Thanks for all the up-votes for part 1. I asked my sub to retell the story from the beginning. Here it is………
My experience as a new submissive begins…
I’m a long time reader and fan of this subreddit, but I never thought I would have anything worth posting. This story started a number of weeks ago and is 100% true. I am posting it for you to enjoy.
BACKSTORY: I’ve been interested in threesomes, being spanked, tied up, and other aspects of the BDSM lifestyle for a very long time. The idea of being a submissive has lingered in my mind for many years and turned me on, but I had no idea how to start to explore it and like most people was afraid to ever bring it up with people. I’m pretty shy around men, so it’s been a while since I’ve had sex. Almost a month ago I came across some postings by this one Dom that really turned me on. They related stories about his experiences and so many of them were things that I had dreamt of trying and since he seemed respectful and knowledgeable, I decided to message him to ask how to go about exploring BDSM.
He responded with a wealth of helpful information and suggestions, things to consider, what I needed to know before starting and how to meet others by going to some munches/gatherings or just get comfortable with it myself so I could maybe discuss it with a partner in the future (should I find one). I didn’t go to any as I was still too nervous (and busy at work) to take that first step. I kept worrying about what you’re supposed to wear and do, and who I might meet. In other words, I’m a total wuss.
To keep this backstory short, one message led to another and he offered to give me an introduction to serving, all of which would take place online. I happily agreed. That was a while ago. Now here comes the fun part…
We spent a little time discussing some basic ground rules and my desires and out of the blue he suggests that we start with a simple set of things that would allow me to begin to learn how to take my submissive desires and learn how to serve. It was so exciting that I eagerly began. I received a message with explicit instructions to follow and this is what happened over that first week.
MONDAY: The first night, as he instructed, I stripped and crawled onto my bed on all fours. As I was given these instructions the day before, I had been looking forward to this all day. I knew that I was not allowed to orgasm today and the thought that I was submitting myself to him really got me wet. I slowly ran my fingers over my ass and felt a small chill go up my spine. I was on all fours, fully exposed to anyone that would be behind me and that was so hot. I ran my fingers over my pussy as instructed and them pumped my finger in and out of my tight pussy, and could hear how wet I was. Then I dragged my finger across my clit to circle it, and slowly teased my finger up and down. It felt so fucking good. I spanked each cheek several times, which made me moan and squirm. I repeated this cycle for a half hour. By the end, my clit was throbbing and I was soaking wet. I made it 30 minutes, on all fours, getting so close to orgasm, but never having one.
He told me to let him know when I was desperate to cum. I wasn’t there yet but I was insanely wet… That night I ordered a new vibrator to play with :-)
TUESDAY: He sent another message telling me to make the session 45 minutes, and to make sure to get to the edge of the orgasm each time before I stopped, calm down and start again. I also learned what he was making me do was called “edging.” I’d never heard of it before. If you haven’t done it, I highly recommend it. It’s freaking incredible. Being taken to the absolute edge and then being denied an orgasm intensifies all of your senses, and the continued edging builds up over time so the more times you get to the edge, the more sensitive you become the next time. It is a viscous and thoroughly amazing process.
I repeated the routine from the night before but made sure I stopped RIGHT before coming each time. It felt really intense and amazing. Towards the end of the 45 minutes, whenever I’d start again, it was like I jumped right back to where I was before I stopped. When I finished, my whole body was focused on my clit and nipples, and I was starting to understand what he meant by desperate to cum…
WEDNESDAY: When I woke up, my pussy was throbbing and my whole body felt like it was tingling. I moaned, rolled over and arched my ass in the air wishing for someone to fuck me and spank me hard from behind.
I received a new message telling me to wear a garter belt and stockings while edging that night because they would frame my pussy/ass for him, and I felt sexy as fuck with them on. I lost count of how many times I almost came in 45 minutes…it all became a blur. I got a hair away from coming several times, especially towards the end. It was hot needing and wanting permission to cum.
THURSDAY: So I was sent a message asking how things were going and I was on fire. I have never been so turned on, so focused on my needs, so alive. But no orgasm for me. As soon as I walked in the house, I stripped, and put on my garter belt and stockings. I crawled into bed, got on all fours, spread my legs, arched my ass into the air, placed my elbows on the bed, and put my head down in between them. I thought about presenting myself for spanking like he instructed. I pictured someone standing behind me looking at my pussy and ass while deciding what to do with me. Contemplating what would happen. The cool air felt torturous on my hot pussy. I continued to follow the directions and I spanked each ass cheek a few times and each time a jolt shot through me. I had never experienced anything like this and it was sooooooo fucking hot. As instructed I reached down to drag my finger slowly through my pussy. I finger fucked myself for a while, and was rubbing my nipples back and forth on the sheets. I almost came from just penetration, which had never happened to me before. I was/am really excited about that. I repeated the routine for 45 minutes. Towards the end, my legs were shaking and my face felt really hot whenever I got close to coming. I was dripping wet, so much so that I thought it might actually slide down my thighs. Needless to say, I was pretty desperate to cum.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/5ett2n/mf_reddit_gives_me_my_first_online_submissive