I broke up with the guy I was dating because he saw the condom was broken but still used it and came in me. Then I went back to my ex and had a crazy wild sex.
It is even more complicated than it sounds.
I was in a relationship with a guy – N. (If you check my past stories, the initials match, he is the guy that saved me from my cheater and abusing boyfriend (J) and became my new boyfriend.)
We were very sexually active, sometimes even 3-4 times/day. Sex was not the best but clearly I couldn’t complain.
We were together for a few months.
He owned a bar(his parents, but he managed it). Usually after they closed the bar, we went there to have wild sex on the second floor of the bar where there were also sofas and tables etc. It was quice fancy.
I felt in love back then but I did not take birth control pills at that time. I had on/off periods with BC but at that time I was just using condoms as protection.
After we arrived at the bar, my fantasies started to be wilder and wilder.
He pulled me close to him and kissed me rough. He kissed me in a sloppy way, the way that is saying ‘i just want to stick it in your warm pussy’.
I loved animalic sex. I wanted to try everything! So I kissed him back biting his lips harddd in a way that turned him so onnn! My right hand was on his cock, stroking it through his pants. The left hand tried to undress him from his shirt!
We were so sloppy and all we wanted to do was to have sexxxxx. Animalic sex.
“On the bar. Fuck me hardd from behind” I told him while scratching his chest from underneath his shirt.
He undressed himself then in a second!’ It seemed he just needed to hear that and now he was naked with his erect cock waiting for action.
He just opened my shirt and got my boobs out from my bra and pulled down my skirt in a second!
He grabbed me and put me on the bar. I lost myself in there because the tongue tornado I started to feel overwhelmed me. He didn’t even bother to pull my panties off. He just pulled them aside and sucked my pussy like it was life!!
I started to moan! I looved it so much!!
He was so horny he didn’t even had the patience or the wish to have his dick sucked. He just wanted inside my pussy harddd.
He got up on the bar too. “do you have condoms?” I asked worried because i forgot mines.
He was really tensed he said he has only one so we better make it work with only this one.
He pulled the condom out of his wallet and roughly opened it.
He put it on his dick really fast and just shoved his cock inside of me in a second making me moann of pleasure. Ahhh it felt so good. So deep!!!i was so wet!!
He fucked me insanely. I think it lasted only 5 minutes (only the penetration) because he moved so animalic and he moaned too. My boobs were moving hard while he pounded me. I tried to stay quiet but i couldn’t.
He told me he is gonna cum! I knew we had the condom on so I just encouraged him to do so.
In just a few seconds I felt like something was pulsing inside of me. I felt it. It wasn’t my wetness!!
I immediately got scared and I started to cry. There was so much cum leaking out of me!!! And I was NOT on bc.
N got pretty scared too. I told him we needed to do something !!!
We got dressed up fast and started looking for a pharmacy in the middle of the night!!! There were a few non stop but how could we go there and ask for
This?
I was so young and so ashamed to ask for the plan B pill. The pill that you take to avoid an unwanted pregnancy after unprotected sex.
To punish him, i told him ‘you go and ask for this pill’. He refused at first but he was too terified to think he might become a daddy so soon!!
I was so scared also. What if it didn’t work? I was in my fertile period.
Lots of thoughts ran through my head.
He got the pill, i took it. I felt horrible after but at least there was a hope for me that I wouldn’t get pregnant so young!
I was so angry at him and I refused to talk to him!
We both stood in the car in silence. It was about 4-5 am already and i refused to go home because i was too scared.
Because the pressure was too high, he confessed me that when he opened the condom package, he pulled it a bit too hard and there was a tiny ‘scratch’ on the condom but he thought it is ok as long as it was not broken ‘on the tip’ ….
I felt amazed in a bad way by his thoughts and I was also mad. Because of the intensity of the sex, that ‘tiny scratch’ became a huge rupture of the condom. It basically remained only the elastic part on the base of the penis. The rest of the condom was broken and he fucked me basically with no condom at all.
I was so angry at his selfish action!! He put my life in danger on purpose!!!
I really told him to get me home because we were done. I was so scared that my life could have been drastically changed. I was amazed he was so selfish and I was also quite angry.
I was driven by angryness, I still didn’t know if I were pregnant or not but in my head a lot of things were rushing. I even started to feel pregnant and have pains(it was all in my head-i was too panicked).
I called my ex J in that night. I coudln’t go inside my house after what happened that night so after N dropped me home, he left. I remained scared in front of my house but I decided to call J in the middle of the night!!
I asked him if he can come pick me up because I was really scared.
He didn’t hesitate. He took his car and came to pick me up. He was quite sleepy but he wasn’t bothered. In fact, he seemed somehow happy and amazed I called.
He knew about my relationship with N. I know about his relationship with that girl. Apparently he broke up with her a few weeks before But I didn’t know.
I was crying and I felt so disgusting. I told him I broke up with N. he asked me details but I refused to give them to him. So he thought I was sad because of the breakup and he tried to get my mind away from it by asking me normal things like how are you lately.
He couldn’t resist and asked me if I still love him. I hesitated to answer but he was my first guy after all. We’d been together for a long time and I really had feelings for him despite his shitty personality. I guess a teenager girl has wild hormones and a stupid way of sorting feelings. That was me. The stupid teenage girl. I had feelings for an abusive ex. But it was the tensed moment and the horrible experience that just happened to me. I told him Yes, i love you.
He didn’t hesitate and kissed me so deep and somehow i sensed a bit of relief. He was so happy i love him because ‘he realised the other girl was crazy as fuck’.
He also told me he felt a special bond for me (it was related to the fact that he was my first and he felt that feeling of protecting me).
We both kissed hard in the car that night. He grabbed my hand and put it on his already hard cock “I miss you” he added.
I told him that I miss having sex with him badly, but i just didn’t feel good that night.
He pulled my boobs out and sucked them like he missed them badly but he said he understands and we won’t have sex now.
He drove me home after I calmed down, but the next day he called me to ask me how I feel.
N kept messaging me too but I made it clear for him We broke up. I couldn’t accept that he put us in danger on purpose.
J told me he was alone at home in that night and if I want to come to ‘see some movies’. In fact, we watched a starwars marathon while he was pounding me hard on the table from his living room, so I can say I have to rewatch the whole series again.
We agreed to give our relationship another try (i can tell you spoiler that it didn’t last too much, maybe a few months) but at that time I felt happy with my wrong choices and my slutty moments driven by my high hormones.
In fact, i was a teen experiencing my sexuality that went through fucked up moments aswell. But this is how it is and better have happy endings than sad ones!
Thank you for reading my real sexual confession. More coming soon.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/6zbkag/mf_real_story_i_broke_up_with_a_guy_that
You weren’t impregnated if you didn’t have a baby growing inside you.