[MF][Cheat] After 3 years of sobriety, lost it to a co-worker

So this is a story, after I got caught 3 years ago, my wife finding out about my double life, forgiving me for it, and becoming a church person, and finding things that make me feel better about myself.

I start a new job at a school, not realizing what I am in for, the entire school is awesome except for the one person I work with daily. She goes from being a interesting person to talk to, to a total robotic bitch that just cant work together with anyone, has to do it all herself, or if she does ask for help, cant say anything nice about it, or complain the entire time.

So I am about 8 months into this job, and I’ve already made a contact at another school that I can transfer to, but anything with the state will take some time, so I agree and just try to keep doing my job. I have no one to vent to except my mens group over text, or my friends over the phone, I have no one in the school to talk to about my issues or just to vent to, because the majority of people who work at a school are women. I start talking to a Educational Assistant and a Special Education teacher for fun, and we get a long great and start talking more and more. The EA is named Lexi, the Teacher is Franny, Lexi is a little older than me, has 2 kids and married, has a happy family from what she told me. Shorter asian woman, has some local roots tied to Kauai and Kalihi in Hawaii. Franny is a younger woman that came from retail, a little more conservative, but has a smile to die over, very girl next door look.

I try not to give my phone number at work, just because its all women and the last thing I need is random women texting me. My number ends up going to Lexi and Franny because the co-worker I cant stand working with is not the nicest person to talk to, and because we’re Tech’s, they need people to help with their computer needs in the school. Lexi and I start chatting on text, how her husband and I would click like good friends, so we take it from there. I get into a bad situation at work and get really mad at my stupid co-worker, call her FlusterCuck, and I just walk out of the building to calm down. I end up walking to Lexi and Franny’s room, Franny has gone home for the day so Lexi and I get to talking. I let it out that I’m a recovering sex addict, and being in a school like this is gonna make me relapse if I am not careful. I felt I could talk to her, and that was my first mistake.

She got really curious and started asking me questions about my adventures. I told her as much as I could remember, not daring to show her the other stories I have written out, and explained to her that I try not to remember these stories too much. I told her I have thought about fucking Franny before, and I admitted her as well, she asked why, and I told her the obvious because your both hot and funny, and it was nice getting to know you. In truth, my addict was reaching out and making me think it was more just friendly stuff.

After I told Lexi, our conversations stayed the same, and slowly started to get into more personal things. She admitted after I confessed to her about my addiction, she got more and more curious and started to get more and more aroused. She started asking her husband for sex more and more, and he started to get curious why this is happening. He starts saying he’s uncomfortable of her talking to me, she assures him its nothing but friends. After she admitted that, I asked her more details of why she got curious, and Lexi told me she started thinking of what sex would be like with an addict, with me…

After hearing that my addict took over, I walked over to her classroom and made trouble and she giggled and laughed about it, it was more just play tickling and massaging. This went on pause for a couple weeks when I fell to the flu, so I had time to recover… Once I got back to work, school was out for the summer. Lexi ended up teaching summer school, Franny was gone for the summer. Lexi and I got to talking more and more during the summer, since I worked the full day and she was off at 12. One day, she was helping move some stuff around my building, and I started massaging her shoulders, she started to get all touchy when I did this and I took it a little farther, I ran my hand around her waist and moved to her neck with my lips, kissing and licking softly, she ran her hand up my head and scratched it softly, moaning in my ear. I closed the door and moved her into the closet, and started to make out with her.

Our glasses fell off, and my hands moved to her chest, squeezing her nipples and sucking her neck a little. My lips moved down to her nipples and licked and sucked on it, my hand moved down her panties touching her already soaked pussy, my finger found her clit with no issues and started rubbing, her legs bucking a little, at this point she tries to stop us and pulls me up…. Instead of pushing me away, she pulls me in closer and tries to breath…
My lips get to hers again, and my fingers plunge into her pussy, come here motions going into her, and she starts to moan and close her eyes, I can feel her pussy cumming and gushing all over my fingers, and I am in awe on how I missed this feeling. My pants come off, and I pull my cock out, I put her hand on it, she keeps getting distracted wanting to stop but cant stopping, she grabs and squeezes my cock…. After a few minutes of fighting it, she drops to her knees and tries her best to deep throat my cock, I am lost in thought and wanting more and more from her. Her sucking skills are amazing as I force her head down on my shaft. I lift her up and I try my hardest to keep things moving, she finds a way to make us stop and breathes… Says sorry for being such a tease, and I tell her sorry for going so far…

