Threesome with my bf. Jealousy. Cheating. [FMF] [FM] [FM]

Description of me: I’m 26 years old with brown hair and green eyes. I’m 5’5” about 115 pounds. I have a nice butt (look at my post history for pics of it) and B cup boobs. I’ve always been told I’m “very cute.” I’ve gotten “sexy” and “pretty” more in the last couple of years it seems like.

It’s been a long time since my last story and a lot has happened, but if you read my last one you know that I was in a somewhat new relationship at the time. We are still together and still doing an open relationship thing. We pretty much both proceed as if we’re single other than getting approval before hooking up with someone else. There are too many stories to count that have happened over the last year, so it’s hard to know which to choose. I guess the most interesting/controversial one is what happened about six months ago.

Like I said, we have a very relaxed and easy going open relationship. We are both turned on by thinking about each other and/or watching each other have sex with other people. It started off more about me. He was turned on by watching me with other guys. I was always open to him sleeping with other women, but that just wasn’t the focus at the very beginning. About three months in he/we began having experiences with other women. One experience sort of led to a bad reaction on my part.

We knew a woman through his friend group. She was an acquaintance of his friend’s girlfriend. We actually both met her the same night at a bar when a bunch of us were out. I thought she was gorgeous and I could tell Kevin did too. She was blonde and average height. Super into fitness Her face was just beautiful though and had the most beautiful ass. I was actually very jealous of it. I get compliments on mine a lot, but I felt like hers was on another level. Made me jealous, because that’s my thing dammit! Haha Nothing happened that night and we only talked to her briefly. The next time we saw her I gave her my number and told her she should hang out with us sometime. Kevin and I talked about her that night and I teased him telling him I know he wants to fuck her. We had a couple of experiences before that with other women. One experience was a full swap we did with another couple. The other was a friend/acquaintance of mine that we had a threesome with.

I texted her about a week later and invited her to hang with us and some other friends at a bar. She met up with us that night and we talked to just her most of the night. We started winding down at the bar and invited her and some of our friends to our apartment for drinks. That wasn’t an uncommon thing. She almost decided to go home, but we convinced her to come over.

There were about six of us. We all stood around talking. I wanted to find an opportunity to flirt with her. I was really hoping to see her naked that night. I finally found an opportunity when she asked where the restroom was. I told her I’d show her. I grabbed her hand and walked her down the hallway. As we got to the restroom door I held onto her hand and sort of caressed it. She seemed a little flustered. I told her how great she looked and that I was totally jealous of her body. She blushed and said I was crazy, because my body is incredible. I rarely blush, but for some reason she made me blush. I guess it’s because I was truly jealous of the way she looked. I’m not an expert at flirting with other women, so I didn’t know exactly what to do from there. She just sort of slinked in to the restroom with a big smile and said she’d see me in a sec.

I walked back down the hallway and saw that a couple of people had left. It was just me, Kevin, Heather (the woman in the restroom), and another woman, Jennifer. I really wanted Jennifer to leave. When Heather came out she saw some people had left. I could tell she was thinking about leaving too. I sort of skipped over toward her playfully and told her she should stay and hangout with me and Kevin. I had no idea if she was even bi or into what we were into. I felt like I could almost see her brain churning. She was debating in her head what she should do. I could tell she was at least intrigued.

She didn’t confirm if she wanted to stay or not, but didn’t seem like she was trying to leave either. After about fifteen minutes Jennifer finally decided she was going to leave. Once she was gone I began getting a little nervous. I asked Heather if she wanted more wine. She said she did. Heather and I stood in the kitchen and Kevin sat at the kitchen bar talking to us. Heather took a big gulp of wine. I asked her where she gets her hair done. She told me and we made small talk about that. I told her how pretty I thought it was and I ran my fingers through her hair and sort of slid my hand down her neck. She blushed. I grabbed her hand and she stepped toward me. We began to kiss. I could see Kevin in my peripheral with a wow look on his face.

We stepped away from each other after kissing for a minute and took some more drinks of wine. She laughed and said she can’t believe she just did that. I asked if she’d kissed other women before. She said she had a couple experiences in high school and college, but that it had been a few years. She was more aggressive after that. She grabbed me and pulled me back to her. We started kissing more. I began feeling all over her body. I ran my hands all over her and focused on her ass.

She was rubbing my body too and started feeling my breasts. I started kissing her neck and slid her top down and it settled at her waist. She had on a strappy top with no bra. I kissed down and licked and sucked on her nipples. I was watching Kevin out of the corner of my eye to see his reaction. I was trying to put on a show for him. I’m attracted to other women, but I guess it’s more in situations involving other people. Sort of when I know it’s turning someone else on, so it turns me on even more. I’ve messed around with women before just one on one a few times and I’ve enjoyed it, but it’s never as intense.

