Part 1
I felt like she was “the one”, and the one to be avoided all at the same time. I told her she was the cause, and the cure to my agony. She would say the same about me. Her love, her sex, our connection makes everything else pale in comparison. She pisses me off, she makes me happy, she is home.
We have a year long history, one I won’t go into here – but suffice it to say it is long and stormy, while exhilarating and extremely comforting when it’s on point. I was trying to avoid her, figured my life was better without her. She can be evil, she would say the same about me, we were just done dealing with each other.
We had barely spoken for a couple of months, then out of nowhere she invites me to a park, says she has something important to say. I was very reluctant, I didn’t want my heart trampled on. Things were going very well for me after all, why would I even allow an opening? I’m not a coward that avoids life, so I go. Honestly I will always love her, so I go.
I show up at the park, it’s a perfect day, she’s down with her little blonde two year old son playing amongst apple trees. She is enchantingly beautiful. She’s 33, thin, about 5 feet tall with a beautiful face, sparkling blue eyes, and long semi curly brown hair. She has great teeth, and an adorable, mischevious smile. Her body is perfectly proportioned with just right curves in the just right places. She is very feminine, despite myself, despite my logic, I am drawn to her. It feels good to be in her presence again.
Me, I’m 37, 5′ 8″, and 225lbs of solid muscle. I’ve been told I should be an MMA fighter, linebacker, or a boxer. I am balding, but sexy balding. I tend to keep my hair trimmed very short to my head, I have a somewhat angular face, and very nice brown eyes that have a tendency to be green sometimes. I have a disarming smile, and dimples that the girls seem to like, and I keep at least a small goatee on my face because she likes it.
She tells me that some threats she’d made to me a couple months prior, she hadn’t planned on following through with… that she didn’t like making them, and she’d only made them because she felt backed into a corner. I told her that they were way out of line, and they wouldn’t have changed the nature of my relationship with her, that all they really did was damage us. We are both content to move on from the subject.
We start catching up, since we’re around after all. She’s doing well, has a couple jobs, likes her roommate, has been going on some “dates”. At that I get up and walk over to an apple tree. I don’t need the heartbreak, if I leave now maybe I won’t let her reach me. She says: “What are you upset because I said I was dating?” She knows that got to me, she’s sneaky like that. I had been focused on work, much of my past couple month’s effort had actually gone towards paying $2,700 total for a car for her. I didn’t think that I wanted her in my life, but at the same time I loved her so much I didn’t desire anyone else either, that combined with my focus on work, and I had conversely not dated. I told her it was ok, but it was obvious she’d touched a very sensitive point. She was mine, I was hers, we are each other’s, we shouldn’t be dating other people.
I played every sport imaginable growing up, I pitched in high school and I can throw a mean fastball. I started picking up apples that had fallen from the trees. I’d do a full wind up throw them hard from a pitcher’s mound distance at the other trees, making them explode on impact. It was fun, it was liberating, it was allowing me to vent some frustration with the situation. Her cute little son idolizes me, he starts throwing apples too. It turns into a good day. She tells me I should “take my shirt off” because it’s hot. She hasn’t seen me shirtless in a few months, I suspect she is motivated by more than just making sure I’m cool enough ;)
The next day, I had a box of stuff to give her. She’d lived in my apartment for 10 months so there were some extra things . She was in the kitchen, I walked up behind her and hugged her like I used to do, she turned around and melted into me. God this felt good. I played with her hair, tugging it slightly, she likes that, I like doing it. Passions began to arise in both of us. I walk into the living room and sit on a chest that is in there, she comes over to me. She’s wearing some cute ripped blue jeans. My body is full of passion and my muscles are aching to do something. I feel like growling, she brings the beast out in me! From a sitting position I grab her by her belt loops and lift her up off the ground. As I do so I stand and bring her up high, above my head, then I gently set her down, she leans into me. She says “wow if you can do that it gives me some ideas.” I try to ignore the statement, I’m scared to get involved with her again.
She had some friends coming over to make dinner, they come over. I say hello, and begin to make an exit shortly afterwards. As I’m leaving, she walks me outside. I grab her by the hair, and pull her in and we share an incredible kiss. She says “You go and do this to me right now, you’re going to leave me (turned on) like this?…” I say “yeah, your friends are here.” I take off to go work.
I drive for Uber and Lyft and I love doing it. I’m happily driving around later that night and she sends me a message. “You made me very wet today.” Fuck, that statement turned me on, it continues to this day to turn me on. I say “How many people have you had sex with since us?” I was hoping she’d say none… She says “You first.” “None” I tell her. I’ve been focused on work, and I’ve not desired anyone else but her. She tells me about a couple of guys that she’s had sex with. I immediately feel sick to my stomach, honestly it still makes me feel sick. This girl is mine, after all. I try to distance myself from the situation. I tell her I feel gross about that, and that it’s not what I wanted. I’m not judging her, it’s just not what I wanted, it didn’t feel natural.
She keeps trying to connect, I keep being cautious, unsure if she’s going to break my heart. She sends me a voice message: “I’ll be done in the 9 o’clock hour, don’t even act like you don’t want to come over, don’t act like we’re never going to be together again, don’t act like you’re not going to come over in the future, so what is the point of waiting and “needing time.” We’ll talk about whatever it is you want to talk about. Or we don’t have to, and we can just lay there.” She’s right. I know it, she knows it. I go over that night.
