The confession of a cocksucker

This happened about 10 years ago, and I’ve never told anyone about it. It happened in various scenarios, several times, over the course of a few years. Even after our business relationship ended. I’m pretty sure it would be considered rape, I could have had him arrested if i didn’t end up enjoying it, or blackmailed him.

I had just got my first job, about 2 weeks prior to this. I needed my boss to fill out an employment verification letter (can’t remember what it was for). So I went in on my day off, to try and have him fill it out. It also happened to be his day off. The deadline was the next day, though. So, the assistant manager called him for me. He said I could come to his house, and he would do it. He lived about 1/4 mile away, and I headed over.

When I got there, he was sitting on the porch drinking bourbon. He did the paperwork, and we sat and talked for a bit. He offered me a drink ( I enjoyed bourbon, and was not 21.) And I started to drink with him. I ended up having several shots.

After a bit, we went inside. He had just purchased a couple porn videos, and they were sitting on the coffee table. We ended up watching one. We were still drinking. Some time in, (let’s call him Kevin from now on) went to piss, and unbeknownst to me wash his privates. He came out of the bathroom, and got a refill.

Coming out of the kitchen, he was required to walk past me, very close in front of me. He set the drink on the table in front of me. As he got close, I moved to lean back, and make room for him to pass. As I did, he grabbed the back of my head. He slowly stepped even close, getting between my legs, and pulled me forward so my mouth was pressed around the outline of his cock. I could feel that he was about 30% hard, and very big. He gently pumped his boss back and forth for a few moments, getting harder. Then, with one hand, he pulled my head back so I was looking up at him. He loosened his gym shorts and pulled them down enough to get his dick out.

” I want you to suck it “. At this point, I become extremely uncomfortable because I had never done this, and never had any gay experience, though I had fantasized about it for years. I didn’t complain, though. I was afraid to. Instead, I said ” mm-hmm”. I don’t think he cared what my response was, and pretty sure it was inaudible. He grabbed his dick, and rubbed it around on my open lips, stroking it.

He stuck the head in my mouth and I closed my lips around it. I began to roll my tongue around it, and sucked it like a straw, with a pulsing rhythm. He moaned, and let go of my head. I continued kicking the head, and grabbed his cock. I began to stroke him and begin to take more of him into my mouth, bobbing my head deeper and deeper until I had the first 5 inches or so.

After some time 5-10 minutes, my j jaw begins to ache and I take it out to rest, continuing to stroke him. He takes a few steps back and tells me to get on my knees. I get down in front of the couch, and kneel on my knees on front of him. He says to stock his balls, and I put them in my mouth (kinda they don’t really fit) one say a time, gently sucking, while I stroke him. By this point he is fully erect standing a good 11 inches, and almost as thick as a red bull. I lick up and down the shaft. Then put the head in, and grab it with both hands twisting my wrists as I stroke him. I hear a lot of moaning, surprised I am doing a good job with no experience.

He stops me and says ” I wanna see you get off “. I’m hard as a rock in my pants, so I gladly obliged. I took off my pants and begin to masturbate. He directs me back to my knees, and I resumed sucking his dick. At this point, I got a taste of his precum, and found it delightful.

I’m stroking him with one hand, me with the other and bobbing back and forth on his dick. After a few seconds, he grabs me again and pushes me to deep throat him, deeper and deeper until the entire thing is in my mouth. About as soon as that happened, I can tell I am about to come, and moans try to escape my mouth. He keeps fucking my mouth as I unload the strongest eruption of cum in my life.

When that happened, I no longer wanted him in my mouth, and find the thought disgusting. I tried to take it out, but he wouldn’t let me. He pulled my head, so I was looking up at him andwith the other hand jacks himself off on my mouth.

As he filled my mouth with cum, I once again was into it and greedily swallowed it all, and continued to suck. And ensure I got every drop out. I stroked him with my lips and tongue until he was completely soft.

I can’t remember the details of what followed, other than a shameful trip home. Like I said earlier, this happened many more times in different scenarios over the next few years.
I am a secret cocksucker, and have been wanting to do so again for a long time. I think about this, and ssome of our other adventures almost every day, when I pleasure myself. I hope to find another man I can have amazing oral sex with, but have only found queer, ugly, and likely disease ridden fellows. I have also never had the courage to admit to ANYONE that I have, or that I would like to sick cock. Thanks for reading

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