beginning my sexual awakening [mff]

Hey everyone. I’m starting to write my REAL LIFE stories. How scary! :)

This is just some background, but I’ll post more later with the details of my first bi-curious adventure.

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ME

Hey everyone. I’ve been writing my sexy stories for a few years now, and I keep thinking about how I write my fantasies because I never really had that “crazy” period of my life, where I was a slut or even a tease.

I grew up in a Christian home, where even thinking about sex was a sin. Masturbation was sick and perverted. Letting a man defile you was the ultimate insult to a woman’s purity. And a woman should be pure. And pretty, and polite, and docile, and well-spoken (when asked), and quiet, and caring, and good.

But I was tall and thin with legs for days, and big green eyes, and beautiful amber-blonde hair, which meant I received my share of attention from the boys. Returning that attention would have meant that I was weak. I would have been sinful. I would have been choosing to let myself be soiled.

I had to stay pure. Until I found The One.

Even after I went to college and stopped believing in God, I couldn’t crack this protective barrier I’d so carefully constructed.

Slowly, it happened.

I touched myself for the first time when I was 21.

By the time I was 22, I had met a man with whom I was quickly falling deeply in love.

The passion, the seriousness, the fun, the sexiness. Being with him was an amazing adventure; one that would only get more intrepid.

We stayed together. We are still together. But that’s not the whole story.

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We started to talk about our fantasies. Sometimes they included each other.

Sometimes they didn’t.

After years, I slowly admitted that I found women attractive.

Then we talked more about it.

I admitted that I wanted to touch women.

Then we talked some more.

And I finally admitted that I wanted to explore this side of myself. I wanted his help. He was happy to support me.

But I was terrified.

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The stories categorized as “Alex IRL” (in real life) are my true stories. Names, locations, and sometimes physical descriptions have been changed, but the stories are true.

Basically, everything that is written in first person actually happened to me.

Welcome to Alex, In Real Life.

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:) Stay tuned for more!

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/78p15q/beginning_my_sexual_awakening_mff