I brought this on myself, but I’m addicted and don’t know how to get out. I have been dom with my wife, but wanted to try being submisive and humiliated. It’s been in the back of my mind for awhile now. My wife and I are in a semi-open relationship and we play on fetlife.
I contacted a cute, curvy girl named Ally about being her sub slave and was a little surprised by how eager and responsive she was from the start. She told me that she was going to dominate me and humiliate me. We exchanged personal pics to prove we were real and she made fun of my body and my cock. She said that I wasn’t hot enough for her and that I would only be good for a few things. When she found out that I had a wife, she took it in a direction that I didn’t think would or could happen though, and I was surprised by how much I love it. But it’s so wrong. And destructive.
First she wanted pics of my wife which I sent without telling her. She said that my wife was so ugly and that she was much hotter. This went on for a few days, but she gave me her phone number one night and told me to call.
We talked for about 5 minutes about meeting and that she would maybe let me lick her asshole, but that’s it. Then she started on my wife.
1. “I’m sorry your wife is so ugly because you are kinda cute. You don’t deserve to fuck me or anything, but you are not bad.”
2. When we meet, bring me your wife’s sexiest pair of panties.
3. Go fuck your wife tonight…if you can get hard… and think of me when your fuck her.
I actually did fuck my wife and think of Ally. I even whispered her name but it just signed like a sigh, I think.
Ally had me take a pic of me wearing the sexy panties I was going to bring to her. She said normally a cock looks big in panties but I still look small (I’m 6 inches).
I eventually went to her condo and brought the panties, a see-through, lacy, low rise hip hugger. She had me crawl inside her house like a dog and told me only to look at her. I did glance over at something in her house and she yelled and smacked my face while I was on my knees.
“Did you bring me her panties?”
“Yes, Miss Ally,” giving them to her.
“Did you wash them?”
“Yes, Miss Ally.”
“I don’t want to have your cum or ball sweat or her nasty pussy juice on me…”
She told me to turn around and strip to my underwear. I did and I could hear her changing.
“We wear the same size panties…they must really stretch for her because she looks so fat.”
They were similar in size, if anything, Ally weighed more but was curvier than my wife.
“I’m going to show you how sexy these are supposed to look on a real woman. A woman with curves and a beautiful body.”
She told me to turn around and she was only wearing my wife’s panties. She looked amazing. She made me tell her that she looked hotter than my wife three times.
“These look so much better on me, huh?”
“Yes, Miss Ally.”
I looked at her really hot C or D cup tits. My wife was a 36 B so Miss Ally caught me looking and went on about how her tits were bigger and better than my wife’s and I agreed.
“Come over here and lick my pussy…it’s getting wet in your wife’s panties.”
I licked her pussy for over 30 minutes with her commanding me at all times. She told me she was going to cum for me and she did twice.
Then she told me to jack off to her and cum on her floor so I could lick it up. I didn’t really want to do that but did it anyway. She told me to leave because she had a date with a real man that night.
Over the next few days she has been getting more dominant online. She made me send her a VS e-card for $100.00. She made me take pics of my wife’s favorite matching bra and panty set with my cum on them. And she wants me to come over tomorrow just to lick her asshole while she masturbates.
A lot of this turns me on but I want to quit too. I’m afraid she might tell my wife, but we haven’t fucked. However, I’m supposed to get permission if I see another girl.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/53npv7/i_need_helpaddicted_to_harmful_and_abusive_sub
Hello, get a clue, tell your wife. NOW. Don’t mess up a good thing.
You are being robbed. Cheaper to give your money to a therapist and less damaging to your life and marriage.
Man the fuck up and stop this mistress/Dom bullshit who’s taking you for the fool you are. Talk to your wife. I’m sure she’ll treat you like shit for free.
This is NOT how an open marriage works. If you can’t tell your wife anything listed here then what you are doing is wrong. You even stated one of the golden rules, you must communicate with your wife before anything. She isn’t going to be cool with this for so many reasons and you already know that.
You likely are really into this sub stuff and are afraid to fully communicate with your wife. If you cant fully talk to your wife about your wants/desires/turns on’s then you shouldn’t be in an open relationship, at that point it is just an excuse.
She has big plans for your bank account.