I turned her and she was leaning back against the kitchen counter facing Kevin. I kissed her stomach and unbuttoned her jeans. She helped me pull them down and she kicked her shoes off. She just had on these cute black v-string panties from Victoria’s Secret. I noticed them, because I had actually almost bought the same ones a few weeks before. I made a comment to her about how I loved them. I took off my shirt and bra. She instantly went for my chest and rubbed and kissed my nipples. I think that was about all Kevin could take. He walked around the bar into the kitchen with us. He stood behind me and ran his hands up stomach and played with my nipples. I was rubbing Heather’s crotch and then moved her panties to the side and slid my finger in. She was very wet.

I leaned back and kissed Kevin. Kevin moved his hands from my breasts to hers. We kissed as he rubbed her nipples and I rubbed and fingered her pussy. I said that we should go to the bedroom. I grabbed his hand in one of my hands and hers in the other and led them back to our bedroom. When we got back there Heather and I began kissing again. Kevin took off his shirt, pants, and shoes. I got down on my knees and pulled Kevin’s underwear down. Heather knelt beside me. I took his cock in my mouth and sucked him for a few strokes. I stood up and finally got completely naked. When I stood up Heather licked up and down Kevin’s cock and then took him in her mouth. I got back down and licked his balls as she sucked him. We stopped to kiss each other around his cock and took turns sucking. We did that for a bit. Kevin told us to stand up. He pulled Heather’s panties off. He turned her around and had her bend over the side of the bed. I was totally jealous of Heather’s body. Even more now. Her ass was unbelievable. Kevin motioned for me to go down on her from behind. I kissed the back of her legs and ass cheeks. I spread them open and licked her pussy and ass from behind. I was really really turned on. Kevin stood there watching for a minute before he grabbed me from behind and slid his cock in me. He slowly fucked me as I continued to lick her pussy and ass.

He pulled out of me and had Heather get on all fours on the bed. He got behind her and put his cock in. I watched him fuck her for a minute and really for the first time started to feel some feelings of jealousy from him fucking someone else. She looked so sexy. After watching for a minute I laid on my back in front of her. She licked my pussy as he kept fucking her. I was having a hard time cumming, because of the mixed feelings I was having. She, on the other hand, did start cumming. She was making muffled moans against my clit, which tickled in a good way. It did turn me on that my boyfriend was making her cum. I found it sexy.

She turned over on her back and Kevin continued fucking her. I felt a little left out and didn’t quite know what to do. I waited for a second for a signal from one of them. She touched my leg and pulled me towards her. I straddled her face and grinded my pussy on her tongue. It wasn’t long before Kevin pulled out of her. He leaned up and came on her chest and some on my ass as I was still straddling her face/neck area. I moved to her side and we took a moment to clean up.

I could tell Heather and Kevin were exhausted. I was tired too. Heather started dozing off while I was in the bathroom taking my contacts out. I figured whatever and that she could stay the night. She slept in our bed with us that night. I had stuff to do the next morning and got up kind of early. Kevin and Heather got up about 20 minutes before I left. Everything was pretty chill that morning and everyone in a pretty good mood. She was getting her stuff together to leave as I left and I told them bye. Kevin texted me about 15 minutes later and asked if it was cool if he had sex with Heather again. I asked him if he meant right then or just in general. He said right then. Again, I felt the twinges of jealousy. I didn’t want to be a hypocrite though or seem like I was holding him to a different standard than me. I told him, yeah go for it. So, he had sex with her again that morning.

He had sex with her a few more times over the next couple of weeks. Once, I was involved, but I felt weird, which is really on me. I knew it was a lot about me being jealous of her body. My feelings about all of it led to some bad decisions on my part. One day I was feeling bad about the whole thing and about myself and my body. I got on Tinder looking for a guy. This was fairly normal for me to look on dating apps for guys. Again, we have an open relationship. I started talking to a guy and wanted to meet him. We talked for a day exchanging texts. We set up a time to meet the next day at a bar for happy hour after I got off work. If you’ll notice the thing missing in all of this. I didn’t say anything to Kevin. I guess I was rebelling. I met up with Josh (the Tinder guy). He was handsome. Tall and athletic. He was a typical bro. I didn’t always like that type, but I wasn’t looking for a relationship or anything. We had a few drinks and were flirting/talking. He went to the restroom and came back. I whispered in his ear that we should go back to his place. It didn’t take much convincing. He asked the bartender for the check. We paid and left. He only lived a few minutes from the bar.

We got to his place and he immediately kissed me. We kissed and had his hands all over me. He unbuttoned my shirt and I felt his rough hands run all around. He quickly turned me around and lifted up my skirt. He bent me over the back of his couch. He pulled my panties down and they fell to my feet. He pulled out a condom. Not even sure where he had it or where it came from. He slid it on and I felt his thick cock enter me. He pulled on my hair and held onto the back of my neck. I could feel his cock slightly stretching the walls of my pussy. He was really thick. I was cumming within a few minutes. I could feel my wetness running down the inside of my leg. He was fucking me so hard. He didn’t last long, but it didn’t matter. It was intense. He pulled out and slipped the condom off. He came all over my ass and lower back. He slapped my ass, while I was still bent over catching my breath. I held my skirt up and walked to his bathroom to wipe his cum off. When I came out he was on the couch. I told him I needed to leave for a dinner thing. We gave a quick hug and I left.

