[F] 18 too wet, too lonely, and too excited about a boy teasing me in my weaknesses

So I’ve never been able to successfully get into a real relationship. All of my friends have been able to do oral hook ups at the very least. I’m totally missing out.

Only problem is my sex drive is over the roof. Most recently, I’ve had alot of time on my hands and can’t resist imagining so many levels of sexuality that my clit pulses so much until it hurts when im in public. When I’m home, I have to excuse myself, otherwise I’m going to burst.

It’s probably juvenile but it’s one of the few things I’ve got.

Not a day goes by without my imagination getting so far ahead of me. Depending on the day, I think about so many different scenarios.

In school, I’d think about the hot guy sitting next to me slowly slipping his hands into my shorts and fingering me during class. Smirking when I couldnt resist making the slightest sounds and taking pleasure watching me grabbing onto his hand to make him go deeper.

Other days, I imagine a girl teasing me on the whole car ride until we arrive and she decides on going down on me until I cum so hard my hands are shaking while we’re still in public.

Fuck thinking about these things makes me really wet…

The closest I got was when I started talking to a guy I know who would back me into a wall and tease me until I had to cross my legs. Sometimes, he’d make sure I overheard his descriptions of how he fucked his girlfriend, bending her over a chair, slamming into her until she was screaming at the top of her lungs. She would beg him to use her however he needed because she wanted him inside of her until he had nothing left. He described how she would squeeze her legs together and rock her hips until he couldnt do anything but let her fuck him until she could barely speak. His friends wouldnt believe him but he told them exactly how he found her G spot. She got so tired from how hard she came.

He wore basketball shorts often so I could clearly see his dick. He generally had no problem shifting it when he knew I was watching. Especially when I get my father’s attention by occasionally calling him ‘daddy’ in the various names i call him (papa, pops, padre, etc.) The boy I knew had a daddy kink and I’m submissive who gets turned on with the right nickname.

Every now and then, he’d send me a snap of him fucking her doggy style and act like it was for someone else but he knew what I liked and he wasn’t afraid to keep me on the edge for him.

We don’t keep in touch but every now and then, I’ll check his social media to see what he’s up to. Might have a kid, might not. Can’t tell.

Honestly, I so badly need to hear someone talk to me like that again because I want to get fucked and be taught more than just porn. Getting off to sounds of other girls moaning, guys groaning out of pleasure and even all girl orgies. I need that so badly these days.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/6cflng/f_18_too_wet_too_lonely_and_too_excited_about_a