Learned so much about being submissive [49f] (long)

I first posted this in /r/SluttyConfessions. Maybe a lot of the same readers here but I figured I’d try it out. Completely true.

As I mentioned in my last post, the weekend started off pretty slow. kind of sucky actually. By Friday night I hadn’t lined anything up, even Erik (22 yr old from a few weeks back) ended up not making it up here. I spent most of the night messing around on OKC and Tinder, but no one was messaging (I never send the first message). Finally at around 10 I get a message from a very cute 24 yr old. I won’t go into the boring details but by the end of our conversation about 2 hours later it is very clear that he’s not who he claims to be, more likely some gross old man. I’ve been scammed & I’m usually so good at detecting those right off. damn.

Saturday morning, the messages start coming from the guys I had looked at or matched the night before. I chat with a few of them, but one really stands out. Adam is super cute, tall, smart, obvious good sense of humor and describes himself as a nerd in his profile. I didn’t see anything that indicated nerd other than his taste in movies, but he assured me it’s true. Super nice, sweet guy. The chatting went so well we exchanged phone #s and started texting until we both had things we needed to get to.

Saturday night, still no action. Back to Tinder & OKC. At about 11 I get a message on Tinder from a guy I had matched with about a week ago. Robert, 28, cute of course but immediately I tell him the problem is that he lives in “Big City” and every experience with Big City Boys is they talk a big talk and never follow through. He assures me he’s not like those guys, blah blah blah. Then it gets weird (and interesting). We switch to text, he had already asked me about being submissive, I told him I’m not interested in the sub/dom thing. Before I know it our texts turn into this whole fantasy role play thing, and somehow I’m being completely submissive and actually enjoying it. He’s calling me a dirty old slut and I’m telling him I am his slut and I’ll do anything he tells me to. He makes me touch myself, I call him a dirty little boy, I’m using my vibe exactly how he tells me to. He has demanded that I cannot cum until he tells me I can. He makes me beg for it. He makes me tell him I’m a worthless whore, only good for fucking and he’s the nasty boy who is going to fuck every hole. I can’t believe how turned on I am, I am right on the edge for over an hour until finally he allows me to cum. It was the biggest cum I have ever given myself. Now it’s 5am, we had been doing this for over 4 hours. I tell him I never thought I would be so into being dominated (actually it’s one thing I’ve said I would never do) & how we both can’t wait to try it in real life. Unfortunately he lives 80 miles away in Big City. But he has to drive up to Small City on Sunday, about 1/2 way between us. We make plans to meet in Small City Sunday night. Yay!

Sunday evening. He told me how to dress and I didn’t have anything that met his requirements exactly so I leave a little early to do some shopping before we meet. I’m on my way and I get a text from Adam. Can’t chat, maybe later. I’m at the store looking for a slutty top that will please my dirty boy Robert, I text him to make sure it’s still on. He texts back that he’s not feeling well and will have to reschedule. Fucking Big City Boy, typical.

What now? I text Adam. He’s not busy, he wants to come to my place. I have never before had a guy come to my house before meeting him irl for a drink or something first. It makes me nervous but I text him my address. He’s about an hour away. I rush home & take a few shots of Jameson and have a beer. I’m nervous as fuck. He finally arrives at about 9:30 & holy shit he is tall and so freakin cute! We sit down, I offer him a drink thinking we’ll chat for a bit but he has other ideas. Within 5 minutes he’s kissing me hard, his hand under my shirt, he puts my hand on his dick and I start rubbing him through his jeans. I suggest we go upstairs, it’s been 10 minutes since he arrived.

Now this is the really really weird part! We get to my room and he asks me if I like being dominated by a big strong guy. (what??). Ummm, OK. He pulls his pants down & pushes me to my knees, positions my face right in front of the absolutely most beautiful cock I have ever seen. Not kidding, 8 inches, perfectly shaped, not too thick or too thin, and hard as fuck. I held it in my hand & took a moment to admire it “oh my god!” and he grabs my head and forcibly pushes his cock into my mouth. I’m sucking, I’m licking balls, he’s pushing back into my throat. It’s amazing. Suddenly he pulls out and picks me up (literally picks me up) and throws me on the bed. He tells me I’m going to be his little cum slut for the night (this is the sweet nerd I was texting??). He pulls my clothes off and goes down on me, licking all around my clit, tongue and fingers pumping inside me. Oh fuuuuuck, it’s so good. He tells me to beg for his dick. I do, I beg him to fuck me. He picks me up again & repositions me on the bed & demands that I beg for it. I tell him how much I want his dick. He tells me I’m a dirty little whore and tells me to say it. “I’m a dirty little whore” and he slams that beautiful dick into me, it just slides in so easily, he starts pumping me hard, constantly telling me to tell him what a slut I am. My only purpose in life is to be his little cum slut. I am with Adam basically living the exact scenario that I had role played by text with Big City Boy Robert the night before. freaking weird. But I’m absolutely loving it. He several times picked me up again and threw me into a new position until I finally ended up on top riding him hard. He wants to hear me say I’m a dirty slut but I can’t get the words out of my mouth, all I can say is “fuck, it’s so fucking good, fuck, fuck, fuuuuuuuuuck.” and I cum hard, I practically scream it’s so good. I can’t remember the last time I came so hard. My pussy and his cock are drenched, he continues to pump me from under me as I have collapsed on his chest. “oh, a squirter” he says. what? I have never squirted in my life. we are both soaking wet, juice everywhere. “is that all ME?” “yup”. He throws me off of him, takes me by my hair and pushes my head down to his sopping wet dick. “lick it up”. I do what I’m told, I lick, I suck. It has a very strong taste like nothing I have ever tasted before. He tells me to worship his dick. I do. I tell him it’s all I want, I’ll do anything he wants. He throws me on my back. He sticks just the tip inside me and pulls out. he does it again. I’m begging him to fuck me. He asks how I like being teased. I don’t like it. He asks if I had planned to fuck the other guy tonight. “yes”. he’s still teasing me with his dick. He says he wants to come back again soon and fuck me again but I have to promise him something first. I’ll promise anything, just stop teasing and fuck me now. He makes me promise I’ll fuck another guy before I can have him back here again. yes yes of course yes. He slams into me hard & I scream out. It is so fuuuuuucking goooood. He tells me he’s going to cum deep inside me. he doesn’t ask, he tells. yes. He lets out a loud moan & I feel him explode in me. Holy shit.

Could this get any stranger? we both lie down, on our backs. It’s hard for me to breathe. he pulls me to him, holds me in his (huge) arms and starts kissing me softly. He want’s to make sure I’m OK. It wasn’t too much for me? Didn’t take it too far? We talk & snuggle for about 30 minutes. Here’s the sweet funny nerd I was texting the day before.

Then suddenly, we’re at it again. Just like before. I squirt for the second time in my life. It’s crazy. we finish, we fall asleep holding each other. We wake up at about 2am and go at it again. Shorter version of the same thing. sleep again, spooning. My alarm goes off at 5:30. We fuck again, I’m a slut.

I get up, take a shower, come back to the room. He’s dressed, he comes to me and kisses me and holds me. He’s adorable. He has to leave & says “remember, what are you going to do for me before I come back again?” “I’m going to fuck another guy.” “good girl”

I think Erik is coming over tomorrow night.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/4k3vzt/learned_so_much_about_being_submissive_49f_long