MySexualConfessions[F] – my real sex scenes.

I decided I will group my confessions from now on just to keep track on them.

[[ For who doesn’t know, I made an account yesterday just to write down all my real and untold sexual experiences. I’ve been through a lot of kinky/messy/embarassing/sexy moments and I could never share them with anyone. I decided to better write them down in here and share them with strangers because I will never talk about it in real life.

Stories will not necessarily be related to each other. They can be different sex miments from different times. Each partner that I had will be named – I will be using initials for their names if necessary. Nothing is fake, they are all my real stories – otherwise I wouldn’t waste time to type imaginary things-the internet is full of fake stories. Thank you for reading this. ]]

Note: I am writing now from my phone so mistakes be forgiven.

Note 2: I will identify myself as A, my ex as J. Other people will be named through the story if necessary.

I received many maany pms after my first post. People are interested in some of the sex stories with my first guy – considering the most intense ones are with him. I will use J as an initial for his name.

I met him somewhere in high school. He was 2 years older than me and good looking. I was the most shy girl i’ve ever known back then. I mean, I was so shy I didn’t even watch porn back then – who the fuck does that?!

Anyway my first date with his was crappy kinda. It was more like a ‘double date’. My best friend(let’s call her Mary)-also my classmate- was very in love with a guy that was the classmate of J.

So Mary was so into that guy that she asked me often to visit their classroom in our high school breaks.

We went to the boys classroom quite often chit chat blabla and I was the girl that was always waiting to leave faster.

Anyway J spotted me and he kept asking other classmates who I am and where he can find me – nothing too wow for now.

When the other guy asked Mary for a date it was like ‘ hey don’t you wanna go out with me and J and A? ‘ – so masculin of that guy lol. Also from J.

But hey we were young, it seemed perfect back then.

We went on the date to find out I was having more fun with J that Mary with that guy. In the end they took us home. First they let me home and when I was about to leave he came with the look of “I have no idea what I’m doing’ and he kissed me.

It was the most horrible kiss ever. Ever. He bit my lip so hard i also bit my tongue from the pain after. But I still got wet as fuck and my hormones got crazy. I maturbated that night in all the ways possible – but not with toys or anything because I was a virgin back then and also with established principles — ” I will not fuck a guy so fast because he then will use me and tell others he fucked me ” — I was dumb meh.

Anyway.

Months have passed and I started to fell ‘in love’. More like I didn’t know what love was but I kept imagining his dick and sex scenes with him etc – but i aven’t seen him naked at that time.

We were seeing each other daily at high school so it was that pure high school love. I swear I was so into him in all the ways. All I could think of was my first sex moment with him. Why to lie, I started to masturbate so many times a day. I kept thinking when to do it with him.

I was too naive I tell you. I somehoe love the ‘old me’ but I hate it too because guys took advantage of this petite innocent girl that I was.

I remember how he wanted sex badly and when he started to kiss me he took my whole body in his arms and pulled me tied to his body to feel his hard penis. Fuck me I was so wet and I didn’t know what to do. You know-that moment when you want to touch him and fuck him but you think “what will he say about me after? Maybe he will think i’m a slut” – I was naive and dumb I told ya. But I kept imagining his penis. In all the ways. How will it be. How deep will it be. How thick it is. What will he think of my naked body?

Fast forward many months after, it was new years eve. We went to celebrate it with some friends at a cabin in mountains. I really wanted to make this moment the best one but what do you think ??? BOOM PERIOD! Are you fucking kidding me. What were the chances?!? We were staying only 3 days so my moment would have been ruined.

But hey, the dumb me will never stop amaze you.

I started to look online for ways to delay period. Everything. Anything. Just one day if possible. Just to delaay the mess. I wanted to have my big night. More like I was super horny from all the pre-period hormones — girls will know it for sure — I could fuck a wooden stick with a condom on it if possible. That’s how bad I was. And I was also with him that night. Meh. You get it.

After many searches at pharmacies, I found one that was willing to give me some plant-based shit that tasted like you eat dead bodies. It was supposed to delay the period but the pharmacist told me never use it more than once a year because it can seriously damage my hormones. Poor pharmacist must have seen how desperate I was lol.

I accepted to take that shit even though he warned me it tasted badly. It was some kind of syrup. I had to take a small portion of it – like You could ingest more of that shit. O m g i’ve never tasted something so bad. ‘Plant-based’ my ass it tasted like gasoline on a dead corpse!

I took a bit and I vomited shortly after. But hey, dummy me is at her service, I didn’t give up. I took more of that shit. Period came in. Disaster. Dissapointment. Hell.
I kept taking that syrup, I drank more than half a bottle. After one day, period stopped. – GOOD JOB ME, I’m a dumb shit

He knew I took that syrup and i told him period stopped. But I told him I wanted to stop my period because I don’t want to enter the new year bleeding – blablabla superstitions blabla I was a fucking liar lol. But he bought it at that time. At least that’s what I thought lol. Every guy thinks of sex when he is with a girl in bed

Oh and it was our first time in bed together sleeping. I mean literally sleeping. Since we were colleagues at high school, he was kinda my neighbour and we never had sleepovers.

I have to say I didn’t plan my first sex night because I was dreaming to have something spontaneous – i was a dreamy stupid girl told ya.

I was *hoping* of something to happen but I didn’t plan it. I wanted to stop my period firstly because I didn’t want cramps and blood over the best (sometimes girls leak).

The big night came. We celebrated the new year with kisses and champagne and went later back to bed. He drank a bit more but he was not drunk, just a bit dizzy I think.

We started with ‘let’s make the bed’ blabla. But the ‘blabla’ turned into a show for my eyes. J changed into pyjamas and- what a surprise- he wore no boxers underneath. Nothing. Just the loose pyjama pants. – how ‘unintentional’ I would say. — at that time I didn’t realise it had a purpose lol. I just thought the guy wants to sleep relaxed — see how innocent I was! Fuck me. Wait. Don’t.

While we maked the bed I noticed his HUGE erection for fucks sake. It was so big and it was ‘moving around’ like goshhhhh I couldn’t watch it.

I turned around and I was all soooooo red omg. I told you I never saw a penis in real life before. Never ever. And now I could see its shape so vividly. And it was so close to me omg.

He apologized he told me he will go to ‘calm himself down and pee’. Whatever. I couldn’t erase the image from my had

Although we had a lot of sex talks, we never did it before and I told you why. But he knew I was a virgin and he loved that about me. He tried sex with me before but I refused him and he understood me. So he told me he will never make a move on me again until I will give him ‘the green line’ – quite a gentleman I would say. He waited some months. And he never tried sex until I gave him that green line. And this line happened that night.

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