[FM] losing my virginity

I was a late bloomer losing it at 19 years old. I had just moved out of my parents house, and was enjoying my freedom in my apartment. I had been “sexting” with my friend Kim for a few months while I had been away at school, and it hadn’t stopped since I moved out. We talked about all kinds of dirty things, like her past experiences and our turn ons. Kim was a year younger than me, and up until that night we had just been smoke buddies and sexting friends.

One night, as our conversation got nice and dirty, she asked if I wanted her to come over. I was nervous – she was experienced and I wasn’t at all! We certainly had discussed this before. Thinking back, I feel like it was a turn on for her teaching me. Of course I told her to come over. At first, I had thought she just wanted to talk and smoke like we usually did. When she arrived at my apartment I knew she had come for more than a usual visit.

Kim was a slender brunette with straight hair. She’s about 5’6, and always carries herself like a dancer (she was a dancer and musician). I was excited when I came to the door to greet her. She was wearing a short red dress. She had done her makeup, which was out of the ordinary. She looked classy and seductive, and I admired her body as I walked her to my room.

I was nervous as she sat elegantly on my bed, so I made us a drink and packed up a bowl. We drank and smoked, until an awkward silence came over our rendezvous. I knew why she had come over; she definitely knew what she was after that night. She leaned towards me, planting a timid kiss on my lips.

I had only kissed 2 girls before that, and one jaws just some awkward pecking. My dick got instantly hard. We made out for what seemed like an eternity. My hands began wandering up her dress, exploring her absolutely perfect body. She was wearing some lacy black panties, but I was so eager to see the rest of her that I was frantically trying to unzip the back of her dress. I had seen breasts before, but never a naked woman. As the zipper broke way, she slid the dress over her head. Before me stood the most amazing sight of my young life. She wore only a pair of black lady panties. Being 18 and slender, her perky breasts needed almost no support.

While we continued to kiss, I reached down to play with her butt. I’d come to find this was one of my favorite things to do with her. All I could hear was our breathing, and her body felt so warm against mine. She slid her panties down and laid on my bed, seductively spreading her legs. She wasn’t shaved, but I could see the dim light reflecting off of her wetness. For a few minutes she let me awkwardly explore her with my fingers. Eventually she guided my hand to her clit. She let me go down on her, giving me pointers as I licked her. She moaned and arched her back, pushing my head away as she came. It was the only time she came that night, as I’d later realize that night was all about me.

As she came down from her orgasm, she instructed me to take my clothes off and lay down. She crawled up my bed towards me, and I was already rock hard. As she settled between my legs, she gave my cock a firm squeeze before twirling her tongue around my head. I had never felt anything like it. She had bragged about her oral skills, but I wasn’t sure what to expect. Now I can comfortably say her mouth is the most talented I’d ever had. She began bobbing her head up and down my shaft, sloppy, wet, and loud. I’m sure she could feel me getting harder in her mouth, and I was certainly dripping precum already. I let out a sigh as her mouth popped off of me. She laid next to me on the bed and pulled me on top of her. I knew this would be he moment, and I awkwardly poked at her loins with my erection, trying to find that warm wet goodness. She let me try for a moment before guiding me in. As I slid in, I asked her about using a condom. I wasn’t sure if she was on the pill or not. She told me she wasn’t, and I’d have to put one on in a minute. She told me she wanted me to feel her normally, even if just for a moment. All the way inside her, I rested for a moment – it was simply the most amazing thing I’d ever felt. She was warm, wet, and tight to the point where I was really only able to get my index finger into her. As I started to instinctively thrust, she stopped me. It was condom time. I was so close to cumming I’m not sure how I made it through her rolling the condom over me. I remember thinking how funny my dick looked in the bright green condom. I’m maybe a bit less than average around 6 inches with decent girth, so it looked like a neon green pickle. With minimal assistance this time, I slid slowly back inside her. I’ve never been with a woman that could tell when I was going to cum as well as Kim. She made me stop as she felt me getting harder and harder, and told me she was going to finish me off with her mouth. She took a big swig of whisky from her glass and pushed me back on the bed. She pulled off the condom, and started sucking me. Her mixture of suction, licking, and absence of biting had me close almost instantly. I asked her if she wanted me to tell her when I was going to cum. With a big grin on her face, she just said, “oh, I’m going to know”, and returned to the blowjob. It wasn’t long before I was beginning to cum. She hadn’t lied about her skills. As my cock pulsates and shot its load, she kept up her sucking. My orgasm felt like it lasted for a full minute. She never stopped sucking, and had taken all but a Tiny drop of my cum in her mouth. Before I knew what had happened, she had swallowed my cum and washed it down with a gulp of her drink. As I laid there spent, she crawled up the bed and laid by me with her head on my chest.

I felt a bit spoiled so I was lazily trying to play with her pussy. Sweetly, she gave me a little kiss and pulled my hand away, telling me I didn’t need to do that. We laid there and finished our bowl from before. It was late, so she dressed and I walked her to the door. She gave me a sweet little kiss on her way out and I happily admired her body as she walked to her van.

We’d continue to be on and off fwb for a few years before I moved away. I know most stories about people’s first time are awkward and clumsy. I still am thankful I lost mine with someone I respected and loved (even if just as a friend).

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/6ezj2c/fm_losing_my_virginity