I didn’t really have a dinner thing. I told Kevin I was working late and after I was going to have dinner with a coworker. After I left Josh’s place I went to a bar. I had a few drinks and was on Tinder again. There were other guys I had talked to, but never met up with. I had exchanged numbers with one of them, but hadn’t texted in a couple weeks. I texted him and asked what he was doing. He said he was eating dinner. I told him to come meet up with me. Again, not much convincing needed. He met up with me at the bar about an hour later. He was sort of a hipster guy. Beard and the whole thing. I actually hate beards and think the whole trend is lame, but he was hot underneath it and was kind of funny. He was tall too. I love tall guys (I know every girl does blah blah). We were only there for two drinks when I told him we should go back to his place. Buzzkill he went into a story about his roommate and his roommate’s family being there. I was irritated I hadn’t thought to ask before. We, of course, couldn’t go to my place without me asking Kevin.

I remembered the bar had single person restrooms. I know this is super trashy, but I told him to come with me. We walked back down a hallway to the restrooms. No one was around. I pulled him in with me. He was laughing half wondering if I was serious I think. I turned around and grabbed the sink. I slid my skirt part of the way up my ass. He said holy shit and unbuckled his belt. He pulled my skirt the rest of the way up my back and pulled my panties down. He had his pants down now and I felt his cock pressing against my the lips of my pussy. He slowly plunged in. I could see his face in the mirror. He closed his eyes and a smile came over his face. I watched as his eyes opened again and he stared down at my ass and fucked me harder and harder. I turned back and looked over my shoulder and saw my ass cheeks jiggle when his hips hit them. I felt so wild and dirty letting him fuck me in the bar bathroom. We heard commotion outside a couple times, but it didn’t seem like anyone trying to get in. He was about to cum. He pulled out from my pussy and I knelt and turned around. I opened my mouth wide. Warm streams of cum hit my tongue. More warm streams hit my lips, nose, and cheeks. I closed my mouth and swallowed. He squeezed out the last few drops on my forehead. He handed me a paper towel and I wiped my face off. I pulled my panties up and snuck out of the bathroom first. No one was there in the hallway, so I motioned for him to come out too. We stopped in the hallway. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and told him I needed to go. I went home and Kevin was getting in bed. I said hello and talked for a minute. He went to sleep and I stayed up watching Jessica Jones.

I didn’t really start to feel bad about what I had just done until the next day. Not telling Kevin. I knew it wasn’t the right way to handle my jealousy. I felt like a terrible person. I felt way worse than I did before. The guilt ate at me for the next few days. I finally broke and just told Kevin everything. I told him how I was jealous of Heather. I told him I fucked the two guys that night without telling or asking him. We talked for hours. He was really angry at first. He was irate that he is so open and lets me do whatever I want basically as long as I ask and that I still go behind his back and wasn’t honest with him. He was right, really shitty of me. He told me that all I had to say was that I was uncomfortable with the Heather thing and that he would have cut it off. No questions asked. We had talked about that before when setting boundaries. I knew that’s all I had to do, but in reality when it came down to actually saying something I felt like I was just going to be killing his good time. Thought I would look like a hypocrite. The more we talked he relaxed and understood my thought process at least. Still, I know I’m terrible for doing that. It took a couple weeks for things to get back to normal, but I’d say things are even better now. It was a learning experience and I think made us stronger.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/79cbb1/threesome_with_my_bf_jealousy_cheating_fmf_fm_fm

16 comments

  1. In the long run, you told him so you shouldn’t feel so guilty anymore. He’s your man not Heather’s.

  2. Been there with the jealousy…its an ugly thing but it happens. Glad you were able to work it out ♡

  3. What I’ve come to really appreciate about your writing is how succinctly and planly you describe both the sex and what you’re feeling during and after the whole thing. More poetic or erotic language would distract from the wonderful honesty that prevades your writing. And it’d take away from the intimacy.

    Thanks for your post and posts – can’t wait to keep reading more.

  4. I was way too excited when I saw this pop up on my friends feed! I have been following your stories for years, way before I made this throwaway.

    Thanks for coming back, and with such a hot story! I hope you’re inspired to start Sharon again. You never ever disappoint.

  5. Yes, welcome back. You’re my favorite poster, too.
    Please post a story about your swap.

  6. I’ve been in this kind of relationship many times before. The best way for you to think about it right now is to picture your bf fucking heather and her twin at the same time. How do you feel now? Its that small bit of trust in an open relationship that is pretty important. If Kevin had told you he was fucking Heather and a girl even hotter than her, at the same time you were out with those guys, you’d still be jealous now. You story does make you a hypocrite. Just a note for the future.

  7. Thanks for posting again. Enjoyed your entire post history. I think we need some newer pics though ;)

  8. What is yours & Kevin’s policy about condoms vs. bareback with other people? I noticed the first guy in this story used one, but it sounds like the bathroom guy didn’t. And it doesn’t sound like Kevin used one with heather.

    Do you talk about that with each other, and do you personally discuss it wth the other guys you fuck? Or do you just kinda go along with whatever the guy is thinking?

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