I am left wanting so much more, she ends up fucking her husband that night as I told her usually fucking right after would kinda fix you up, I was wrong. Her husband bought a strap on and she said it resembled my cock so it made it more of a lust for me. She admitted I’m way bigger than her husband and wanted me again…. We told eachother we cant do this again, so we agreed to only hang out in groups and never by ourselves. A couple days later that flew out the window.

She was hanging with me while I was grabbing some things around school and we ended up back in my office again. She left to get her family, and ended up texting me asking if she left her keys there. I told her I dont see it but you can come back and look. She didnt want to knowing that we were on edge wanting more. She came back anyways, dropped her bags and went to her classroom to check there. I looked at her bag and saw a set of keys sitting inside of it, I pulled it out and texted a picture of it to her and asked is this it…

She came back and we both looked at each other like we knew what was gonna happen. We fought the feeling as much as possible, made out all over my office and stopped, and started and stopped. We came to a point where I said we cant be friends any more, this is too hard, we need to stop talking to each other. She blurts out “If thats the case, I just want to fuck you and get it over with…” I told her she shouldnt of said that, and tried to leave but I grabbed her arm, our lips met, and we went back into the stoarge room where it all started. I got her panties down, and ate her pussy out for a few minutes, it felt so good to taste a pussy again, licking furiously at her clit and licking inbetween her lips. I lifted her on the shelf that was there, and played with the head of my cock at her pussy lips, she gasped as soon as I slowly pushed my way in, she felt every inch of my 8 inch curved tip cock go inside of her and I felt her gushing as soon as I got all the way in. I didnt have to pump or anything, it was an instant cum, and she could do nothing but hold back her moans.

“Grab on to my neck” I say….

I picked her up and started to make her bounce on my cock, making a slapping noise as her pussy bottomed out on my cock, feeling every inch go in and out of her, I could feel another gush come on to me, as she just couldnt hold it any more. This went on for 10 minutes and I put her down and turned her around, I slamed my cock into her from behind and lifted her leg up so I could play with her pussy. I was already so close to cumming, I told her I was gonna cum in her, and make her feel every pulse. She nodded and kept saying yes… As soon as my cock unloaded into her, it was like waking up and realizing what just happened was not a dream… my cock went instantly soft and I broke down in front of her, she was still on a high until she turned around and saw me breaking down.
I thought about all the bad, but the addiction is still in control, I’m still fucking other women, more stories to come after this. I am on a 5 month sobriety from fucking other women currently, with the help of a counselor, and my group. Still trying to get a grasp on it.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7cxsag/mfcheat_after_3_years_of_sobriety_lost_it_to_a

16 comments

  1. a sex addict … ok. it sounds like you just like sex. news flash, that’s actually normal.

  2. Dude, if you can’t control your urges you really should leave your wife. She’s forgiven you once already.

  3. We got the Reddit psychologists commenting already. Relapse is normal with any addiction, what matters is you’re working on it with a counselor. And your wife clearly knows about this, I would try some family therapy as well where she’s allowed to talk.

  4. Fellow sex addict and reading GWstories is middle circling for me which I will get back on track after commenting. This story reminded me of myself. I don’t know how healthy it is to share what you have on here for your sobriety. Thought about doing the same with my past acting out and writing it on here but again, I don’t think that’d be healthy for my sobriety.

    Hope you find serenity. This addiction really sucks and has wrecked so much.

  5. Mate, I’m a sex addict too.
    4 years out from paying for it.
    2 years from cheating with other women.
    Porn is still an issue and keeps dragging me back in.
    Well done on getting to 5 months.
    Do you think posting this and your other stories is healthy for you?
    I know your post has reminded me that even reading this stuff means I’m slipping.
    Good luck man, you can do it :)

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