A [F]ine afternoon for exploring new things.

So, this is my first post on here. This may be a little long. You can blame it on my ADHD and lack of sleep, but I felt I had to share it.

For a few months, I have been talking to a guy at work.. let’s call him Cameron.. little did we know that we worked together until we matched on tinder. (I work unstairs and he works downstairs so we never ran into each other because we are both busy.)

Cameron and I talked for about a week or so before finally meeting each other. I first went over to his house after work one day and I was very nervous. Due to some complicated medical issues I have been in he worst shape I had ever been in, which has left me self conscious. I’m about 5’6″ with brunette hair, green eyes, round cheeky face, large thighs, and pretty large boobs (as I’ve been told.. but they are DDD at the moment) but compared to Cameron how couldn’t I not be nervous?! He is 5’10”, lighter complexion, light brown hair, amazing blue/green eyes, and a smile that can light up the entire room.

I was starting to loosen up because his personality is something wonderful and rare. He is extremely intelligent, funny and sarcastic, goal oriented, and passionate about his hobbies. I was extremely awkward and thought I ruined everything when he interrupted us playing Super Mario Brothers and said he had to go to the grocery store. I instantly went straight to my usual bar to try to hide my anxiety ridden embarrassment. After a couple shots I texted him about how stupid I felt and he said he could tell I was nervous and we moved on from it rather quickly.

Fast forward to me accidentally sending him a kinda dirty snap. (Yes it was an accident and meant for someone else.) Then, one night at his house we were watching something on the couch, he kissed me,we ended up kissing more and the sexual tension was building. I didn’t know what to think about it cause I thought we were just friends. when I said something about it, He said he was “sorry that he found me attractive.” I ended up leaving kinda late and I kicked myself for not fucking him that night, especially when I later found out that his body and his dick are both absolutely amazing

His body is athletic and cut. He is evenly proportioned, muscular shoulders covered in freckles, a defined stomach with the “v” cut (which drives me and I’m pretty sure, every other girl crazy.) His dick is a little thicker than most and is above average on length. I honestly think it’s perfect. Considering we have learned to put a towel down everytime due to the unimaginable things he can make me do, I think I have a point.

One time, we met up at my usual bar, he told me that he was involved in the BDSM community. I was kinda tipsy and didn’t fully understand what he was trying to tell me over the music. We are really good friends now and we spend a lot of time together. He has been very informative and open with me which has made me more interested in trying new things. I trust him and know he wouldn’t do anything I wasn’t comfortable with.

About a week ago I agreed to let him slowly work into trying anal sex. I’ve never really had any kind of anal play, even with two long relationships in the past. Since that conversation, I have been kinda nervous and excited to try it. This morning I randomly woke up next to him at 3am.. he made me cum multiple times after having rough, half asleep sex. Even though my day started off amazing, I had a slightly stressful day at work. It didn’t help that I was distracted. I couldn’t stop thinking about fucking him again. While I was on my way home, everything that happened this week was still prominently on my mind.. I needed something to ease my stress. We usually share the same interest in r/gonewildstories and send ones we like to each other.

Well, this afternoon I got to write and send one of my own for him.

“So… I came home… and I started to get a headache… I said “fuck this” and changed out of my work clothes into these little shorts and a tank top.. Made a pretty strong drink. Let the vodka pour until I forgot I was pouring it.. grabbed my roommates sunny D and mixed a light orange drink. The vodka burned parts of my lips that I had been biting on today.. The bright sun kissed my skin when I opened the door to let the dog out, bunny hopping across the backyard towards a bird. I took a big breath, sat down, and lit a cigarette.. my mind still on work, the cigarette rolled around between my fingers. I open up my phone, tried to focus on candy crush. I smiled as I dominated the level that had been taunting me for two days. Each level after was way too easy. I’m trying to distract myself from everything at work but, My thoughts about you were just getting stronger. I replay this morning over and over again in my mind.

My face gets hotter when I think about you making your hips work in circles, your cock deep inside of me, my ass up in the air, each trust and rotation making my back bend more, pulling on the sheets. Then I noticed I had my hand squeezing my inner thigh. Suddenly I had an idea.. if I’m curious.. why not just try it? You said yourself that experimenting is good. I look at my cigarette which was half way gone and no longer burning from the wind. I dropped it in the grass and I jumped up so quickly. I thought I was going to fall over when my eyes had to adjust to the dark interior of my house. I head for my room, unsure if I locked the door or if it was even closed, but I didn’t care.

I dropped my shorts in the hall, headed straight for my faithful toy. I adjust the pillows on the bed, and slowly lay down trying not to shift how perfectly placed they were. I pulled up one of the usually websites, quickly scanning the thumbnails until A semi decent one caught my attention.. My heart was racing as I checked the batteries, I can hear the pounding in my ears as I reached for the lube.. “am I seriously about to do this?” I took a deep and said “fuck it.” I slowly traced all around my well known areas until I hit one that was unknown.

I took a few deep breaths and hit play.. I slowly started to play with my clit with one hand as my other was still debating the idea. The video started to get better and relaxed my body. I slowly tried to enter my ass with my finger.. it took me a couple times between my heavy breaths, my body having to relax again, and the distracting grunts and moans from my phone. I started to explore more ways to get in a rhythm with my bunny now vibrating my clit and teasing the inside of my pussy. The video wasn’t long but was almost over when I began to felt an amazing sensation.. I surprised myself, stopped for a moment. The hard smack of him hitting her ass pulled me back in and I began again. I could tell It was about to end from the moans of the man.. he asks, “do you want me to cum?” She responds quickly “yes” and he says “come here baby” she gets down on her knees and opens her mouth, I eagerly wait for the finale as I’m on edge, my hands tired but still strong in my rhythm, his long moan was surprising but exactly what I wanted to hear.. My eyes began to close and then it was silent: my phone went black, I knew my phone was close to dying, but I instantly thought of you and I lost it.

My hips rolled under me as my hands were working to give me anything close to what you do. Finding each and every new spot, my eyes closed picturing your body and your determined eyes watching over mine, my head was bend back, my back arched fast, I began to see colors. really giving it all I had, I began to cum. As my loud moans echoed through my empty house, my body quivering and my hips continued to rolling around, I gasp for air as your name rolled off my tongue. My imagination vividly treated me with your familiar breathing and tight grip all around my body. I quickly relieved my wet hands from all the hard work they had done. I laid there, with my legs spread. My hands playfully mocking the uncontrollable shaking of my lower body. My chest was thrusting up and down from my heartbeat, which was so hard it felt like I about to rip through. My forehead was sweaty and my face was hot from how fast my heart was pushing blood through my veins. I laid there for another moment and almost went again. But I couldn’t help from wanting to plug in my lifeless phone to tell you what I had done to myself. I felt so dirty as I tried to get up quickly but had to be cautious with how wet I was. The air was less difficult to fill my lungs now, as I tiptoed to the living room to find my charger.. I walked back to my room and put my shorts back on as I patiently waited for the screen to light up. The inner lining now wet from typing all of this out but I honestly can’t help myself thinking about you reading this.”

I’m thinking that after this I might have another story to share soon ;)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/61759j/a_fine_afternoon_for_exploring_new_things