So there’s a beautiful woman that I’ve known for a few years now (/u/fuzzybuddy88). She lives in the US and I’m in the UK so we’ve been just friends for a while, but I’ve always liked her and wished that we could meet and start a relationship. Well, tonight I saw her get fucked by another man – the whole thing, all captured on webcam. Wow.
Just wow. Earlier she told me that she had a surprise for me and then revealed that she’d be meeting a friend for sex, and asked if I wanted to watch. I felt wretched accepting her offer, but I knew it was the closest I’ll ever get to having sex with her and I want her to be happy with a real man since I’ll never be able to satisfy her. So, like the pathetic cuckold I am, I waited for her to call me on Skype from his place, wearing my wig and panties and feeling thoroughly embarrassed.
She called me and I saw and heard them together, laughing and making jokes about sex. They mentioned me a few times – her guy made fun of me and she joined in. I was pleased to receive their attention but humiliated by their accurate observations about me being a virgin loser. It didn’t take long for them to start fondling and stripping. Soon she was sucking his cock and then he was fucking her, fucking her hard. His dick was huge and it made her moan loudly as he thrust it into her again and again.
I couldn’t help but be turned on. To start with it felt surreal, almost like I was watching a porn film with really familiar actors. But as she started to moan and I could see him thrust into her the reality of the situation hit me hard, and I felt like such an idiot to be watching them instead of fucking her myself, or even just being near her as an equal like he was. They ignored me but at one point she was facing the camera as she was fucked from behind, and oh sweet Jesus did that turn me on in a humiliating way.
I can’t explain why it was a huge turn-on, being cuckolded. I guess that’s just the way I am programmed. I loved seeing her face as she moaned and came close to orgasm, and I nearly came myself as I watched. Despite loving the experience sexually, I felt ashamed for loving it – that probably made it more enjoyable for a pervert like me. It was also frustrating to see and not be able to touch – not to be there to feel the hot sweaty sex and to be touched by her, even if it was just her pushing me away to be with him. They ignored me during the sex, which was frustrating because I wanted to be involved but sexy because it made me feel more like a submissive, and made fun of me afterwards.
There is no way to fully describe what it was like for me to see the woman that I’ve desired for years be fucked hard by a tall, well-endowed, real man. As a submissive it thrilled me to see her be pleasured and satisfied by him, but only by making me feel even more of a sissy virgin loser. I guess that I just have to accept that side of myself? I really don’t think it’s the last time that I’ll see her get fucked, and honestly I can’t wait to see it again, however humiliating it is. Hopefully next time I can be there to be tied up and shamed in person!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/5o1of7/webcam_cuckolding_mfm
To thine own self be true.
I’d say enjoy it. Maybe you’ll learn some things and be more confident in yourself.
Why the fuck were you wearing a wig and panties? You really said that very casually haha