he was a handsome older guy wearing a black leather jacket and he smiled at me); my friend “Steve” from my last story; my friend’s tall new boyfriend who is also named “Steve” (well, they have the same real first name, anyway); then a celebrity (too embarrassing to say!); and then I thought of an old flame. But before I even realized what I was doing, I was reaching for my phone.
I needed to read. So I found myself back in GWS, scrolling through the recent posts, and I started reading [I [f] fucked my boss’ boyfriend [m] during a summer internship in college](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7fpi3p/i_f_fucked_my_boss_boyfriend_m_during_a_summer/) by u/rachel_gws_throwaway.
> He slipped out of me and grabbed my shoulder, pulling me around so my face was level with his dick. He pulled off the condom and began to jerk himself off; I closed my eyes and turned my face up, opening my mouth, ready to catch his cum just like a porn girl. This was the final degradation, the logical conclusion to a rough, slutty, dirty night, and I was so fucking turned on. His cum splashed against me, warm and sticky. I opened my eyes and met his as I collected the cum off my face and licked it from my fingers, swallowing every slightly salty drop I could. He looked back at me, panting, a glowing smile on his face.
I read this passage over and over. Wow. I’ve never been treated like that by a man, and it scares the hell out of me. But it’s also so incredibly exciting, isn’t it? For a man to become primal and use my body, it’s just so alien from all of my experience. Raw. And when he was planning to cum, he removed the condom… this really excites me… he wore a condom because he doesn’t want to give it to her the way she wants, the way I want… instead, he gives it to her like she is a “porn girl”, “filthy”, “slutty”… degraded…
My goodness. Is that how he made you feel? Is it somehow empowering? It couldn’t be. But why do I like that? It’s all so very confusing. But everything she described, the pain… and never once any mention of fear. u/rachel_gws_throwaway is obviously much more courageous than I am… I think I would have been in tears, crying and frightened. But, like Rachel, I still would have obeyed.
I needed something more, something to push me in a different direction. So I found u/joehanson112’s [Teacher [33M] and former student [18F]: Part 2](https://www.reddit.com/r/SluttyConfessions/comments/7gfy7d/teacher_33m_and_former_student_18f_part_2/).
>I go down for a kiss. We start to passionately make out. I pick her up off the ground so I can stop craning my neck. She feels weightless in my arms. While we kiss, she is running her hands along my arms, chest and back… I press her against the wall so I can free my hands. She wraps her legs around me. The bottom of her dress bunches up around her waist. I firmly grab her ass with both hands. She moans. I slide one hand to her breast and she moans again. I toss her on the bed roughly and the next few minutes are a tornado of clothes flying off.
What a man. I loved to be carried like that! I wish more guys would have the confidence to do that! Listen up, guys… That passage by u/joehanson112 caused me to close my eyes and remember how that feels, to be swept off my feet, to be held against a wall, pounded, then cradled in his arms as he carries me away, treated like a doll. Belonging to you. Ready for you. Your girl.
I came in waves. It was intense, and the water shook with me. Then I sank below into a state of bliss that still lingers now, nearly an hour later.
I really needed that today.
Thank you, GWS!
P.S. Sorry, that wasn’t such a “quick post” I guess… sorry! ◎[▪‿▪]◎
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7grbpb/f_about_the_bath_i_just_took_reading_gws