Part 2: (The sex)
I went over, and there wasn’t much to be said. We both needed this, we both knew it. We laid down on her bed, I inhaled her scent while I positioned my body over hers, and we made out with abondon, our tounges interweaving, massaging each other, holding each other, merging into one another. Often times I like to kiss her body with light kisses and bites. There was a bit of that but she was very wet, and I was very hard. We removed our clothing, she grabbed my cock. She’s always said I have the perfect cock. I haven’t measured lately but my guess is it’s about 6″, and it is very, proportional ;)
I positioned myself between her legs missionary style, over her opening. I said to her “You want me inside of you? Tell me.” to which she replied “I want you inside of me” and reached down to feel my penis. My dick normally stands at the right angle for getting into a pussy, but having her touch it to put it in her was all the more erotic. Together we guided me inside of her. I pumped a few times and tugged on her hair, I kissed her passionately while fucking her. I went deep into her and stayed for a moment and I put my mouth to her ear and said “I love you”, she breathlessly told me she loved me back.
I was in absolute heaven. We have always had the greatest ever fucks, but that night was other-wordly. She had her head up a bit on the pillow, her legs up and out, bent at the hips, my cock deep inside her, I curled up into her, and we rocked/thrusted in a way where only our bodies can, it’s almost like we were created for one another. This position my cock and only mine, constantly hits her “G” spot and makes her have internal vaginal orgasms. After a few minutes of rocking and thrusting, she came, hard, on my dick. It felt incredible, it is such a turn on to have her cum while I’m inside of her. Her screams and moans were intoxicating. This usually turns me on so much that I can’t help but cum as well, but amazingly I was able to stay on edge and keep going. I could have cum at any moment, but this night, we had time, no one else was home, and I wanted this to last. I pulled out for a minute and brought my dick up to her mouth, she gladly took it in, tasting her juices while she sucked on me.
I went back to fucking her some more, frequently I’d be about to cum and I’d have to slow down and breath deep, then I’d continue with a low growl. I was feeling very primal. She caressed my torso and looked up and said “you are so sexy, you feel so good inside of me.” After a bit, I needed to taste her, and I told her so. I scooted down the bed and went down on her. With my face in her pussy, I looked up at her, she said “I love looking at you doing that” – sometimes she’d reach down and pull her pussy lips apart, I love it when she does that.
I came back up, and fucked her and kissed her. She gladly tasted herself on my lips and tongue. I fucked her with reckless abandon, deep hard thrusts, fast, almost violent sometimes – then other times I’d fuck her slow and sweet, biting her lip, pulling her hair, massaging her tits (maybe “C” cups?), sucking on her nipples. Many times she’d almost cum, but I’d have slow down or stop because I’d almost cum too, making her edge. One time on a slow thrust I actually felt a little bit of my cum come out while I was deep in her vagina. I could have stopped it honestly, but I loved and trusted this girl so much that it felt right to share my seed with her. I told her that I’d let a little bit of my cum go inside of her, and she told me how much it turned her on.
I positioned myself in a “T” position, where she’s on her back and I’m off to her right with my face perfectly positioned in and on her pussy. She grabbed my dick and stroked it, and I can worshiped her pussy with my mouth. Sometimes I’d lick slow, all the way up and down the slit. Sometimes I’d bury my face in there and lick and swirl my lips and tongue around everywhere. I spread her out, and I’ll never forget her wetness glistening in a “V” shape down on the bottom of her pussy. I eagerly licked up her juices, up and down and all around. I sucked her clit, I licked it, sometimes I’d have a finger or two inside of her while doing it, sometimes not. She says “Oh your mouth is so perfect.” Being good at eating pussy and fucking is a passion of mine, but with her everything is magnified because we just work well that way. After a few minutes she said “I’m going to cum!” and I held on tight and kept licking and sucking while she bucked her hips around as she orgasmed.
I ran my finger along the bottom of my shaft towards the top, and took some of the pre-cum off of my dick with my finger, then put it up to her lips. She tasted it and said “mmm, you taste good, I like your new diet.” I have been eating really well lately, getting all my veggies with smoothies, it does help ;)
I fucked her some more in all kinds of positions, and they were all great, but when I wanted to make her cum we’d go back to that rocking “G” spot position that we do so well. While I was making love to her that way, I whispered in her ear that “no one can ever fuck you this good besides me” she responded back “yes, no one can.” (She later told me the other guys had just been a distraction to deal with the pain of not having me.) Our energy was perfect for each other, our “aurus were one” she later said. All of our positions involved being face to face, we were loving our awesome connection. She came hard again on my cock with off the charts intensity. I was wearing her pussy out. She said “You should cum now, you deserve it.” After a couple more minutes of thrusting, I was ready to oblige. I frantically pumped her hard and fast and deep, it was such a turn on seeing her body move in rhythm under me, I said “You want me to cum baby?” She breathed “Yes, I want you to cum,” at the last second before I was ready to shoot my load I pulled out and came on all over her torso and tits, hand, and mouth. As I was jerking my cock the bottom of my package was rubbing and vibrating along her pussy and clit. She told me that it felt good and she loved watching me cum. She took some of the cum on her finger, and put it in her mouth and swallowed it.
All said that night she came 10 times, twice vaginally, 8 times orally. I came 6 times. By the end I was shooting air pretty much, lol, but it still felt amazing. When I left the next morning, we agreed that we’d try not to get “in our heads”, because we still had issues we really needed to work out. We both felt incredible. I’d never in my life felt so loved. It was as though an enormous conduit of soul energy was wide open between us. I went home and just bathed in our bliss as I laid in my bed. I didn’t want to shower, I wanted to keep her smell on me.
Unfortunately since then our relationship has had its ups and downs. She even unfriended me on Facebook a couple days ago :( but for one magical night (and actually another night a couple nights later), we were connected in every way – and we rocked each others world. It was real, it was amazing, it was the best, it was us.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/5505zi/mf_fuck_you_i_love_you_m37f33