Trying something new [MF]

Disclaimer: This is my first time writing anything erotic in quite a while I appreciate all forms of feedback! Thank you.

I had been fantasizing about being a sub ever since my early teens..my mother had the ‘Fifty Shades’ trilogy and my young horny self could not get enough. My mind was incredibly curious. With all the fantasies I played around with in my head, it wasn’t until I turned 18 that they transferred into my actual life. They became reality.
I was scrolling through Tinder and suddenly a mans profile caught my eye. His bio description read something like this: ” Single man. 29 years old. Looking for an energetic submissive.” The pictures on the account included a picture of a man although he did not show his face. There were also two other photos of women in lingerie and one wrapped with a belt. It was intriguing and peaked my interest. I swiped right and by the God’s of Fate it was a match.
Now at the time my bio had clearly stated I was not interested in hook ups, mostly because I didn’t want any teenage boys or young men to try anything. I prefer to be with, experienced and older men. I also don’t like wasting my time. It was almost instantly that I received a message from him. He questioned my reasoning for swiping right since I wasn’t interested in “hooking up” I explained my logic and the conversation led on to talking about fantasies, and how we are going to explore open and honestly. We then exchanged numbers and planned a night to meet up. Im not going to lie, I was terrified. Anxiety through the roof. His apartment is in the city, whereas I live in a suburb about 30-40 minutes away. The entire drive there I truly felt I was going to throw up. I didn’t.. until later. ( I threw up on his cock, I’ll get there).
Pulling up to his complex something inside me changed. My inner slut decided to come out and play her role. I parked, walked through the doors, he buzzed me up and I swear that elevator ride was like 30 minutes long. The mixture of being horny yet anxious because I had never met him before was overwhelming. Yet, my mind set at the time was “fuck it.” I lightly knocked three times on the door and with the click of the lock it swung open and there he was. Handsome, tan and short. Well honestly he”s average but i’m nearly 5’10. There is something about being with someone shorter than me. It boosts my confidence.
He greets me with a polite smile and shows me into the living room. I had also made him aware of how nervous I was and he took that into consideration. We sat on the couch for maybe 25 minutes briefly discussing things about myself and what Im looking for in this experience. I mentioned how I loved the whole Daddy Kink. Afterwards, he proceeded to ask me ” Are you uncomfortable? Anxious?” I replied with a simple ” No.”
“Good. I want you you to scoot to the corner of the sofa and started touching yourself for me.”
Without any hesitation I did what Daddy asked. The cock slut living inside me took full control. I stuck my two finger in my mouth to wet them and began rubbing my clit slowly. I kept looking at his face to look into his eyes and try to find some sort of reaction, but there was nothing. Suddenly he stood up and said ” Don’t stop, I’ll be right back.” Once he returned he kissed me roughly and was holding a pink and blue vibrator. “Now, what I am going to do is shove this in your ass and fuck the shit out of you. I want to feel the vibration against my cock while I’m inside you.”
I had done anal before but a vibrator all the while being fucked. My horizons were broadening very quickly and right before my eyes. After kneeling on my knees and sucking him off in the living room he pulled me up and took me into his bedroom. My experience sucking cock was minimal. Mostly because boys my age couldn’t last but more than 5-10 minutes, and I am being generous. Im not going to lie, giving him head was incredibly fun! He’s uncut and I’ve never even seen an uncircumcised penis before… boy am I ruined now.
As I lay flat on my back, still playing with my pussy; he lubricates the toy. The vibration in my ass sent tingles to senses I wasn’t even even aware I had. With the toy inside me, he then began to tease my pussy. Slowly sliding his tip in and then taking it out. Back and forth against my swollen clit until he propped my legs up over his shoulder and he then began banging into me like I was a lifeless sex toy. I was his to be used and the thought alone made my pussy cream. Gripping onto his shoulder, digging my nails into his skin.. I was about to have an enormous orgasm. “Daddy, may I please cum?” I moaned loudly
He let out a forceful “No” and I was stunned. First off, never have I asked for permission and then to not be granted my sexual release.. I was determined to hold it in. It was probably one of the most difficult things I’ve tried to do. He just kept pounding and his cock on top of the vibrator in my ass. I wanted to explode. When he finally allowed my orgasm I came all over his dick. We fucked in so many positions I can’t even remember them all. He then instructed me to suck him off. “Clean my cock with your tongue.” I immediately went to work. I gently pulled the skin back, kissed the tip and began my best attempt to deep throat his cock. The more he fucked my throat the more my gag reflux screamed at me as if it were saying “Bitch slow down, you’ve never done this before. Slow your roll.” Did I listen? No. A few more thrusts to the back of my throat and I suddenly had vomit in my mouth. Embarrassment can’t even describe the way I felt. This had never happened to me before, but instead of panic I quickly stood up.
“Are you okay?” He asked me with concern. Unable to open my mouth I shook my head in a ‘yes’ motion and ran to the toilet. Once I cleaned up the slut inside of me was determined to taste his cum and have it slide down my tongue into my throat. He wanted energetic and I was to be one more step ahead of that. I was eager. He was still laying down on the bed, I crawled up to him and began going down on him again. I sucked for what felt like hours but I enjoyed every single second of it. I swallowed his cum, not wasting a drop.
I left that night with a stomach and pussy full of cum. Wondering when I’ll get to be fucked by him again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/783jbq/trying_something_new_mf